some people at school are fuckin retarded...seriously. Jessica is apparently talking all this shit about me. I cant beleive that she would totally disregard any friendship we may have rekindled just to fit in at school. Im so pissed theres no describing it, I dont know if I hate her, want to kill her, dont care (I care..), ...whatever...I never tried to be a bitch to her since the summer. I dont know if any of you know what happened..but after our initial 'fight' I felt really bad for sayin the shit that I did to her..and Ive tried to be really nice ever since then. to my face she is all smiles and fucking fake ass niceness..but then last weekend she called me bitching because I gave our old friend her cell phone number..and she was seriously BITCHING about it..and all the sudden there are like 13 rumors about me going at school and every single one Ive heard, the person who told me said that jess told em. people that ive never even met know all these BAD THINGS about me that arent even true
anyways, Im so sore, Ive been working out hella hard core lately! today I had weight training, then I went to curves with Eileen and worked out, then we went to kamiakin and ran a mile (non stop we are awesome!) haha when we finished these three guys were hoooting at us..pretty funny..and then we played soccer for 40 mins :) fun times..now Im about to pass the fuck out from all that stuff! but tomarrow will be worse so I gota brace myself..tomarrow I have weight training 4th period, then after school Im making up a work out for an hour with lex, then Im going home for an hour, going to curves and working out for another hour..and then going to kamiakin and running with eileen. Im going to die. not to mention that I do situps before bed!! :) time to get in shape!!! the cruise is in like 29 days!!! yay...? I went to Liz's after school today with Lex..it was pretty GOOD times!!! lol you know what I mean Lex..and Liz hehe..welll good times after we figured out what was happening and getting our almost-free starbucks!!
I think Im getting a cold :(
Im out
~*Hillary*~