Yesterday, my moms boyfriend gave me back my cell phone as I was walking out the door to go swimming with Rhys and Eileen. It was awesome..so now I have it back :D. We went to the gym, and went into the steam room and swam half a mile (that was hard shit...) and then into the hot tub, and then into the sauna and then in to the showers. lol When I was in the shower, Eileen opened my curtain and..wow that was ...awesome...then her and rhys double teamed me haha and did it again. When I got out of the shower, Brent had called me.....ugh. He left a freakyish message and so I called him back and we made plans to meet. Eileen and Rhys came to my house and we threw on some clothes, making a point of lookin bad. (so he would stop calling me) and we left to go meet him at McDonalds. we walked in...and there were these little asian boys and we were like ohhh no that better not be him. It wasnt thank god. Then he showed up...hmm....dark hair, light eyes..and really good teeth. ...hmm...anyways I dont want to talk about him because he really kind of scares me..we went to get a balloon boquet for Lauren..Rhys' dad picked us up from my house and then we went to Eileens( Rhys went home) At 6 30 Eileen and I left for Laurens house, and then Lauren, Amber, Eileen, Cait and I went to Funtasia! WE HAD SO MUCH FUN! I love those girls so much. Cait and I went and played a few games, and won tickets :) and then we had our one peice of pizza each. I had pepperoni and Pineapple with an orange soda YUMMY thats the BEST dinner. Then we had a scoop of ice cream..I got blueberry cheesecake or something, but then after like 7 bites Lauren said something about Strawberry ice cream and I got sick and couldnt eat anymore..so amber smashed it on the table hehe. We played mini golf for like an hour. That was so fun wow. Caitlin rolled up her pant legs and went for a walk in the fake pond thing, I straddled a cannon and eileen straddled me, amber pissed on the fake ship, lauren is a bitch and got a really good score on all the holes, Eileen and Cait and I stood in this really old boat thing for a picture and cait broke off one side standing on it, and I broke off the other side..then I saw this palm tree thing that was fake...and Caitlin decided that she wanted to put a hole in it, so she stood there and beat this tree with her golf club for like 5 minutes haha. We went over to the Lazer tag. We played and that was SO MUCH FUCKING FUN omg..wow that was the best part of the night! Then we went and did go karts..Im a wimp so I didnt drive my own car..but then Lauren (my driver) told me that she hadnt driven a real car for a while, so she freaked me out..we got lapped by everyone like 7 times haha. I went in and played more games, and this guy that was at the go karts was following me around...we turned in all my tickets for jolly ranchers..and WHOA I just realized what Jolly ranchers can mean...omg JOLLY RANCHER...literally is a rancher who is happy...wow thats awesome! OK anyways then I came home and Brent called me the second I was walking through my door..so I told him to call back. He scares me a lot..he told me that I was SMOKIN hot when he met me...hmm ...well nothing to say about that. at all. Then he said we are casually dating..nothing to say about that either. Then he said he is my casual boyfriend and I said no. to that I say...no boyfriend. NO NO NO boys are for fun not relationships right now. Today I went to my soccer game. I ended up scoring on us.. that was fucked up. We tied. and then I went to Eileens. We took pics and hung out at stuff..and then went to the woods and bush wacked lol that was interesting. We went to Jasons house and hung out, and I fucked up a roll of film. That was not good at all...then Lauren told me that I used to be the funniest person that she knew and now Im stupid. I want to know what made me become stupid because I noticed it too. Im literally becoming stupider..like my brain isnt advancing with the rest of my age groups brains..now Im home, and Im bored..and I just want to go work out or something..damn.. I should do some situps. Ok well..yeah Im leaving now. Oh yeah...Greg and I are bitching at eachother. That no fun.


LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: it didnt use to be hard for you to talk to me
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: or have a good convo..at least I dont think
deuuuuuce: well see like the having a good convo part...
deuuuuuce: it's like it's usually one of us saying "hi" the other saying "hi" and then "what's up" "oh not too much, u?" "same"
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: yeah and then..dead
deuuuuuce: ......and then.....thats it
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: thats what I mean...its a gay convo
deuuuuuce: yeah i know...
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: almost not worth having except for that its our only form of communication
deuuuuuce: well hmm
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: guess this is just where the whole..different parts of our lives thing comes in huh'
deuuuuuce: to me it seems like we talked so much lately that we get to the point sometimes that there's nothing to really talk about...
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: oh
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: ok

hmm...so Greg and I arent going to be talking much at all anymore. Thats fucked up

am I still a sexy mamajama? who knows
am I being stalked by a freak? I think so
do I like 'him' now that I think he doesnt like me? ...maybe...
Hillary