Im so stressed. Too many men. I didnt think I would ever in my life say that. I have a stalker, I want an untouchable...well....4 of them actually..Im in an odd situation because there is another untouchable that I want, but I FOR SURE cant get him, but he sends me wierd signals and tells me he would like to ...be bad. haha but..he has a girlfriend. Ive lost 11 pounds and 3 percent body fat since I joined curves!
OK, I just cant stand my stalker boy AT ALL. Yesterday he called me 8 times between 2 45 PM and 10 PM. He called me after school and I told him I couldnt talk until 6 30, so he just got online and IMed me this...god damn it...people if you ever want to turn me OFF of you, try to control me. Its never going to work and it will just make me mad...anyways
Twocmer5: hey
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: hey
Twocmer5: i was gonna call but i didnt think youd be home you said you were getting home at 6 30
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: yeah I got home a bit ago cuz we went to work out earlier than we planned
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: but yeah my cell is dead right now and my mom and her boyfriend are on their way home..my moms boyfriend just had surgery
Twocmer5: oh thanks for calling and letting me know
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: I dont call guys
Twocmer5: not even to let them know your home
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: I didnt know you needed to talk to me the second I got in
Twocmer5: well i wanted tot talk to you thats all
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: sorry
Twocmer5: its ok but im going to get my hair cut and so ill talk to you later tonight ok
Twocmer5: will your cell be chargerd later
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: alright
Twocmer5: will your vell be charged later
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: yeah it should be done by like 7 30
Twocmer5: ok later sweety
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: bye
MAYBE people shouldnt think that they can control me. Its really really really pissing me off. WOW Ive been in a really bad mood the last three days. Im so fucking annoyed, someone keeps on calling my house, and my phone will only ring 2 times and then turn on the answering machine and so I dont have a chance to answer, and then whoever the god damned person is hangs up. I want to beat them over the head with this peice of shit phone. I bet its stalker boy. So maybe its a good thing. I am so sick of phones now. I just am going crazy. I want to murder so many people right now
it could be the lack of food..or the lack of sleep...or my shit loads of homework...or my amazing stress level....or that I have a stalker on my hands that is a horny fuck and wont leave me alone...or..........i duno
Today Lex and Mark and this other guy and I left campus for lunch. the guys are allowed off but we arent supposed to leave. We went to wendys and lex and I shared fries and chicken nuggets and a diet coke yum. We almost got caught coming back into the school because terri (the lady who checks the cars for sophmores) was watching lex and I getting out of the car, and the principal was walking right towards us...Lex and I ran into the gym and got away :) we are skilled.
Tomarrow night Im going to Jasons house with Eileen. Saturday Im supposed to meet my stalker..maybe when he sees me I can change his mind :D and then Saturday night is Laurens bday..Sunday I have a soccer game, and Stevens birthday party. That night I think Im spending the night at Lexis with her and Danielle, and then Monday Im supposed to go to a movie with stalker boy. Tuesday thru friday is finals week ! IM SO STRESSED! I am going to have a nervous breakdown, I need some time to sleep....or party :)
tomarrow Im going to hang out with Lex and this guy named Owen, it should be fun :) I have to go make dinner for Dan and us cuz Dan just had surgery.
Hillary