Wow, I really havent written for a while. Anyways, Wow Ive been so busy!Finals week was fucking retarded. I was so tired all week and I have come to the conclusion that I have ADD..because instead of making me hyper, aderall makes me tired as fuck. I took 180mg last week and it wasnt cool. Last weekend I dont remember what I did. probably hung out with Eileen and Jason and Lex. Jason came over to my house and met my mom and dan sometime this week. I started my weight training class this week, I think its gona be really fun. yesterday was a half day because of AIDs curriculum. Eileen and Chantel and I went to Manna for lunch and then hung out at my house for a while, and then went over to Eileens. Ryan Star called me and asked if I 'was tryin to kick it', so I told him to call me at like 3 and we would figure it out. Jason was supposed to come hang out with us at Eileens but he was stuck on Finn Hill, so it was just us girls at Eileens till 4ish. Joy dropped me off at evergreen heights or something where Lex was babysitting. Lex and Michaela and I were all just hangin out at Tameras and Ryan called me. He said he wanted to come hang out and so I told him to call me at five and I would know what if he could come to Lexis. We went back to Lexis at around 5 and got ready, and then Michaela left with Patty and David Brewer, and Lex and her dad and I went to pick up a pizza and stuff. I called Jess on her cell and told her to come with the guys, and so her Javon and Ryan came over to Lexis. We all sat in her downstairs and hung out until around 10 30. Apparently Ryan likes me a lot..he was begging Jess and Javon to come hang out with him cuz he was shy to hang out with me alone. haha I think that is so hillaryous considering how he talks to me at school..he is NOT shy at school. He sent me a text message on Thurs that said "you're lookin bomb" and he was sitting behind me in class haha Jess said that he is always talking about how pretty I am and how much he likes me and that he usually never does that..Jess drove me home around 10 45 and that was that..Ryan said he is going to call me at 5 today so that I can come over to his dads house, but I dont know if Im going to because Lex and I are supposed to go to Michaelas house tonight..and then Im supposed to spend the night at Lexis. I would really like to hang out with Ryan again tho..he is really hot! lol. Eileen and I went and did a yoga class on thurs night with two other girls from her volleyball team. It was pretty interesting and fun.. Today I went and worked out with Eileen and Lauren, they got weighed and measured and they both lost inches and Eileen lost pounds! my mom found my old journals and thinks Im a drug addict and slut and all this other stuff...and i read the shit she read and I think I used to be too! lol but I wasnt..anyways..Im out
Hillary !