today was shit. I got up, went and worked out, came home..stayed home for a long time..and then went to Lexis after being told by the twitching eyed whore 'NO DRUGS OR ALCOHOL!' thanks bitch, now die. Im too tired to write about what happened..but theres lots of fucked up stupid ass rumors about me at my school.
just in case you've heard of some of them....they arent true.
I realized today that after a relationship ends, if you look back on it and can see how it changed you in a positive way, then the person was a good influence on your life. if not..they werent. I guess its kinda obvious, but I just realized today. I looked back on the two most important relationships in my life, one with Jessica, and one with Kevin, and I saw that Jessica made no good influence on me at all. She was just there, someone to have fun with..but she didnt make a difference in my life in the long run. Kevin changed me for the better. A woman at curves today told me that I look 'great' !! it was so cool I was happy bout that...but still pissed about everything else.
Lexis favorite phrase fits the day perfectly:
Fuck the bullshit!!!this is the most depressed day Ive had since Kevin and I broke upwhat shit today was
Hill-a-fuckin-ry