I GOT MY LICENSE!!! 94% on the test!! YESSS!!!




8-D



Today was AB-so-LUTE-ly AWESOME!!!!

Oh My GOD I just laughed really hard at this, I think its great..
So Eileen is qwerty1912
qwerty1912: read this...i think ull like it..
Auto response from g i g g i n s2: Gona be gone till about 10...
Call the cell if its before 7:30 or after 9
qwerty1912: Americans, let's face it: We've been a spoiled country for a long time. Do you know what the number one health risk in America is? Obesity. They say we're in the middle of an obesity epidemic.An epidemic like it is polio. Like we'll be telling our grand kids about it one day.The Great Obesity Epidemic of 2004."How'd you get through it grandpa?""Oh, it was horrible Johnny, there was cheesecake and pork chops everywhere." Nobody knows why were getting fatter? Look at our lifestyle.I'll sit at a drive thru. I'll sit there behind fifteen other cars instead of getting up to make the eight foot walk to the totally empty counter.Everything is mega meal, super sized. Want biggie fries, super sized, want to go large. You want to have thirty burgers for a nickel you fat mother fucker. There's room in the back. Take it!Want a 55 gallon drum of Coke with that? It's only three more cents.





WOW how fucking funny is that!
I just got my food handelers permit, got a hundred percent on the test...:) Im so happy lol now I can get a job..once I get my license lol

dont ask about the numbers..they are way off

1. WHATS ON YOUR MIND NOW? haha.......Ill just say....'Matt and James' lol
2. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? my heater ticking as it gets warmer in my room :)
3. COMPLETE THIS SENTENCE: THE WORLD NEEDS..more loyal/faithful/trustworthy people
4. MODEL OF YOUR CELLPHONE? Jessica Simpson or..Sanyo..I duno what this means really
5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? a cup of split pea soup
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? Shit green so that nobody would ever use me and I would last forever
7. WHAT DO YOU DO DURING YOUR CHILL TIME? Soccer..work out..hang out with friends
8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Eileen
9. THE FIRST THING YOU THINK ABOUT WHEN YOU SEE THE OPPOSITE SEX? if he is hot..'Accidentally run into him, DOOOO ITTT!!!' or if he is ugly..'Look down and walk away quickly..dont get his attention!' :)
10. AUTO OR MANUAL CAR? automatic!
11. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? The day after we arrive in Lake Chelan...or the day after we leave for any vacation
12. FAVORITE PLACE? Lake Chelan!
13. FAVORITE SPORTS? SOCCER!
14. DO U WEAR CONTACTS? no
16. THE COOLEST WAY YOU HAVE TO RELEASE PRESSURE? coolest? Doing pilates, or sleeping on the prob
17. THINGS I HATE MOST? when people say Samwiches..and when people are rude to other (less fortunate) people for no reason.
18. WHAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT BEING A GIRL/ BOY? being a girl..I guess being able to express my emotions without being embarrassed; or having boobs..close call -lol
19. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY? scary..or funny..both are awesome
20. MY BEST FRIENDS ARE: haha..ask me again in a week.
21. CHOCOLATES OR FLOWERS? white roses with pink tips :)
22. WHEN IM STUCK IN A JAM, I: sleep on it and hope it dissappears by morning
24. IF YOU COULD TURN BACK TIME, YOU WOULD: Have stayed in that locker room for 5 more minutes....so many problems would be solved
25. IN YOUR WALLET, YOU HAVE: 70$, a bday check for 20$ a free sandwich coupon for mcdonalds, 5 free wendys frosty coupons and lots of pics and cards
26. WHAT'S ON YOUR SCREEN SAVER? Pictures of the hot guy from "the notebook"..oh Im in love with him..
27. FAVORITE BOARD GAME/s? this game my gma gave me when I was little where u could be a hooker and have illegitamate children and be on welfare...it was great fun. I forgot what its called...but that was so fun!
28. FAVORITE SMELLS? the guy I love's cologne..my perfume, freshly washed clothes
29. WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU THINK OF BEFORE YOU GO TO SLEEP? "I wonder when Im going to fall asleep..."
30. THINGS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT: water, music, friends, laughter and dancing
31. YOUR FAVOURITE QUOTE? "Destiny is what you make it" sept I made it up, so I duno if that counts..

night!

The good people and things in my life totally outweigh the bad..so I have no reason to be sad.
I was NOT trying to rhyme that..lol..but whatever.

Rhys...we both have dates on Halloween haha I just realized that!
BTW if anybody has plans for halloween NIGHT..tell me cuz I duno what I want to do yet :)

Today was more awesome than it should have been. lol..

*Hillary*

When you lose the only thing that ever mattered to you
It seems like life has no purpose, no point at all
You feel like you could just curl up and die
That nothing or no one else matters to you
And the only thing that you’ve ever wanted is now gone
And you will do anything to get her back,
Because shes worth it
You’ll try and try until one day you realize
That things will never be the same again.
Your love is still there, deep inside of you
So you try your best to just be friends, And it works for a while
But the feelings are still there
And no matter how hard you try friend will never be good enough
So you want to forget about her, but that’s even harder
There’s too many memories, to many good times to just forget
And no matter what you do, shes always there
Everywhere you look, everything you do, every place you go,
Every song you hear, every girl you see
Reminds you of her
And you hope some day you’ll be back together
But until then there’s nothing you can do
But sit and cry, to go through that pain when she talks about
Another guy she likes, or how good her life is going
And that pain breaks your heart day after day
Tear after tear, until you have no mores tears to cry
Until you just get used to that hole in your heart that won’t go away

...Im scared of meeting new guys. like...literally I try to avoid it at all costs...but I dont know why

Maybe this new guy can change things.. :)

Hillary

Today was REALLY awesome :)

in 1st period we watched "what about bob"
2nd per.- quiz
HOMECOMING ASSEMBLY!! between 2nd and 3rd period!
3rd per.-referee review (game)
4th- Spanish Aladdin
5th- eh..who knows
6th- See 5th

After school, Eileen Caitlin Kevin and I went to Alderwood mall. HELL YES! Its allll about shopping! I got some jeans from Aeropostle, 2 shirts from forever21, 2 shirts at Abercrombie, and a sweater from the Bon- all for 100$!!!!! hellll yeah!

We came home and Kevin and I went to Taco Time, I had some refried beans and tator tots..and there were a couple interesting things happening there- like a hair in Kevins burrito that he insisted was cheese..and the microwave catching on fire..

Came home, did chores, Kevin picked me up and we went to get Eileen and then to Juanita. why? FOR THE HOMECOMING FOOTBALL GAME!!! Not cuz we thought we were gona win tho..haha hell no. I got hit in the head with glow sticks and butt pads..stood in the freezing cold, ran in the rain, and put on bright red lipstick just so I could watch our cheerleaders drop somebody doing a stunt, and watch another get carried off in an ambulance. I love our school..its so great! lol.. so then Kevin and I had an ordeal trying to stay out of the rain, and I ended up in his car realizing I just put my sweatshirt on over top of the seat belt..shitty

Liz Eileen Helen and I went to Liz's house and sat around trying to figure the night out and then ended up going out to dinner at the Outback. I saw Matt..the damn manager who I hate..Kristin seated us and Caitlin ate with us. Then Cait left and we went to Cold stone, and now Im home..I gota go to bed cuz tomorrow is an even BIGGER day!!

I wont write tomorrow unless my plans go horribly wrong because Im gona be so busy
I have my first end of the season soccer tournament game in the morning, then Im going to Lexis to scrape her new bedrooms ceiling off (dont ask), then Im going to Eileens for my birthday party dinner :) and then Kevin and I are going to see the grudge at night !! Its gona be great..wana know why? Cuz Im 17 now, so me and him dont have to try to sneak past any more security guards to get into R rated movies. also...tomorrow..we get our couches. I dont know if thats good or bad- they are soooo ugly, but Im SOO ready to not feel like Im camping when I have to sit on lawn chairs to watch TV...is a lose lose situation



One more thing- I think I am really selfish and I cant end mine and Kevins friendship for such bad reasoning...things will get better with time I think..he is such a nice guy


Hillary

Im in a friendship that I want to erase..or at least end. I feel so bad and dont know what to do, its like we have had our fun and now its time to stop being friends..we have made the differences in eachothers lives that we were going to and there is no use holding on to something SO dead. We sit in complete and utter silence, we dont laugh with eachother, we argue constantly...It just makes me feel like a bad person if I were to go up to him and say "I think there is nothing left for either of us in this friendship"..but I honestly dont think that we are compatible people. Then again, I feel shallow staying in the relationship because the only thing stopping me from breaking away is that its not conveniant at the moment. I get a free ride to and from school every day, he gave me a birthday present YESTERDAY *its really rude to accept a present from some body one day and then tell them the next that you dont want to be friends anymore..*, we share the same group of friends (kind of)...it would just cause more trouble than its worth

He doesnt treat me like a friend anymore. Its like we are obligated to talk to one another, forced to be friends, and desperately trying to go our seperate ways. On the way to school..we say nothing. On the way home, we say nothing. I am a happy person who always is laughing, but when Im with him I feel like Im always being looked at or judged as a kind of bitchy 'mom'..

:'( I wish he would do something that could make me not look like the bad guy.
I hate this friendship-I hate knowing him-Its not that I hate him tho, its just that Im ready to forget.


And if you are Eileen and thinking, its just cuz we arent together anymore...you are wrong. Think of it like this:
when you are friends with somebody and nothing more, and you have only ever been friends..you can flirt with them and laugh with them without worrying that they will start liking you or think you like them. When I am with Kevin, I cant be happy or smile without being scared one of us is going to get sucked back into liking the other. So I dont smile. He thinks the same way I assume, since the only time he smiles when Im with him is when we like eachother, and then when we are just friends, he treats me like we are enemies.

Is it wrong to stay in a friendship for matters of conveniance? cuz I feel bad doing that, but then again I feel bad ending it for no reason when neither of us did anything wrong, I dont think we were meant to have known eachother.



Hillary
Soo confused

I had a GREAT birthday today! I cant explain it all now, cuz I need to hop in the shower (I just worked out with my new Pilates equipment and video!) but I just wanted to post the only depressing thing that happened today

I just checked my email, and there was one waiting from my Dads parents.

Its subject: Happy Birthday!

The Message:
Happy Birthday Hillary!Doesn't seem possible that seventeen years have gone by since you were born.We love you, the little that we have been involved with your life, we have loved every bit of you that we know.AND hope that we can always be a part of your life.Both you and Shalia are special to us, please know that.Have a good day today and always.Hope to see you soon.
Love, Gma and Gpa Figgins


Seems to me that I should know my grandparents better than that..its so impersonal...:'( at least I have one set of grandparents that is really involved in my life, I dont know what it would be like without them.

Thanks everybody who is always there for me and can make me smile at the worst times..like when Im sitting on the ground crying at a soccer game, and you come up to me and hug me..its good to know Im loved :) lol

Okay this post is probably the gayest most sentimental post Ive ever written, so Im leaving..SHOWER TIME!

Hillary- SEVENTEEN YEARS OLD!

Friday I told Kevin we are just friends. Then Eileen and him and Chris and I went to the football game against Inglemoor and we lost by like 50 points. Saturday I had a soccer game, which we won by 4 points. On the way home, we picked up Caitlin and then her and I went to the mall. We met up with Thig and got some CDs, and then shopped ALL DAY! lol it was actually like 3 hours but it felt like longer to me. I got a free shirt from this hella nice store as a birthday present and the shirt is SOOO cute!! Im so excited to wear it. Also I got 2 skirts from Abercrombie. :)

So I guess Ill do a quick recap on my shitty day and get it out of my system. Actually the day was pretty good if I could just erase my whole soccer game. got up, did chores and homework, and then left for my soccer game. I got put in at the beginning of the game for like 10 minutes and then Bruce took me out for the ENTIRE half. So its freezing ass cold and I didnt even play bad, but I was on the sidelines watching our team do shitty. I got soo pissed so at halftime I asked if I could go back in, and Bruce said NO. I was like WTF Ive been out for SOO long! ( DIDNT SAY that out loud tho) but he had taken like 10 people off after me and put them all back in way long ago. its not like we need people to volunteer to sit out either, we have only 3 subs at a time and 11 people on the feild who want breaks. So he wouldnt let me go back in at halftime, and so when the second half started I was talking to someone else who was out and I was like :I might as well just fucking leave: and then he called her to get put back in, and she was like No bruce you need to put Hillary back in, she has been out for so long. So he was just like WHATEVER and put me in..I was in for like 20 mins (out of 45 in the half) and then he took me out again! I was jogging off the feild and he was like "HURRY UP, get some water and come here" and I just looked at him and went the other way. I grabbed my bag and left, I was soooo pissed off OMG. I seriously felt like shit cuz I hadnt done anything wrong and he wasnt letting me play. I would totally have understood if I was playing shitty or something, but I WASNT! ah it bothers me soo much..so that was my shitty soccer game
Then I came home and took a shower and was getting ready to go study at eileens when I picked up my coat, and it DRIPPED piss off of it from my fucking cat. so now I gota wash my coat, spank the cat, wash my carpet...I went to Eileens and studied for a while, then Kevin came and got me and we went to Olive Garden with my mom dan and Shalia. Now Im home and soo tired and depressed from today that I want to just fucking go to bed. I gota get up at 5 to do homework tho cuz Im not doing it now..shitttty

My birthday is NOT gona be tight this year, I already know
oh well..happy birthday to me whoo hoo :(

Hillary

I have to leave to go to Eileens and study, then go out to dinner for my birthday..but I realized today that this song pretty much answers all of Eileens questions about me and Kevin..maybe Ill write later about how shitty today really was. it was absolutely horrible

(if Kevin felt this way, these lyrics would be 100% true, like him telling me the story of us)
Going through the motions pretending to be the man you used to see in me baby
You don't want to hurt me, so you play along
And it don't feel right, and it don't feel wrong
It just feels like a memory, barely alive
When will we let it die
How are we gonna let go of something that's gone
Ain't it funny how a broken heart just keeps hangin' on baby
You watched me walk away and I set you free
But I come back to you and you come back to me
I guess it beats being lonely that's the reason why we give it one more try
Where do you run
Where do you hide
After a promise breaks
Who'll be the one
To say goodbye
And who'll be the one to stay
When love fades

Today was awesome!
Cait and I went to Olive garden and had the bombest lunch EVER! :) and then I came home..and went to soccer practice at 5 ish. That was heelllla fun, we all just laughed a lot and shot on goal and made fun of *theteambitch* lol. Came home and did nothing really but I made myself a bomb ass dinner. It actually sounds sick, but I nooked (lol Kevin taught me that word) some tapioca pudding till it was hot and then I poured in frozen rasberries, blueberries and blackberries and ate it. Omg it was good! Then I talked to Lex on the phone, then my sis, then Kevin and then my sis and her boyfriend. Lol that guy is funny haha. Tomorrow and this whole weekend are going to be so fun I think..but I will leave you with a funny thing that somebody told me today:

(sitting in Spanish class being bored and talking to Chris)
Chris: Hillary, you have the prettiest eyes, they remind me of the ocean
Me: Oh really, haha, Ive never seen a green ocean..
Chris: Well...its a dirty ocean.....

haha nice try anyways!

Ahh the pleasure of my BED

#Hillary#

The day I split my pants in a public restaurant..
Today I took the PSAT at school. I got to miss 1,2,3, and kinda 4th period! It was awesome and the test was pretty easy. So when we finished testing for 4.5 hours or some unbeleivable amount of time, Eileen Ameer Kevin and I went off campus to Taco Time for lunch. We were supposed to go to 4th period for half an hour but we were all like fuck that we want a hour long lunch :)! so we go in, order and I see this woman with a plate of beans (I dont eat meat nemore so I had to modify my normal crispy chicken burrito kids meal) her food looked soo good so I made Eileen go over and ask what it was..it was a 99CENT thing and it was HUGE!! So I got that and some tots. It was $2.93, and I had more food than Ameer and Kevin and both of their meals costed over 6 dollars. Wow I just talked about the price of my lunch for a long time, proof that Im a cheap ass!! So anyways, we sit down and are laughing helllla hard about Mary Kay and then Ameer tells me Im mean about people and I think, shit..karma is gona get me back for being such a bitch. Ameer and Kevin wanted to get refills on their drinks, so I stand up to let Kev out of the booth, and when I sat back down, my pants stuck to the seat. hehe..then they ripped STRAIGHT ACROSS THE BUTT CHEEK! so me and Eileen were laughing histarically when the guys came back and I was like "OMG Kevin we need to go to my house before we go back to school!" but I couldnt explain more cuz I was laughing so hard I was crying and so even tho he was acting hella pissed off about it, we went to my house and I changed. Damn I liked those shitty old pants too...Ive had em for 2 years..sooo comfortable. Actually I think the cheek slit is cute but Eileen said I cant wear it around, lol. Back to school, and boredom for like 2 and a half more hours. Then I came home and did homework and shit.

My Birthday is in ONE WEEK!! Seventeen baby!

In a year and one week I will be able to:
-HIT UP CHIP_N_DALES!!
-GAMBLE!!!
-Drink in Canada (I think, Corey says Im wrong)
-Be naked in a magazine
-Buy porn
-have a credit card
-apply for jobs u gota be 18 and over for
-MOVE OUT!!
oh sweet jesus, the day I move out will be the best day of my life! (not including my wedding day/night ;))


I wana go see the grudge this weekend..hmm anyone wana go with me? And Im supposed to go to the mall in Bellevue and meet up with Thig so he can give me some of his CDs to pass out..Thigs a guy from Seattle that is tryin to get into the music scene..hes a hella good rapper, u should listen to some of his songs.. Ill post his webpage maybe tomorrow..I wana go to bed now

** Hillary **

Today: interview at cold stone, soccer practice, MAN HUNT BEGINS! (in more ways than just on TV ;)) One month since Ive eaten meat
Tomorrow: PSATs, ...? ONE WEEK TILL MY BIRTHDAY
Thursday: I should hear back from Mike about the job at Cold stone, soccer practice
Friday: would be an important date..but its not so w/e..and I forgot what Im doing..
Saturday: Soccer game, haunted house?
Sunday: Soccer game

alright I dont know what else Im doing these days but I know Im forgetting some stuff

Hillary**
Im off to watch the man hunt :)

Eileens peptalks are to die for. Ive made up my mind YET AGAIN about this situation..

Im going to let it fade into the past like the rest of my relationships, slowly moving on and getting over it. Thats the best plan I can think of and I guess I am not going to tell him cuz he hasnt called me, so he is obviously in the same boat as me. We are finally moving towards moving on!

Tomorrow is one month since I have eaten any meat!! Go me!

Hillary**

If you want to earn some EASY money,I just found this website that is kind of wierd but Im checking it out to see if I can actually earn off of it..Apparently, if they send me emails and I open them and read them, I will earn money. Ill try it for about a week and keep you guys posted about it, and if you want to join you can visit this link

http://hits4pay.com/members/index.cgi?lectricbullrider

and sign up..some guy told me about it and said he earned 20 dollars the first week and once he had people sign up he was earning 80$ a week..I duno! lol just check it out if u want

Hillary

I am soo sick holy shit

I will never drink (2-year old) Chai Tea again..EVER..


I hate my mom


Hillary

Tonight I would just like to thank my mom for robbing me of my life as of yet.
100$ a YEAR for clothes. no socks, shoes, coats or sweaters in between.
5$ a week for allowance, IF I do all 7 of my chores every day
no car unless I pay for half the sale price, I pay for insurance, I pay for gas, I pay for my license and all the tests, I get myself a ride to my drive test and do everything myself.
no help on anything in life because I dont appreciate what she DOES give me..????
constant screaming and fights about absolutely nothing important. Yesterday she literally SCREAMED at me because the flavorless gelatin powder wasnt in the right place in the cupboard..even though I hadnt touched it and tried to explain that to her.
Im never telling the truth. She called me today and yelled at me in a message on my cell phone "where the hell are you I thought today was a half day? Call me back right now" it wasnt a half day.
I cant go to homecoming because I cant afford it- I owe people too much money. I had to borrow 35$ from Caitlin to buy my license, and I owe my mom 60$.

Raising me in the ghetto wasnt so bad, I got tough
Drug dealing in front of me wasnt so bad, I knew what drugs were early on and realized they arent that bad since 'mommy' does them
Telling me that even though she has done things, she will judge me if I ever do the same. Taught me that she is hipocritical
Trying to teach me how to manage my money by not buying me anything since I was ten years old..taught me that she is selfish and its a bitch trying to get money, and its impossible to learn how to manage something you dont have
Spending more time with her boyfriends than with my sister and I, showed me that I can live without her, and will be much better off once Im out of her reach.
Leaving me for days with my grandparents so she could party, taught me that Im not the only person that despises the life of that bitch.
using yelling and screaming as her only forms on communication with me, taught me that I have a disfunctional mom with extreme anger problems.
I wish it werent illegal to stab somebody, or suffocate them, or beat the hell out of them, or skin them and poke their eyes out with a red hot dagger.
being so uptight about everything that goes on around her taught me that if I stress her out enough she might drop dead. I try all the time
using me as a slave for anything and everything showed me that the world revolves around her happiness

If you read this whole thing, you are probably thinking that I have some serious mental problems or that me and my mom got in a big fight tonight and Im just venting. Actually either way you are wrong, I just happen to HATE my mom more than anybody else that Ive ever known. I hate everything about her personality. And we havent been in a fight tonight at all, I just had to get it out.

Today I realized that Ive been trying to get a job for over a year now, Ive been stuck in the same fucked up relationship for TWO years, I am not doing good at school so far even though it JUST started, and nothing else I want for myself in life is happening. I wish I could just go to sleep and wake up in 10 years.

One funny coincidence, right now Ive had 666 visitors on my blog. What a SHITTY day today has been

"It is a common experience that a problem difficult at night is resolved in the morning after the committee of sleep has worked on it. "

I think it is awesome that somebody in the world actually thinks the same as I do. Everytime I am mad, I sleep on it, and its gone in the morning. But Ive never heard anybody else use the same logic! YAY, and thats all Im saying for tonight

Hillary
A.K.A whiner

I have one more thing to say..and its been bothering me for a while now.

Its been almost a month now since I have eaten any meat, and constantly people are asking me about it and critisizing me for the decision.

Typical question:
"let me just ask you this, what do you think you are accomplishing by not eating meat?"

Typicail Answer:
"Im not supporting the meat producing industry by buying their products"

It goes WAY beyond that, but the main point here is, whats it to you the reasoning I have, and other vegetarians have for not eating meat? Just because its not the norm, or because you dont beleive in it doesnt make it wrong.
I dont eat meat because it makes me sad to think about how the poor animals were taught before they were turned into somebodys dinner.
I dont eat meat because I dont think it tastes good.
I dont eat meat because I dont beleive humans should take advantage of our strength over other species and murder them the way we do.
I dont eat meat because I have extreme compassion for other living things.
I dont eat meat because I CHOOSE NOT TO.
Thats all you should need me to tell you, I dont deserve to be debreifed or, furthermore, interrogated about it.
This just reminds me of how narrow minded people can be in other aspects of life, such as religion and sexuality. I think these three aspects of life mold the general personality of America, and we judge eachother so mercilessly in each category:

"Fat people are just disgusting, "
"anorexic people need to eat a hamburger, "
"vegetarians think they are making more of a difference than they really are.."

"gay people should die, "
"lesbians are OK but two guys is GROSS, "
"homosexuals have high pitched voices and paint their nails..."

"you are going to hell if you arent MY religion, "
"god is going to punish you for masterbation, "
"god forgives everybody except the people he doesnt forgive and they go to hell, "
"mormans are sexist horny bastards..."

Can people just try to be a little more accepting of one another? Thats what diversity is all about..I know Im not perfect but I think it would do the world a lot of good if everybody stopped to think about the hurt & pain they were causing the next person before they spoke an insult or degradation upon them.

Hillary...ranting

I am procrastinating soo bad right now! I just thought Id post in here real quick about my weekend before I finish my shitload of homework..Saturday I had a soccer game, and then afterwards Kevin came over and we had fun SHAVING rockia! haha my mom took some pics and I will post them when she gets em emailed to me, but they are GREAT! She doesnt look exactly like the picture I posted but pretty close..lol. Then him and I went to coldstone and bought some ice cream from Eileen. I got the best thing Ive never had before. butter pecan ice cream with butterfinger mixed in. YUMM. Then Chris came in and I gave him the leftovers from my moms 'to-go' order. We came back to my house and at 11 Kevin started to leave. We were out in the parking lot for like 20 minutes being SOO loud I was suprised nobody called the cops or anything cuz we were laughing and yelling and looked soo drunk! Then Sunday I had a soccer game and after that I went out to dinner with my mom and Dan, and then I went to Eileens house with her and Cait and studied for the history test we have tomorrow. Today Kevin came over for a bit and then Shalia came over and my family ate dinner together. It was too wierd so Shalia left real fast and I got up and went to my room. Family is not something that fits in this house, it makes us feel akward. I just sent an email to this place online that apparently my AP history teacher has signed me up to take an online AP history course at..Im trying to get some info about it. Whatever..as long as I dont have MORE homework.
Lets see this is a BIG week and I guess Ill list the reasons for a few minutes and then get going..
Today:
Lauren moved away
Tuesday:
AP history test
Soccer practice
Wednesday:
Huge AP history essay due
Math test that Im gona BOMB
Volleyball game
Thursday:
MY DRIVE TEST!!! (if Kev's gparents stop arguing about who gets to take me..lol)
Soccer practice
Friday:
'the forgotten' with Kevin
Saturday:
soccer practice or game
Sunday:
helping Kevs sister move out
Soccer game at night
soccer pics?
*the color of my schedule reminds me of those old candies called neccos...yum..
That only took me 4 minutes..what the hell..time is sooo slow when u wish it would fly by!!

Hillary :)

We are going to shave Rockia so that she looks basically like this!! Im so excited! shes gona have kitty style uggs! :) lol actually we are doing it so that she doesnt get so many hair balls..

Remember that blue crystal sky
The sun reflected in your eyes
Kissed me unexpectedly
A moment I just can't forget
We filled the air with promises
Took them up so tenderly
But life never asks you what you want
It's just gonna have its way
Sometimes it doesn't give like it takes
If I never see your face
If wings take you away from me
And tomorrow never happens, baby
If the world comes tumbling down
And crumbles all around us
Fate turns cruel
You're on your knees
So desperate for one truth
Know that I have loved you
Don't think I'll write another letter
Or watch anothere pink sunset
Without thinking about you
I take a walk along the blue seaside
How will I sleep at night
How will I wipe the tears from your eyes
~Jessica Simpson
A.K.A~ Jessica Shrimpson!!

just because at this moment you have made a second of free time for me in ur BUSY ass schedule..doesnt mean I should drop everything to be by your side. And it definately doesnt mean you have a right to get mad at me for having already made plans.

Hillary