I have to leave to go to Eileens and study, then go out to dinner for my birthday..but I realized today that this song pretty much answers all of Eileens questions about me and Kevin..maybe Ill write later about how shitty today really was. it was absolutely horrible

(if Kevin felt this way, these lyrics would be 100% true, like him telling me the story of us)
Going through the motions pretending to be the man you used to see in me baby
You don't want to hurt me, so you play along
And it don't feel right, and it don't feel wrong
It just feels like a memory, barely alive
When will we let it die
How are we gonna let go of something that's gone
Ain't it funny how a broken heart just keeps hangin' on baby
You watched me walk away and I set you free
But I come back to you and you come back to me
I guess it beats being lonely that's the reason why we give it one more try
Where do you run
Where do you hide
After a promise breaks
Who'll be the one
To say goodbye
And who'll be the one to stay
When love fades