Friday I told Kevin we are just friends. Then Eileen and him and Chris and I went to the football game against Inglemoor and we lost by like 50 points. Saturday I had a soccer game, which we won by 4 points. On the way home, we picked up Caitlin and then her and I went to the mall. We met up with Thig and got some CDs, and then shopped ALL DAY! lol it was actually like 3 hours but it felt like longer to me. I got a free shirt from this hella nice store as a birthday present and the shirt is SOOO cute!! Im so excited to wear it. Also I got 2 skirts from Abercrombie. :)

So I guess Ill do a quick recap on my shitty day and get it out of my system. Actually the day was pretty good if I could just erase my whole soccer game. got up, did chores and homework, and then left for my soccer game. I got put in at the beginning of the game for like 10 minutes and then Bruce took me out for the ENTIRE half. So its freezing ass cold and I didnt even play bad, but I was on the sidelines watching our team do shitty. I got soo pissed so at halftime I asked if I could go back in, and Bruce said NO. I was like WTF Ive been out for SOO long! ( DIDNT SAY that out loud tho) but he had taken like 10 people off after me and put them all back in way long ago. its not like we need people to volunteer to sit out either, we have only 3 subs at a time and 11 people on the feild who want breaks. So he wouldnt let me go back in at halftime, and so when the second half started I was talking to someone else who was out and I was like :I might as well just fucking leave: and then he called her to get put back in, and she was like No bruce you need to put Hillary back in, she has been out for so long. So he was just like WHATEVER and put me in..I was in for like 20 mins (out of 45 in the half) and then he took me out again! I was jogging off the feild and he was like "HURRY UP, get some water and come here" and I just looked at him and went the other way. I grabbed my bag and left, I was soooo pissed off OMG. I seriously felt like shit cuz I hadnt done anything wrong and he wasnt letting me play. I would totally have understood if I was playing shitty or something, but I WASNT! ah it bothers me soo much..so that was my shitty soccer game
Then I came home and took a shower and was getting ready to go study at eileens when I picked up my coat, and it DRIPPED piss off of it from my fucking cat. so now I gota wash my coat, spank the cat, wash my carpet...I went to Eileens and studied for a while, then Kevin came and got me and we went to Olive Garden with my mom dan and Shalia. Now Im home and soo tired and depressed from today that I want to just fucking go to bed. I gota get up at 5 to do homework tho cuz Im not doing it now..shitttty

My birthday is NOT gona be tight this year, I already know
oh well..happy birthday to me whoo hoo :(

Hillary