I dont like how I made this thing so I could talk about things that are on my mind, but I know that people read it so I cant say what I really feel because I dont want to have to take shit for it. first of all I want to say that guys are so funny. I am so amused by them..and really confused by a couple of them.. Second I wana say that I am not going to get used, if you think you are going to use me you are stupid and the person Im talking about knows who they are....so just tell me what ur after

I didnt have time to write yesterday, I was soo tired!I guess I should fill yall in on what happened with the Kevin situation...he came and picked up the photo journal, read it, and we talked about everything for like 3 hours. I feel so much better talking to him now, like I dont have to hide anything from him or feel any anger towards him. I went to school yesterday, came home, slept till my game (CHANTEL GOT HER LICENSE) and then played in my game! It was soo fun, we won and omg this guy on my team was wearin boxers...and his pee hole thing was open and me and angie and sarah and dawn saw his....yeah! lol we were like OMG WHAT THE HELL and then we couldnt stop looking cuz it was so funny. lol. I came home and talked online for a while then did science homework and went to bed early. Today I wore my khaki shorts and red tank top that is HOEISH according to people :( school was LAME. Ryan sat next to me in LA..I was a little wierded out cuz that hasnt happened since before I left for my trip and our little bitch fight kinda thing. He is paying me to do his LA project :D Im excited and he is giving me a new CD player cuz when we were in there today, Max said something to me and I turned to look at him and I nocked mine off the table and it broke :( After school Chantel and Cait and I went running the 2 mile thing, and we got followed, stared at, hit on...ect like 2000 times it was so funny. We finished running and I called Kevin to tell him cuz he wanted me to go to totem lake with him. he walked to my house and met me behind the ice arena. we went to my house and hung out watchin (arguing over/wrestling for) the TV. I wanted to watch CMT and he wanted to watch skateboarding....so yeah that didnt work very well. we finally got on the bus to go to totem lake and he told me my shirt was 'holey'..so I was trying to find a hole then he looked at my boobs and was like YEAH lol so I guess it was too low cut or something. we got off the bus and went to this deli place where Kevin wants a job..but they arent hiring so that was pointless..then we ran into his mom and aunt! of course after he told me my shirt was kinda slutty in a nice Kevin way lol. his mom and aunt went into hallmark and kevin and I went to guitar center. he played some songs and stuff and I listened then we went and waited in the car for a ride home. we played basketball with the door handles and body parts.....lol *boobyball* it was really fun. I forgot how much fun we have together till today. his mom dropped me off at home at 6 and then at 7 I went and picked up herrick and him for the multi cultural show. we met chantel cait and rhys there. it was so fucking random and funny omg. during the show I got SOOO hot it was crazy. Kevin was fanning me with a program and I had to roll my pant legs up like a clam digger. hehe. afterwards my mom came and I drove us all home packed up in the back seat lol. me and chantel and cait are wearin skirts tomarrow I think so I gota go pick out that outfit..'

My mom just talked to Celeste about Chelan!! YAY! its gona be so fun if I can go!
We got our tickets for the Kenny Chesney concert last night!!!! (stop hatin Ryan and Kevin)
TOMORROW IS FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

night!
Hillary