Today was annoying. so many things are pissing me off. Lex Bryn and I went out to bfast at Dennys this morning. Then in second period Jess asked Bryn who she went to eat with..and she said "Lexi" !! wtf I was sitting right there! Third period I asked Michaela something about batting averages and Mr crowder told me that if Im ignorant about the game, I shouldnt open my mouth. wtf#2 ..I was ASKING so I would know..fuck. this next thing sounds so messed up like bad gossip..but work with me. Herrick came up to me today and told me that denny told him that stacey told denny that kristin told her that she does like Herrick she is just scared that I and some other people would make fun of her if she went out with him. wtf#3! Why the hell would I make fun of anyone for going out with Herrick? jesus. then I asked Kris and she said she never even said that. Ryan is the biggest bad part of today. this morning, Lex told me that she was talking to him yesterday about how Clint was sayin he would fuck me or something, and Ryan was like "yeah thats all clint..I duno" and lex said that she knew he wanted me too and he goes "I coulda hit that if I wanted to and I didnt" WTF#4 I fucking wouldnt let him do shit with me when he was trying to and standin there fuckin naked while I had all my damn clothes on. so I went up to him and asked him bout it and he was like "no i never said that Lexis lying" so w/e. Then in 5th period he didnt say shit to me at all..not even hi. Then on the way to 6th, I was walkin down the hall and Javon goes :HILLARY!: and i turned around and he was standing with Ryan, he pointed at Ryan (ryan was smiling and shaking his head no) and he started doing a jack off motion. I just gave them a mean look and walked away. WTF#5!! Im not a fucking slut shit. Ryan came into 6th, and didnt say shit to me then either. I think he was looking at me for a while but Im not sure cuz I didnt look at him I was too pissed off. I came home from school..and slept for a couple hours. I might be kickin it with Chantel tonight..or Eileen or something..I need to do something fun before I fucking go crazy cuz today....SUCKS
Hillary