Im so worried about my grandpa. We found out that he is at the very highest level stage 3 colon cancer. There are only 4 stages, and hes like 1 week from stage 4. :'( Shalia and I were planning to go visit him in the hospital today, but he is too sick for visitors and doesnt want to see anybody. Not even the nurses. My family needs my grandpa so much. Especially Shalia and I; he is the only loving male influence she and I have ever known. All this worry and we cant even call him to tell him we love him..

There's some things in this world
You just can't change
Somethings you can't see
Until it gets too late
When all your love is gone
Who will save me
From all I'm up against out in this world?
Maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something
That's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don't receive you
You should turn yourself around
And come on home
I got a hole in me now,
I got a scar I can talk about
Some things in this world
Man, they don't make sense
Some things you don't need
Until they leave you
And they're things that you miss
God's sake turn around
Yeah, come on home

If I could only hold you now
make the pain go away
cant stop the tears from running down my face
how am I going to be strong without you?
I need you by my side
In the end you wave goodbye,
dont know what Id do
I keep trying to find my way
Im lost without you
I keep trying to face the day

As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die toI'd die too