IT IS JUNE!!! Thank God for the month of June, no kidding. Life is seriously FLYING past me. I dont know what is happening most of the time because Im just doing so many different things and trying to concentrate on them all. But school is out in less than 20 days. LESS THAN TWENTY DAYS UNTIL IM A SENIOR!
Some things that Ive noticed recently:
-I am definately getting into the summer party mode
-me+working out are finally becoming a happy couple again
-Im really really really interested in this guy. one of the two that I wrote about in here before. He is just soo different and so cool and SO FUNNY and Cute as ALL hell. mmmm, I want him bad!
-I am a very negative person. Every person I encounter is a new one to critic. I hate that. I really HONESTLY hate it. and I know it makes me look much worse than the people I am insulting. So I am working on trying to be more accepting, inside and out. Like some people still think mean things but they stop saying them. Not me, Im scolding myself mentally every time I find myself conjuring up a joke about someone else. If you are a good friend of mine, you probably noticed how quiet Ive been the last few days. Isnt it sad that it is THAT noticeable? Soon I will be able to fill those silent moments with compliments and sincere positive observations I have.
- The guy I like is genuine. Not genuine in that he will like me back, I am lucky to get a wayward glance from him, but he has good strong morals (something my grandparents raised me to look for in a bf) and he is a true gentleman. Yesterday at work one of the delivery drivers named lucianno, who speaks mainly spanish, made a couple comments to me that were totally rude and hurtful. I didnt get very offended by them because I knew that he was just trying to joke around like Dan or Harold, but all the guys I work with got mad at him and told him never to say that stuff to me again. But the guy I like went beyond that. He waited until everyone went back to working, and then he came up to me while I was alone and told me that he was sorry I had to listen to Luciano talk that way and that those things he had said werent true at all. I thought him doing that was really sweet because he didnt have to go beyond what he had already done to make me feel better, but being the nice person he is I dont think he even thought twice about it.

Last weekend I met a bunch of new people. I had a LOT of wierd encounters. Like making out with Connor. I met some cool guys like Kelly, Ryan, Trav and Dave..and I had SO MUCH FUN!! I really cant wait until summer if it is going to work out the way last weekend did! Too bad all the seniors will be gone soon though :(.

I have 14 hours at work next week! thats like a freaking record for me!!
Kevin got a car today! I think he is coming over to show me it when he gets back from levenworth. Im excited, its an integra or something.

Hillary