I would like to annouce to the world:

Im a fucking idiot.

Today is not a good one. I guess you could have guessed that from the second sentence in here but..fuck today. I went to the chiropractor this morning. School. Kristin Caitlin and I had a seminar during 2nd period for colleges. for lunch K+L and I went to pizza hut wit some boys, where I was informed of the worst news ever for me. Or maybe it was good? I dont know but I DO know that as of noon today, Josh and I will never EVER have a chance together, but thats okay because this whole date thing on Friday is a friendship date; and its going to be raining. whoo Im so excited. ... . right..I was thinking about cancelling but that would be rude..? Cait and I spent 6th period in the library with Nick Thornton. Definately the highlight of my day, that guy is hillaryous. After school I went to pizza hut and Nathan helped me with my math. Then we did a food trade with cold stone, so I took pizzas to them and brought ice cream back. Which really REALLY pissed me off cuz I didnt eat any of the ice cream, and I drove the pizzas over to cold stone. I thought I was going to get a pineapple pizza for it, but Aaron never made it for me. And wow, while I was there the whole Josh thing got SO blown out of proportion. I fucking hate it when people make a deal out of nothing cuz now I am embarrassed to even be around there, like everybody is laughing at me for it. Except I cant talk cuz I thought that he actually liked me..so whatever. When I got back from getting the ice cream for everybody, Josh's car was in my spot. I thought "well isnt this GREAT?" I have no idea what everybody was saying about me while I was gone, but if its anything like what they were saying about Josh when he wasnt there, Im going to be pissed cuz they probably made him think that I like him SO MUCH. This is such a disaster! Obviously Im not in a good mood at all, so Im going to go take a shower and do some homework then go to bed hella early. Im so sick of everything right now that Im not even going to watch Newlyweds tonight. And that is saying a LOT if you know me.


This is the most depressing day ever. :'(

Hillary