WaterGirl

If I could tell the world just one thing, it would be that we are all okay; and not to worry cuz worry is wasteful and useless in times like these. Poverty stole your golden shoes, but it did not steal your laughter; And heartache came to visit me but I knew it wasnt ever after.. In the end, only kindness matters

Thursday, March 31, 2005

Today has been SOOOO relaxing! I got up and went to school. We had 1st period (took a quiz and did nothing else), then rebtime where we watched an AIDS video, then 4th period where I took a quiz and did nothing else, then lunch. Okay I forgot about lunch when I said today was relaxing. Um wow, Kristin, Chantel, Allison, Helen and I went to Emerald City Smoothies, and on the way down to the car and the ENTIRE car ride there, we were all screaming at Allison. And I dont mean like little fake bitching. We were all fighting with her individually because she is PMSing or something and was just arguing with whatever people said. I tried to explain to her why we were all getting pissed off and she told me to shut the fuck up. WOW that set me off. I started yelling pretty much everything I think about her. (keep in mind that her and I are sitting in a backseat together, her in the middle and me on the left side..) I yelled at her from the parking lot of Juanita until we got off the freeway in down town Kirkland. Kristin and Chantel didnt miss a chance to get in their opinions too. It ended (of course) with Allison starting to cry. ugh.....this probably makes me sound soo mean but you have no IDEA how bad she was pissing everybody off today and blaming ALL of her problems on other people and things.
Anyways, back to the RELAXING day I had. After lunch, Kristin Cait and I finished our hella long presentation in AP lit. I think we got 100% cuz Mr Brinn kept telling us how good of a job we did! In 6th period, the 5 minutes I was there, we did jack shit. There was a substitute so Cait and I went and got marked present, then left. I went over to Shalia's house, hung out with her for a while and got some workout shorts. Then I went to Caits house and we did 8 min. buns and a bunch of ab workouts. Then we made ravioli :) yumm. At 3 45, I left and met up with Kristin and Liz at Juanita. We bundled up in sweatshirts, jackets and fleece blankets and went down to watch the track meet. (Victor was in it). Ive never been to a track meet before, but we had fun. OMG this was so sad but HILLARYOUS; we were standing at the fence watching a mile run, and the runners had to stand on a line to get ready for the race. One of the guys came out and had a HUGE boner. Liz saw first and told me and Kristin, and we all started laughing SO HARD> the poor guy totally knew we were laughing at him too. But then he was running and everytime he came around the track (it wasnt a boner anymore) we could see his package. It was seriously like saran wrapped sticking out of his shorts bouncing around. it was SO bad!! hahaha. At 5, I left and came home. I did some chores and then laid down with my cat on my bed. I guess I fell asleep petting her, cuz I didnt wake up again until 10 20 tonight. Oops!

Tomorrow is a half day, AND April Fools Day! Im going to school, and then I think Kristin Liz and I are gonna go to the hut for lunch. And then I work at night.. and then Im going to the gym! Holy crap, speaking of the gym..I did this work out on MONDAY with a machine that works your inner thighs, and I havent been able to walk normally ever since. I am STILL sooo sore from it. :) I know thats good, but I want it to be unsore so I can work it out again! lol. Cool, well Im still tired so Im going to bed again.


Hillary

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

WOWWW I am the busiest person alive lately. yesterday I went to school, then Kristin Liz and I went to Starbucks for lunch, and then after school Kristin Cait and I went to Caits house to work on our AP Lit presentation. It took us about 4 hours,and we didnt even get the whole thing done. And the fucking assignment is only worth 30 pnts. What the hell is that? I came home from Caits at 7 and then went over to Shalia's house. We made ice-cream cupcakes for her birthday and hung out until 11. I came home and went to bed..HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY SHALIA!

Today I went to school, and skipped third period to go to the bank and go tanning. Kristin Liz and I went to their house for lunch. Omg it was like the invasion of moldy food in that kitched today. First I got out some bread to make a sandwich, and I grabbed a HUGE moldy patch. So we threw that away. Then I went to get lettuce for my sandwich, and the lettuce had brown juices oozing out. Sick. Then I was making my sandwich and I saw an ovocado on the counter. I grabbed it but it had grown white hair and black spots. haha. In 5th period we had to do our presentation, and so I tried to get the overhead projector to show the website we wanted. I accidentally put in the wrong address though, and this HELLA LOUD "we fight robots" song came on the speakers and a multicultural club website showed up. Nobody could figure out how to turn it off, and the whole class was just cracking up at it. It was pretty embarrassing.
After school I came home and got my work stuff. I went in expecting to be working with Aaron. I was pretty excited about my shift because it was a bunch of cool people scheduled. BUT Josh's car was there. I went in and it wasnt as akward as I thought it would be..but he mentioned going to Woodland Park zoo sometime. And he just texted me and told me he wants to go because he misses hanging out with me. I got off work at 8 and took a personal pan pizza over to Karan at his work. It was so funny cuz I went in the front of the restaurant (a japanese place) and asked for Karan. The woman and I went back and forth a million times before she recognized his name, and she goes "OHH INDIAN KARAN!" hahaha it was great. I noticed that he is kinda hot all the sudden. I mean, yeah I had a crush on him all through elem. school and some in Jr High, but that was cuz of his white ass teeth and personality. Now he is, .... gorgeous! Oh and his teeth are PERFECT. okay, this is Karan we are talking about. I need to shut up.


After I dropped off his pizza, I came home and got into my gym clothes, and went to 24 hour. I paid my fees and then ran 2.5 miles and did some leg workouts. At 9 40, I went over to Caits house to watch the LAST EVER NEWLYWEDS. It was fucking staged. I havent ever been dissapointed in the producers of that show, but this time it was OBVIOUSLY fake. But I still laughed my ass off at some of the memories of the show..wow I love that couple and I hope they make it through all the tabloid shit talk as a pair.

Tomorrow we have AIDS curriculum and 4 classes. Then Friday is a half day..and I have no idea what Im doing yet..

Hillary

Monday, March 28, 2005

I WORKED OUT TONIGHT! OMG IM SO HAPPY!
I went to school this morning, and did all the boring school shit. Kristin, Liz, Cait and I went to K+L's house for lunch. After school I went tanning, and over to work for a bit. I came home and did chores, then went back to work at 5.
The managers had a hockey party thing, so all of them got together and went from Pizza Hut. I bet I wouldnt have seen Josh for another week at least if it werent for him having to come in today. He walked by me and put his hand in my face and said :boo: or something..I honestly dont know what to think about him anymore. I was starting to like him a lot, and then I said something stupid and kinda fucked it up..and now we havent talked for a while. Whatever.. the ball is in his court now. So we are probably not going to be seeing eachother anymore.
We had a different manager today who was awesome, and Dan and I just hung out the whole shift. After I got off, I went over to Caits house and we went to 24 hour fitness. Whoooo! I had missed working out hardcore. Sept it wasnt that hardcore lol. We did stairstepping, and weights and stuff, abs, then ran a mile and came home. Oh god it feels so good to be back in CARDIO working out. Im sick of just doing situps and ass workouts with my yoga ball. I love love love love love working out. It is like my passion in life! lol too bad it doesnt show. Anyways Im hella tired so Im going to bed. Night!

Hillary

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Last night Kristin came over. We went to Jamba Juice to see if Allison was working, then went to Top Foods and got some chocolate covered gummy bears and then we went to see Hostage. Okay that movie is SO GOOD! I was not that excited to see it cuz it seemed really gory and actionmovie-ish, but it turned out to be all moving (Kristin cried 2 times lol) . It was so funny cuz at one point in the movie, there was all this chaos on screen and me and Kristin were both leaning forward getting all mad at the characters, and then Kristin couldnt handle it anymore so she yelled "HE IS FUCKING PSYCHO!". HAHAHA omg it was so great because the movie was covering her voice up until she said fucking psycho, when it got completely silent in the theater. She sunk down in her chair and we both laughed..After the movie was over we went to Outback to see Liz. Caitlin and Chantel were there, so we went and talked to them for a bit, and then Kristin and I went to her house. We THOUGHT we were going to head over to Nicks house and then go see her brother and Chelsea, but we didnt realize the time. It was 10:30, and we had to get Liz from work at 11. So, we sat around and talked for a while then left and got Liz. We came back to my house at 11:15 and I came in and went to bed.

This morning I got up at 8 45 to go to Anacortes. I have NO gas whatsoever. Holy shit I went to safeway and got 7$ of gas this morning, and paid with half quarters. That took my little gas stick thing to half full, and then by the time I got to Anacortes it was back on E. I didnt want to think about how exactly I was going to get home, so I just ignored it and rode in neutral down the driveway. My gma, gpa, cousins, aunt and I went out to brunch at this place called Randy's. It is on the water front, and it was hellla good food. After lunch, we all hugged goodbye, and my grandparents and I went to their house. We sat in the living room and talked from 1:30-6..and I wasnt bored AT ALL the entire time. It was crazy because we talked about everything from this woman who is on life support to cats (they love animals as much as me, I know its hard to beleive) and blue herrons. We talked about much more interesting stuff too, like the fact that the first time they met Dan, he had no teeth at all. Not even dentures. And how my mom used to be on Welfare and would leave my sister and I with family members from the time Shalia was 6 days old so she could go out with guys. And how my mom has been a drama queen ever since she was born. When she was 2 years old, my gma took her to the store, and when my mom asked for some cereal and my gma said no, my mom threw herself on the floor crying. And then she held her breath until she passed out. And then she pissed all over herself and the isle. SHE DID THAT TWICE in a store, but the second time my grandma ignored her and left her laying in her own piss until she was done with her shopping. HAHA

Anyways, my grandpa slipped 10$ in my purse while I was doing something, so I put 10 more bucks in my tank before I left town, and its at like 1/8th of a tank now. Peice of shit car! I went in to work to get my new schedule, and then came home and Ive done nothing since. Now Im about to get my work out clothes and work clothes ready for tomorrow. Its gona be a busy day:
School
Tanning
Working out
Work
Homework
Chores...:(

HAPPY EASTER!

Saturday, March 26, 2005

This is going to be the lowest key weekend ever! I went to school yesterday, for lunch Kristin Liz Cait and I went to the twins house. After school, I took a spanish test then went and got a membership at a tanning place. I had an embarrassing moment there, but I dealt with it before anybody else had to see- so it was all good. (it took me like 15 minutes to get the bed to turn on..) After tanning I came home and got ready for work. I worked from 5-8, and Aaron and I washed all the ceilings. It was actually pretty fun..My mom was being a bitch like usual and wouldnt let me hang out after work, so I came home and did nothing.

Josh had to cover for Katrina this morning, so we couldnt go to the zoo. Thats okay though cuz it has been raining like crazy ALL DAY! Plus I dont have any money whatsoever to have paid the entrance charge.
I got up this morning, and called around to gyms to see what are good membership prices, and then went to the bank and did a bunch of stuff there, then went to 24 hour fitness and got a membership. YAY! Im so excited about it! Im going to be with Caitlin on the elipticals FINALLY, so I wont have to get all jealous when she goes! But the problem with signing up is that its 70$ to join, and you have to pay the first and last months fee at sign up..so I paid 100$ today and I owe 20$ by the 31st. Umm yeah, I have $26.01 in my bank account and I have 1/4 of a tank of gas. Pay day isnt until more than a week from now. And Im driving up to Anacortes tomorrow morning. PLUS SCHOOL ALL WEEK, WORK THREE TIMES AND THE GYM. I will definately be needing to get a loan from somebody until my next paycheck lol. (CHECKINTOCASH!) Or I need to start selling my body ;) cuz you know how much money THAT would rake in.
Im about to call up Kristin and Liz and see what they are doin today, cuz Im BORED and I bet they are too, lol.

Tomorrow is Easter!! Im going up to Anacortes for brunch with the family (sept Im the only one out of my mom, sister and I that is going) and then probably hanging out there all day. Hope everybody has a good one!

Hillary

Thursday, March 24, 2005

Today was nothing to get excited about. I dont even have enough enthusiasm about it to put in lots of paragraphs, so Im just going to make a list of stuff I did:
woke up and couldnt get out of bed cuz it was SO GOD DAMNED COLD in the house
I wrapped myself in blankets and fell down the stairs to check the thermostat. IT WAS 60 DEGREES! So I wrote a note that said "I dont know WHO set the thermostat, but they are FUCKING CRAZY! It is only 60 degrees in here, it should be at LEAST 68. I feel like Im in Alaska" and I put it at the front of my mom and Dans bedroom.
left for school and made a stupid decision that got me stuck in traffic until 8 10, so I went to QFC and got an odwolla superfood for breakfast
school..
Cait and I went to Subway for lunch
I called 24hour fitness about a membership, and then tried to figure out if I can afford it (..I can, but BARELY)
After school I went to Kevin's house and we hung out until 5
Came home and raked up a bunch of piles of stuff in the front yard, then dropped a garbage can full of it on my head in front of the neighbors :(
cleaned my room
Shalia called and asked me to go to a movie with her
My mom said no
Shalia came over and we talked and laughed. she farted on my workout ball (SICK!) and thought it was the funniest thing ever
My mom just asked me if she could use my toothbrush to scratch her foot...
What the hell is wrong with this house? Im going to my room, working out and reading for the rest of the night..

Hillary

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Im having one of those days where everything happens around me and I participate and all, but it just doesnt really effect me. I got up and went to school, after 2nd period Cait and I went to the bank and to Starbucks and to QFC. We had a big ordeal with the coffee, cuz we both ordered DISGUSTING drinks and ended up trying to mix them together. At lunch, Kristin Liz Cait and I went to PizzaHut, we had a half pineapple half pepperoni pizza, some breadsticks and some cinnastix. I noticed that Im losing my appetite for pizza. I had the smallest peice of pizza there was, half a bread stick and half a cinnastick before I was done eating. After school I came home and cleaned up a bit in my room, and did laundry. Then I went in to work..4:30-8:30.
Im starting to have second thoughts about Josh..I mean, he is leaving in like 3 months for school and that barely gives us any time to even get to know eachother before he will be gone. And if we WERE to get to really like eachother by then, nothing could become of it anyways. It is like we are just setting ourselves up to get hurt, or IM setting myself up; I dont know if he is even honestly interested.
Anyways, I got off work and came home to do some more chores, then went to Cait's house and watched Newlyweds. I love love love that show! That's the only thing that really mattered to me today lol, I cried.

Hillary

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

I have come to the conclusion that door hanging is the best way to make money at my work (besides coloring). I went to school today, and absolutely NOTHING cool happened during the first half of the day except I found out that I got my highest grade EVER on an AP history test. 76%!!! I was soo happy about that! In 6th period we watched a movie about WW2 so I did some other homework and then Cait and I went to her car to bring it up to pool parking. We looked at her pics from St. Patty's day, funny shit! haha I miss the drunken days of 8th-10th grade. Then when school got out, I went to Pizza Hut and Nathan helped me with my math. I have a quiz tomorrow that is not going to be easy to pass. At 4, I clocked on and went to pick up Cory to do door hangings. We got paid the regular hourly rate just to walk around neighborhoods and talk and hang coupons on doors. It was so easy/fun! After an hour and a half, we went back to Pizza Hut and made ourselves a pizza. I took him home and came to my house. I went into my room and just fell asleep, I dont even remember walking in there or anything, I just remember waking up and not knowing where the hell I was. Now I need to go back into my room and do some homework. I have to start getting my shit done on time (like the night before its due instead of the period before) so that I can get good grades, and get into Chaminade U. Im in LOVE with that school..and Im going to be sooooo lost if my gramps wont pay that tuition for me to go. It is my dream school!!

Hillary

Monday, March 21, 2005

So last night I posted about how I talked to Josh for so long and needed to go to bed for school. Turns out, my mind was NOT about to wake up at 7 like it was supposed to. I slept in until 8 30, and then went to school. We did a lab in second period, and then for RebTime we had an assembly for Nevac classes. I finally talked to Kristin and Liz, there was a HUGE drama between us this weekend that none of us admitted to the other. I was HELLA pissed off at them, and they were HELLA pissed off at me lol, but then I texted them in 3rd period after I figured everything out from Caitlin and we went to their house for lunch and talked everything out. Then we laughed about how stupid we were being haha. And then we talked about sharks having penises. Wow, I love them..I dont know what I would do without those girls! After lunch, we were like 30 seconds late to 5th period, and we got a lecture from Mr Brinn in front of everybody. Ass hole. In 6th period, Caitlin and I took the history test we missed on Wed. I took Tyler home after school and went in to work to get my paycheck. 161.19!! Sweeeeet for only working 6 hours last week. Then I came home and did nothing until 4 45 when I took Cait to work. I talked to Josh online for a while and we decided to go to down town Kirkland after I dropped off my sister at home. So at 7, I went and got my sis from her work in Bellevue and we drove around until we found her car repair place, then I took her home and went to Josh's. We went in his mustang to Kirkland, and he got some ColdStone. Kinda akward since Eileen was working. I tried to tell him that I didnt want to go in but he wouldnt listen. After that we went walking down the strip thing and out onto the docks. We walked around for about an hour or so, and then went back to his house. Before I left, we had our first akward moment standing there looking at eachother. To hug or not to hug? Not to hug..so I smiled and went to my car and came home. Now Im about to have some cheerios for dinner and get crackin on the homework..

Hillary

I am the happiest girl alive!! I just got off the phone with Josh, after talking to him on text for like 3.5 hours. Um wow..can we say crush?
I need to get my ass to bed, SCHOOL starts in 7 HOURS

Sunday, March 20, 2005

TODAY WAS GREAT GREAT GREAT GREAT GREAT!!!! Okay probably not THAT great, but still amazing!
I got up at 10:45 cuz Claudia ( my old babysitter and church friend ) was ringing the doorbell. She stayed and we talked about churches and gyms for more than an hour. It is crazy but she is the only person that has ever been able to get me to have an unskeptical conversation about religion. She had brought me some 14day membership cards for the Woodinville Athletic Club, but Im not 21 so I cant use them cuz the managers are bastards. After Claudia left, I did some cleaning and then went to Kevin's house. We watched TV and hung out in his room until 4. Then I came home, took a shower, and went to work.
I know it isnt the WORKing aspect of it that I love, but I LOVE WORK EVEN MORE NOW! lol. Brandon and I spent an hour coloring, and Josh took a picture of himself with my phone, and then some of me with his phone. Then we stapled my coloring up in front of the store. It was a hella slow night, so Brandon, Nathan, Josh and I just sat around talking. Fun stuff! I did my first bug mess up order today. This lady called in to order 12 pizzas, 6 for monday and 6 for tuesday. I accidentally placed the Tuesday order and the cooks made it. When it was coming out of the oven, I recognized the order and was like "OHHH SHIT" so I called Josh over and told him what i did and he just started laughing and put his head down. Those 6 pizzas used up the last of our handtossed crust for the night, and now we have a whole one here, and 5 more at work. Haha. Josh didnt let me clock off until 8:50, 50 minutes after I was supposed to get off, and then I hung out with him until 9 15 and came home. Now him and I are texting eachother lol and talking about next Sat. Its going to be FUN!! lol. Anyways Im going to go read and do some homework cuz its getting late.


Hillary

:) amazing

Saturday, March 19, 2005

I have to post again today because my night was not AT ALL in the plan! I decided around 5 30 that I didnt want to go to Victor's show, so Rhys asked me if I wanted to come over. I said sure and called up Cory, cuz I figured I should hang out with him since I never do. He said that he was at work with my "boyfriend" but that there was some party goin on in Renton or something, and that he would call me when he got off. Josh had to close so he couldnt come to the party with us, so we told him we would stop by Pizza Hut afterwards. So at 8, Cory hadnt called and I knew he had gotten off already, so Rhys and I went to rent movies and got slurpees. We went to her house and watched some of the new Exorcist movie, and then went to see Josh. Pizza hut is one boring ass place late at night. wow! Rhys and I ended up talking more with Beau than Josh, but it was cool cuz we had some interesting conversations. First of all, I did NOT know that spiders have all 8 eyes clustered together. That just freaks the hell out of me..and second: Id like peoples opinions on this..
Crawfish. That is a food and it is pronounced c-raw-fish, not c-ray-fish. Right? Me and Beau and Rhys got in a huge argument about it and I KNOW that Im right. Why would the word Craw be pronounced without a 'w' sound?
Okay, back to my night. We were talking to Josh about our plans and how we were just going to watch movies at Rhys's house, and he said that we should go bowling after he got off. We thought it was a really good idea, so he said he would come pick us up after he was off. Literally 2 seconds after we made those plans, my phone started ringing. "Dan cell" UGH! That is NEVER EVER good news. I answered and it was my mom saying that I had to be home by 11:30 AT THE LATEST. so that ruined our plans.. Josh confirmed with me that I wouldnt be able to go, and then texted somebody and went and hung out with other people in the front of the restaurant...I dont really understand. We stayed and talked to Beau until 11 15, and then I had to take Rhys home and come to my house. Now Im here for no reason, NOT out bowling..and realizing that Im handeling my situation right now completely wrong. And because of that, I have a new tactic. We will see how this one turns out. Hopefully in my favor lol

Hillary

So far today Ive done a LOT! Actually not that much, but Ive had lots of fun

I got up at 9 30. My cousins, Shalia and Justin came over around 11. We went to lunch at RedRobin and made our poor waitress do so much ridiculous stuff..but it was funny and she had a sense of humor so it was all good. In the middle of eating, Justin gave me a wet willy. It was sooo gross! My cousins thought it was the funniest thing ever, so they started trying to get eachother. Maybe it's just me, but I was totally disgusted by it. Why would you stick ur wet nasty finger in somebodys dark waxy earhole? huh - uh! not my thing! After lunch, we went to Petsmart and looked at all the cats. OH MY GOD THEY WERE SOOO CUTE! I love cats so much!!!! Then we went to see Robots. As we were leaving...somebody yelled out my name from down in the exit area. I looked over the ledge, and there stood Cameron Lefeur (sp?) wa-how~! I waved and said hey, then my cousin conveniantly distracted me. It was good to see my cousins cuz they are having a hard time with their dad (my uncle) being deployed and I dont want them to feel like our family is falling apart at the seams (even though it is). When we got back to the house after the movie, I hung up a picture of Jessica Simpson that I got out of a magazine, and it matches my room PERFECTLY! Then my mom and aunt came back to the house and I got SO excited cuz my mom bought me GARNIER FRUCTIS conditioner and a cherry car freshener that matches all my decorations in there perfectly!! I ran out and put it in my car, and a bit later everybody left. Now Im really tired so Im thinking about taking a nap before taking a shower, going to see Lexi at work and going to Victor's show. Its going to be a lonnnng night! lol anyways, hope everybody else is having a great weekend!
Hillary

Friday, March 18, 2005

As much as Id LOVE to just start talking about today..I guess I should fill ya'll in on what happened last night. Instead of going to Kristin and Liz's house for a movie night, Allison and Chantel came over to see my house, and then I went to Allison's for movie night with her. Doug came over, and it was fun. WE WATCHED THUMBELINA! I was so happy, but then it got really boring so we just started talking. I came home at 11:30 and I have no idea what I did until 1, but thats when I went to sleep.
TODAY!
TODAY!!!
TODAY!!!!!
Today was absolutely AMAZING!
I got up at 7, took a shower and left for the chiropractor. It was raining in Bellevue, so I was getting kinda worried about the zoo situation. I did my makeup on the freeway going to Josh's house, and when I got there we left for Point Defiance Zoo. (like 8 45 AM). We got there about an hour later, and Josh paid to get in. I was suprised about that cuz I thought I was paying my own way..We went to the petting area and he bought me some goat feed and I fed the smelly little things, and then we went around the whole zoo. To make a kind-of long story short, we finished going through it (almost 2 times) in less than 2 hours, including the gift shop. And that wasnt because we were walking fast or anything, I mean we stopped and talked about the randomest stuff, like elephants toe nails and we were STILL done that fast! At least it wasnt raining. It was fairly sunny outside. We ended up leaving the zoo around 11 15, and went on this 5 mile drive around a park. We talked about a LOT of things like what we look for in guys/girls and important relationship stuff...:) and then we started coming home. By this point, I realized that we DO actually have a chance together if he likes me back..cuz I think he is hillaryous and a really cool guy. Except he is leaving for Cali in June or July. :'( We drove home from the zoo for another hour, and went to Olive Garden for lunch. This whole day was the longest continual stimulating conversation that I have ever had in my entire life (minus chewing time and such). After we ate, we decided to go to my house. ... then after he saw my pretty pink bedroom :) we went to his house. I got the full tour, and met his mom and dog and stuff..and then we hung out in his room for a while. Time seemed like it was going by really REALLY slowly cuz we were just waiting until we had to go into work and face everyone, so we watched 2 episodes of family guy. Then he checked to make sure my oil wasnt leaking, and then I came home to get my work clothes. When I went in to work, it was a little akward because we had decided not to say anything about the date and Aaron was DYING to know what happened. Josh and I kept our mouths shut pretty well, and I left work around 8 30. I went over to Shalia's house and we hung out until now..

OH! I forgot to tell you, Josh asked me to go with him to the Seattle zoo next weekend since this zoo today wasnt very good at all. Lol we are going on the same date within like a week of the first, but thats okay. Maybe I shouldnt call it a date, but I HOPE that's what it is...cuz right now, I like him...it all depends on him! ugh, I hate that!
Anyways Im gonna go read some of my gay history book cuz I have to take a test on Monday..and then Im going to bed cuz I might be having another big day tomorrow with my cousins and Shalia. Then tomorrow night I am going to Victor's show with Kristin, Liz and Allison. Good times!! THEN SUNDAY I SEE HIM AGAIN! lol

What an awesome weekend!

Hillary

Thursday, March 17, 2005

..And now Id like to appologize for my shitty post yesterday..
Sometimes I get really whiney for no apparent reason. Anyways, today was MUCH better!
I got up and went to school, skipped 4th and hung out with this guy named Josh that I used to be friends with last year. He had a friend with him but I dont remember his name, I know he has the same cell phone as me. For lunch, Kristin Liz and I went to their house. Me and Kristin did homework, and then we had to go back to Juanita. Their car wouldnt start, so it took us 5 minutes to get it to work, then we got to 5th period a little late. I had a DBQ to write in history that did NOT go over well. DBQ means document based question, and ours was about the atomic bomb and japan and the soviet union and stuff. Well Im stupid and havent read the chapters yet, so I wrote my essay about how we dropped the atomic bomb to stop the soviets from helping japan. :( Turns out that they were going to help US, not Japan. Oh well. Then we had the spirit assembly, these two guys did a hella cool dance and I got Kristin and Liz's tolo pics. After school, I talked to Josh to finish our plans for tomorrow, and Kristin and Liz came over to see the house finally! We were bored so we decided to go to DTK and walk around. We walked and talked for about 2 hours and then came home. Now I just ate for the first time today (we didnt have time at lunch)..veggie lasagne. YUM! Im about to do some chores so I can go to K+Ls house tonight, we are gona have people over for a movie night. Then tomorrow is the big date! lol jk.
Happy St. Patricks Day!!

Hillary

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

I would like to annouce to the world:
Im a fucking idiot.

Today is not a good one. I guess you could have guessed that from the second sentence in here but..fuck today. I went to the chiropractor this morning. School. Kristin Caitlin and I had a seminar during 2nd period for colleges. for lunch K+L and I went to pizza hut wit some boys, where I was informed of the worst news ever for me. Or maybe it was good? I dont know but I DO know that as of noon today, Josh and I will never EVER have a chance together, but thats okay because this whole date thing on Friday is a friendship date; and its going to be raining. whoo Im so excited. ... . right..I was thinking about cancelling but that would be rude..? Cait and I spent 6th period in the library with Nick Thornton. Definately the highlight of my day, that guy is hillaryous. After school I went to pizza hut and Nathan helped me with my math. Then we did a food trade with cold stone, so I took pizzas to them and brought ice cream back. Which really REALLY pissed me off cuz I didnt eat any of the ice cream, and I drove the pizzas over to cold stone. I thought I was going to get a pineapple pizza for it, but Aaron never made it for me. And wow, while I was there the whole Josh thing got SO blown out of proportion. I fucking hate it when people make a deal out of nothing cuz now I am embarrassed to even be around there, like everybody is laughing at me for it. Except I cant talk cuz I thought that he actually liked me..so whatever. When I got back from getting the ice cream for everybody, Josh's car was in my spot. I thought "well isnt this GREAT?" I have no idea what everybody was saying about me while I was gone, but if its anything like what they were saying about Josh when he wasnt there, Im going to be pissed cuz they probably made him think that I like him SO MUCH. This is such a disaster! Obviously Im not in a good mood at all, so Im going to go take a shower and do some homework then go to bed hella early. Im so sick of everything right now that Im not even going to watch Newlyweds tonight. And that is saying a LOT if you know me.


This is the most depressing day ever. :'(
Hillary

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Id like to say a few things before I head off to bed:
-Im NOT an innocent goody 2 shoes person. Apparently my looks can be decieving
-Something has got to change. So, I took a nap this afternoon and woke up to find Kevin standing in my bedroom looking at me. Quite an interesting thing. Then we layed on my bed and talked for like an hour or more. There was some rough housing and wrestling -whatever, and then we went shopping (Top Foods :) one good thing about living in Woodinville). Then we hung out until 10. More close relations that probably arent normal friend behavior occured on his way out. Why? I dont know. :-/
-Everybody has their own deep dark secrets, and they shouldn't be judged for little mistakes they made in the past. Right?

okay thats about it, I better get ready for bed and read a little so I can get up at SIX to go to the chiropractor and get gas.

Hillary

Today is so bland. I got up and went to school. I had a test in Chemistry, and a test in math that I forgot to go in before school and get started on..leaving me less than 75% done with it by the end of the period..and the answers I DID put in were undoubtedly wrong. In Spanish I had another test. It was multiple choice, it wasnt fill in the blanks from this hella easy word bank.. It was WRITE YOUR OWN SENTENCES IN SPANISH! Do I KNOW spanish? Not at all. So I wrote "fuck this" on the back and turned it in. Im pretty sure about half of the class did the same thing. Kristin Liz and I went to their house for lunch, and we had mini bagels. Yum!! They were so good and cute; and we called the GradCity place to talk about our senior trip shit. WE ARENT CANCELLED! THANK GOD! In 5th period, Cait and I got called out to see the councilor about running start. He told me that I should do it, and he told Cait no. So Im going to be a loner in my college classes next year :(. He thinks that I will get into 2nd year english with the placement test, which is awesome. After that, I had an AKWARD encounter with 2 fat girls who were arguing with eachother about eating hamburgers. One of them turned to me and whined "SHE MADE ME EAT A BURGER TODAY AND IM ON A DIET!" ..what the hell was I supposed to say to that? "Im sorry. Hey, maybe you should both be on a diet.." Cait and I FINALLY did our presentations in AP lit. Then in 6th period, Cait Chantel and I went to do our letter (F) for the yearbook. When we got there, they told us that they only needed 2 for the F but one of us had to do the C. So I said Id do the C cuz I didnt really care, and then they showed me my partner. The little lesbian. Lol. So we did our modeling pics laying down on this huge black peice of paper, and then we went back to class. After school I bought my ticket to Victor's show, and talked to people for a while. Then I called the chiropractor and changed my appointment on friday to 8AM so Josh and I can leave for the zoo at like 8:45, and I called pizza hut to ask when the next time I work is. Josh told me "3 o'clock today". I was like WHAT?! cuz it was 2:45 and I was in the parking lot at school..with no work clothes! After freaking out for a second, I realized he was joking. Now Im home, and Im about to start reading my history book cuz we have a test tomorrow, then Kevin is coming over to see me once he is done training at Red Robin.

A few things are cluttering my mind recently:
1) what if Josh wasnt just trying to be friendly when he said we are going on a 'date'?
2) what if he WAS just being friendly??? :(
3) what if Kevin gets mad about it for some reason? (yes there would be justifiable reasons..I just havent told anybody about them) Whats going to happen with our friend/relation ship by summer?
4) even if nothing works out with either of them..is this just showing me that it is time to move on? I know I always say that about Kevin, but its been more than 3 years now!
5) what will happen to me if I fall for another guy and then get let down again? (for the record, Drew was not considered falling for a guy..that crush was a brain spasm on my part)
6) what if they just randomly get back together and our date gets cancelled? That would be the saddest day! And I hate not having any say in what goes one here, its just his decision if he wants to get back with her and I have to trust that he will make the right one. Fucking shit DUDE! (haha Cait)

Y Hillary

Monday, March 14, 2005

Im sittin in Caitlin's rebtime right now..she is busy signing up for her classes for next year, so Im going to post about my weekend real quick.
Saturday: I had a pretty busy day on Saturday. I got up and went to Kevin's house and we hung out from 10-1:30. Then I went and picked up Chantel and Caitlin and we went to Seattle to buy shoes. I drove, which was a mistake (!!!).I accidentally turned up a one way street and was like 20 feet from a 4 way intersection, bad news! Anyways, I guess its just not in the cards for Cait and I to get the shoes we want because we went to the Urban Outfitters ALL THE WAY IN SEATTLE just to find some cheap 5 dollar shoes and they STILL didnt have them..so we went to old navy and loaded up on the even cheaper flip flops. I bought a pink and a white pair, and a hella cute pink racer-back work-out tank top. When we came home from Seattle, I got my work stuff and went in. I worked till 8, then Kevin came over. We went to TopFoods and got some dinner, (I got dinner, he got ice cream) and then went to his house. I had to be home at 11:30, so I got dropped back off and went to bed early..


(Im finishing the blog now that its 6PM cuz the damn teacher kicked me off the computer in the RebTime.)

Sunday morning (thats the name of a really good song by Jason Mraz btw) my stupid mom and Dan woke me up at 9 so that I could help clean out the condo. I took 4 car loads from the condo to the new house, and I used up the LAST 10$ on my gas card :'(..FINALLY at 3:45, Cory called me to come into work. It was an ABSOLUTE lifesaver..and turned out to be a better deal than I had originally thought. I bolted out of the condo, and drove to work. Katrina wasnt there, so it was really fun cuz we could all mess around the whole time. Anyways, Im going to cut to the chase here. I was rolling silverware and talking to Josh about his ex-girlfriend, and he decided that we are going to go on a date..:)! He pointed at me and said "You and me, we are going to go on a date!!". I thought he was just kidding actually, but then he started asking me where Id want to go and when Im free. So on Friday we are going to the zoo!! Im so excited! I came home from work at 9ish, and read some more in my book for AP Lit. Josh called me a few times to figure out the plans, and he told me that he could do my oil at 4:30 today.
TODAY! I got up at 6 and went to the chiropractor. My appt was LESS than 5 minutes, and it costed 50$. What the hell? That fucker makes so much money!! I came to school and went to the library with Kristin and Liz until class started. At lunch, Cait and I went to subway and then after school I went to Chemistry with Cait to retake our quiz that we both failed hella bad (I got 12/20) and then I went to Kristin and Liz's house. We looked up info on the senior trip, and then went out to try and work on our cars. we were trying to get our taillights off by pulling on them, but that didnt work. It is wierd cuz both of our cars had the far left side of our left taillight blown. Plus my blinker didnt work. Anyways, after that failed, we thought it would be cool to try and rehook up the battery to their old car. So we put the battery in and layed the little metal round things on top to connect it. All the sudden the open-door beepy thing started going off so we got all excited cuz we thought we had already hooked the car up. But then Liz tried to start it and the car just clicked and didnt do anything else..except the battery started smoking. We figured we should leave it alone until we got a guy to help..so I left and came home. I took a shower and emptied out the last load from the condo, then left for Josh's house. We changed my oil, (he changed it..) and then switched my tail light. THE BLINKER WORKS NOW!!!!! I had a completely broken light bulb in the back, lol oops. Then he put in more radiator fluid or something..it was bright yellow! After we were all finished, he got in to drive it off of the ramp things. Omg it was the funniest thing ever cuz he is about 7 feet tall, and Im 5'7, so he was all bent over in my seat like those men you see in cartoons. After he finished we talked a bit more about the zoo and stuff, and he is goin to call me tonight so we can decide which one we wana go to..Im hoping for Point Defiance..but we will see cuz thats all the way in tacoma and I dont know if he wants to waste that much gas/time driving. Well I gota go help my mom cuz apparently the condo didnt sell today like it was supposed to FOR THE SECOND TIME..so we have to paint the whole thing and make it look really pretty now that all the furniture is gone..

Hillary!!

Friday, March 11, 2005

I have had the seemingly longest day in history. Lets start with last night, I worked until 8, and then went to Caitlins house to get some of our history homework. Then I came home and did homework until 3AM. I still wasnt finished, but I went to sleep anyways. I had to get up at 6 for the chiropractor, so I left here at 6 15 and got to my appt. by 7. I dont know what this guy is doing to me, but it doesnt feel any better after he is done with me, and then I am in excruciating pain at night. Right now I almost cant even sit here and finish this because my back hurts SO bad, I want to cry or bend myself over until my spine breaks in half. It isnt staying in my back anymore either, its like pulling a muscle in my leg now..how fucking abnormal is that? UGh! Anyways after the appt. I went and got some coffee and went to class. Kristin Liz and I had ceasar salads for lunch and then skipped 5th and went to starbucks. After school, I came home and passed out on my bed for 20 minutes, then had to get up to work. I worked from 4-8, and I hav met my first coworker that I dont like AT ALL. He is training to become a manager, and god he just pisses the fuck out of me. He thinks he is so cool cuz he smokes, he gels his long (the short-long hair look...) hair and he gets to wear a different color shirt than everybody else. I never had a problem with him until I saw him sitting in a chair in the back of the store just WATCHING me for like 10 minutes. Then I started noticing him, and the more I noticed, the more I hated about him. Tonight I was standing talking to Josh, there was about 3 feet in between us, and in the middle of our conversation this fuckhead (not even exxagerrating) steps in between us with his back to me and starts talking to Josh. COMPLETELY blocking me off from the conversation. So I went and did something else, and he followed me there. Later I was talking to Josh again but I was by the cut table where its really hard to hear what people say, and Josh was saying something but I didnt hear it right. I asked him to repeat it and then the fucker in the blue shirt looked at Josh and said something about how I need to think so hard about what people say to me. And then he made a deer in the headlights look and started cracking up. If you dont know why I hate this guy..I hate you too! I clocked off at 8 and made plans with Josh for tomorrow. He is changing my oil for me!! And now Im home. Its 9 30, and Im so tired you would not beleive. And then there is tomorrow:
Morning: Hanging out with Kevin until Josh calls me
Afternoon: Getting my oil changed from Josh, going to Fitness First with Cait and Shalia to get a membership, and going shopping with Cait for shoes.
Night: Work till 8...

Okay well before my back kills me, Im going to sedate myself with some hardcore ibeuprofin and pass out. :) my first weekend sleep in my new pretty pink bedroom!!

Hillary

Thursday, March 10, 2005

Yesterday was a hella busy day for me! Not like I had a bunch of plans or anything..but it just seems like every day my life gets more complicated.. I got up on Wednesday and went to school, Cait and I went to her place for lunch and then after school Kevin and I went to jamba juice (he got Wendy's) and then we drove to my chiropractor appointment in Bellevue. Oh man I miss that place..every time I am there I remember something new that Ive done in Crossroads..anyways, the chiropractors office was hella hard to find, but I just decided to turn into this random parking lot that looked like an appartment complex, and just before I turned around to leave, we saw a little ass sign that said "Chiropractor". It was hella scary going to see somebody about my back..I have always been really REALLY scared of doctors, but this was even worse because this doctor is ALL ABOUT breaking the patients backs..or "cracking" it,it's all the same to me. I brought Kevin cuz I thought he was going to come into the room with me..but Im glad he didnt cuz it was hella embarrassing. The doctor told me that my legs are perfectly in line with everything except one of my legs is shorter than the other because my hips are off center and I walk with my head sticking out and my shoulders are further forward than my lower body. Not like I slouch,but as Kevin said "like a chicken" :'( The chiro said that I have to do all of these stretches because the way I sleep (if you have ever seen me sleeping..you will know what he means) messes up my spine. (I sleep with one of my knees up by my face and my upper body turned almost completely around..or I sleep with my legs crossed propped up in the air. It pretty hard to explain lol.) Anyways, I have to go back a bunch of times I guess and get into a different work out regimine..YES! a prescribed workout! haha no excuses for not doing that! After my appt. I took Kevin home and came to the house. I unpacked for a while and had some split pea soup for dinner, then Kevin came over. We hung out in my room for a while, and I translated an application from Spanish for him, then we went out to my treehouse and hung out for a while and went to his house. He dropped me off back home around 10 45, and I did some homework then went to bed.

This morning I got up, showered, killed a spider (ewwwwww!) and left for school. ok Im going to write about something that really pissed me off today. I dont like this guy or anything but still I hate competetive/flirty girls. So JC sits in front of me in Spanish. him, Dominique and I did a presentation together last week, and I thought she was starting to like him but I wasnt sure. Anyways, today Senor Luna was explaining to the class about some classwork we had to do with a partner. I wasnt really paying attention, but JC turned around and said "You're gona be my partner" so I was like okay cool.. we started working on the thing, and Dom comes walking over and goes HILLARY!! Be my...oh, are you two partners? (like she couldnt see us talking about and working on the paper together..) and JC said yes so she was like "Okay well Im just going to work with you guys. Hillary put my name on the paper." then someone was like "Hey Dom I dont have a partner want to work together?" and she goes "oh..no just write your own out Im working with them" !! Okay maybe just cuz Im a girl I knew what she was up to, but I ignored it cuz I really dont care..she is just a flirty sophomore and its not like I am interested in JC, I just wanted to finish the classwork. Then she started HELLA flirting with him, and he was trying to hint for her to stop, but then she leaned up against him and put her arm around him and took a pic of him with her phone and shit..you know..stupid flirty shit. Anyways, while she was doing that, I ended up doing the entire assignment alone. ENTIRE; they dont even know what is on the paper. But since I was so pissed at her for just assuming we wanted her in the group, I left her name out, so hopefully she wont get credit. :) . After 4th period, Rachel and I went to my locker and talked to Lauren and Amy, then we were going to go eat somewhere with Kristin and Liz, but we decided not to. We went to pizza bank and I got a shrimp ceasar salad, then we went to Rachels and hung out till 3 15. I had to leave cuz I need to be getting ready for work right now..so now Im here about to finish this apple and get my booty in the car for work.
Tomorrow I have a chiropractor appointment at 7 AM, :( I have to leave home by 6 30..it sucks! Then I think Im gonna work out after school, then I have work from 4-8. Then I come home and I duno what Im going to do.
Saturday Cait and I are going shopping for the shoes we were going to get last time we went to the mall, and then I work again from 4-8. I work with a bunch of cool people this week, so Im excited!

Hillary

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

It has been a WHILE since I posted in here! I am in "fifth period" right now..but really Im skipping and Im in the library. I have been studying nonstop for the last day for my AP history test next period..Good lord I dont even remember posting in here last..maybe it was last Thursday? Here is everything that has gone on:
Friday:
It was a half day! I went to school and then Kevin and I went to his place. I actually let him drive my car! He is the only person I have ever let do that besides Herrick! Anyways, we hung out at his place for a while and then we went out to lunch at Azteca. Then we went to my house and watched TV. At 4, we went to my new house and I showed him how fucking cute my bedroom is, then I had to go to work. So he drove us home all the way from Woodinville..and then I worked. After I got home from work, Caitlin came over and we watched Austin Powers and went to my new house. or maybe that was thursday? ... I dont remember that long ago
Saturday:
I got up on Saturday at 11 and packed all day. That was pretty much the entire day. :(
Sunday:
Thats the day we moved! I got up at 8:30 and started loading stuff into the car and trailer. It was a huge commotion and I think people were so happy that we were moving because we are the loudest people in the world. Caitlin, Adam, Justin, Shalia, David and I packed everything into the moving truck and everybody's cars. I told my mom not to come to the condo because she would just get in the way..which made things a lot easier. At 3, Cait and I went to pick up the pizzas at my work..and Cory HOSED ME DOWN with the dishwashing thing. Omg it was so cold! So we had our big pizza party and then I went to the condo to get the cats and bring them to the new house. Then I had work again..
Monday!:
Okay wow yesterday was hella busy! I got up at 7:30 when Caitlin called to ask for a ride. Umm well obviously I didnt get to school on time. It took me half an hour to get here from the house in Woodinville..so from now on I am taking the freeway! I went to 2nd-6th periods and then went to pick up my paycheck at work. Cory (and Nathan and EVERYBODY) was there, so he checked my oil and everything. He said that I need to get the oil changed within the week..uh oh! I went to fred myers and bought myself a couple pair of shoes..those old 'soda' shoes from like 4th grade (according to Lauren) and 6th grade (according to Rachel)(..but really I wore them in EIGHTH grade..)then my mom, Dan and I unloaded the rest of the shit from the condo and took it to the new house. I studied for my history test from 5 30 PM - 11 PM and only got through reading one chapter! Ugh..so today :

Today I came to school and skipped 4th period with cait to go to her house and study. We studied and then came back to school and now Im in the library studying some more for the test that starts in 10 minutes. After school I am going to a meeting for Running Start and then taking Cait and Chantel home..then I have my SAT class at 6 until 8 30, and then Im going home and I have a huge report to write. Eww. Anyways, I gota go towards my 5th period cuz Cait wants me to see what mary k is wearing today..must be funny. Ok Ill write more later once we get internet at the new house..

Hillary

Update on the house situation:
The condo didnt get sold like planned..my mom decided to refuse to sign the papers at the last second..so now we own the house and the condo- and we may keep both but rent out the condo to people for profit.

Update on the GUY situation:
I have a huge crush on a guy...huge..I dont remember getting this stupid in a crush recently!

Thursday, March 03, 2005

It has been a pretty long ass day! I got up, it was amazingly easy to do today actually.. I finished some homework and went to school. We had 1st period, then rebtime where we made our next years schedules. Allison and I got yelled at cuz we left after we finished our schedules and were walking around the halls with Helen. Oh well..Mr D never actually does anything about it. Then it was 4th period where we took a Spanish quiz. Wow I failed that! But what's new? After that was lunch and Caitlin Chantel Kevin and I went to QFC. I got a diet rockstar, and everybody else from school was there getting food too. Big party!! lol. In fifth period we did a practice AP lit test..it was fun. Im not even joking..I love taking tests to see how smart I am when they dont affect me at all. Except I think this one is going to be graded..but its okay, I love literature. In 6th period, Caitlin and I went to the counciling office to talk about joining running start..and I signed up for an appt. with my councilor sometime next week. FINALLY school got out..I went to get some gas and money, then Cait and I went to Alderwood mall. Okay what a damn pointless trip it was, we thought there was an Urban Outfitters there..but there wasnt. So the only thing we left with was a free pair of underwear cait got at Victorias Secret. Then we went to Bikini Beach in DTK to look for a pink halter top bikini for me..they had some cute ones..but yall know how big my butt is...they didnt have a large bottom in the one I wanted and I was coming out of the mediums..then I tried on the top. Wow..first of all, it was a large..and I didnt think my boobs were that big..but they didnt have mediums.( I know, how RUDE to have the exact opposite of what I need!) Second off, I must have forgotten that I have nipples or something. The thing was not very lined..and it was pretty damn see through. haha..needless to say that was a big no. After that we went to Cait's house and washed our cars. It was pretty sick considering that Ive only washed my car ONE TIME since Ive owned it. after dipping my sponge in the water bucket one time, I turned the whole thing of water nearly black. And that was just from washing the roof of my car. When we finished with the cars, we looked up Running Start classes..but I got bored like I always do when we are trying to do school shit..so I started reading a magazine. Chantel came over and we all went to TacoD for dinner. I tried the vegan burrito. It was hella good, and it didnt have cheese. I think it was the first burrito Ive eatin in my entire life that didnt had cheese on it.. I think I might try and cut some of the cheese out of my diet..cuz, its all I eat. Cheese and bread actually. Fat and carbs. Okay not really, but those are the main bad things that I eat. After we finished eating, I came home and WORKED OUT!! Oh jesus it felt good. 200 situps and a bunch of leg workouts. I hope Im sore as shit tomorrow.

Speaking of tomorrow;
I have to start keeping a journal for my AP lit class over the weekend..so Im just going to use my blog entries. They are probably going to be a little bit more edited than other entries youve seen in here..but maybe not cuz I doubt Mr Brinn will ever get around to reading our homework.

and speaking of HOMEWORK;
Ive got a shit load.
Even though I only have 2 periods tomorrow..

Have a good night!
Hillary

Wednesday, March 02, 2005


This is the picture of the girl that I think has the perfect body..I hope it turns out on here.

I think that my TV just slapped me in the face. Im not even sure if I will post this or not because its pretty personal. But I just have to write about it because my heart is pounding soo fast and Im kinda freaked out. So I was watching Oprah just now, and there was a commercial on for the news tonight. All the sudden this picture showed up that I was obsessed with back when I had an eating disorder. I think this girl has the best body Ive ever seen in my life..it was the background of my computer for more than a year, I had her on my binder and I of course wanted to be her. Anyways, people used to tell me that she was the most disgusting thing they had ever seen because she was sooo skinny. So when I saw this girl on TV..it brought back a million memories at once. Which is wierd because I had already been thinking about my ED less than an hour before. They said tonight they are going to be talking about the lifetime dangers of eating disorders. I guess Ill just leave it at that so it isnt too personal for me to post. It just pointed out the fact that my perception of peoples bodies is really distorted.

Yesterday:
I went to school, at lunch Kristin Liz Allison Helen and I went to Costco and got berry smoothies. Helllla people from school were there, so we talked to them, then came back to school. We were running late for 5th period, so Kristin and I sprinted into third period 5 minutes late.Then I realized that I forgot my purse in her car. After 5th she gave me her car keys so I could go get it, and then I was supposed to call her and she would meet me at the door of her class. But when I called her, she didnt get it, so I walked into the health class..and couldnt find her cuz I was looking in the middle front..and then she stood up in the FAR BACK CORNER and so I had to walk in front of everybody staring at me lol. It didnt help that mr Kjolso hated me when I was his student. When school got out, I went straight to work. Skyler and I went through some training stuff together, and I think I am now an official server!! TIPS! lol..At 5:30 I went straight from work back to school for my SAT prep class. Oh my god I cant even explain how boring that was, so I left after 1 and 1/2 hours and got myself a side of beans from Taco Time..yummy! When I got home, my mom told me that we are moving on Sunday! Its so soon and we are NOT ready at all, at either house..we will see how this is going to work out

Today:
I woke up at 7:20..probably not such a good plan since school starts at 7:50..and I forgot to say happy birthday to my mom before I left..but anyways, at lunch Cait and I went to her house and had cheese tortellini and V8 splash. yummmmmmy! I took Allison home after school, and now Im home. I think I should wash my car since its sunny outside, but its still cold..so I probably wont. I cant wait until it is sunny AND hot outside!! Skirt season!

Tomorrow:
We only have 4 classes tomorrow and a long RebTime..So the day is going to go by fast. Then after school Caitlin and I are going shopping for these hella cute shoes and she wants a purse. Im so excited! I havent been shopping for so long, I dont even remember the last time.

Friday:
HALF DAY! I duno what Im doing after school tho..so if you wana hang out you should give me a call ;) Our house phone is now disconnected, so you gota call my cell.

Hillary

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