Today...was really wierd and uncool..I left my comp on last night when I went to bed so I could listen to music while I fell asleep, but I didnt realize it would keep me from getting a good sleep..It played from when I went to sleep until 6 AM when I got up and like threw the damn speaker at the wall (no I never thought to turn it off during the night). I was really awake then, so I took a shower and got ready for school. I was thinking that the day was going to be really good. It was really warm outside and so that was good. At school second period I got my test back...wow...20/50 :( not cool. Another SUCKY thing about that class was that I think I found out who my crush likes :'( that was Sad SAd SAD! Third period, I got my project back......... SEVENTY TWO out of TWOHUNDRED AND FIFTY possible points..that is SUCH shit. I should be totally ashamed of myself but for some reason I just dont give a fuck anymore, its like all my teachers dont like me anymore or think Im retarded all the sudden..so my grades have gone from As and B+s to Bs and B-s. 4th period, Kristin got a call from her mom tellin her some really bad news that I shouldnt say, so that sucked a lot, and her and Liz were sad for the rest of the day and I felt really bad for them. At rebtime, I got my registration sticker thing, then went to A lunch cuz my teachers awesome and he let me go. It was sooo sunny outside, I went out to sit with Eileen and Lauren and them and it was so nice! At B lunch, Stacey was really bummed out and ended up crying..that was really sad. 5th period was stupid, me and Max and bryan laughed at Mrs Britsova all period, then 6th period we played chess. Bryan played me and beat me twice. fucker. APPARENTLY im not good enough to play Max..but Ima whoop him in the tournament! Ryan was saying a lot of stupid shit in SS and pissing me off. I think he called me a dumb bitch to Max. I was hella pissed off after that..and when he talked to me I just glared at him. He was like "damn you dont gota look like u wana sock me shit" ....that just made the whole day unworthwhile even tho it already was I just hadnt realized. I went with Cait and Chantel to caits and we did 8 min abs and 8 min buns..and talked and watched Maury. It was funny. Eileen and her mom came and picked me up and Eileen and I went to curves and worked out. Tonight I gota study hard for science so I can bring up my grade..eight days. whoo...? Its hard to be enthusiastic right now..but I am excited

*hillary*

shitty day