I think I am going through work out withdrawels. :( I didnt work out yesterday barely at all..besides sit ups. Today I did some sit ups and butt work outs..but shit..I need to do more cuz I am leaving in 9 days!!! ah well, Ill do stuff tonight and then tomarrow Ill have weight training and go to curves then Ill run..then before bed Ill do my sit ups and ball work outs. Ill be back in the routine!! yay! Today was so boring..I got up at 10 30 and saw that I had missed 3 calls in the middle of the night..so I called the number back and haha heres the convo:
..ringring..
other end: (scruffy)hello?
me: hey, who is this?
other end: whos this?
me: Hillary...whos this?
other end: oh hey, call me back later ok?
me: umm..no? who is this?
other end: If you would like to leave a numeric page, press one, otherwise leave a message after the tone...*beeeeep*
haha, I had a conversation that made complete sence with an answering machine..it took me a while to understand what happened tho...turns out it was James..
I made some berry pancakes for bfast but I only ate one cuz they were BIG..and then Harrison came over (dans friend..dan wasnt home) and was drunk or high or SOMETHING and he was like "hey girrrrrl whats happenin?" and I was like "uhh nuthin how are u?" (I thought this guy was married cuz he has brought a woman over before and talked about their kids..) and he said "NOT MUCH! I can do whatever the fuck I want! Im single now!!" and I just looked at him..he thought it was so cool and I was like "uhmm...yeah thats...sorry?" lol it was so akward cuz I felt bad for him but he was trying to make it sound all good...oh well. Then I cleaned and folded laundry and ate some frozen berries. Cait and I planned out a little..get together..for over spring break that I dont get to go to :( that sucks cuz I really wana go. :'( oh well Ill make an appearance over the phone for 10 dollars a minute from bermuda! haha just for a lucky someone!
We went out to dinner AGAIN tonight..I think my mom is on some major drugs..because we have never ever ever gone out for dinner 2 nights in a row except on vacations..we went to skippers tonight and I drove :D and there was this really really nice asian guy waitin on us and I wanted to tip him a lot cuz he was funny and SOO nice...Ive never met a nicer waiter. then I drove home :D I should do homework..but I probably wont..
Last night I had the most messed up dreams! I dreampt that the lesbians that stole my cat were moving, and we were fighting over who Casper (my cat) was gona stay with..
then I dreampt that I asked *edit* to play chess with me and he said no and I felt totally rejected..lol then I kept trying to get him to play with me and he was trying to think of ways to nicely tell me no. :'( that was not cool..
Its so annoying that I like this guy soo much and I think about him all day, then I go to sleep thinking that I will have a cool dream and forget about him, but I end up dreaming about him too....ever since I first saw this guy (september) Ive been dreamin bout him..damn one needs to just come true already!!
ohhhhhhhhhhhh man I want him.........

:'(
Ima go think about him and work out and ...dream about him..then SEE HIM in the morning!!! yay

**Boobie Cookie Pants**
(my new nickname dan gave me from some email thing lol)


Im officially worried shitless for Rhys..:'(