Today was kind of an interesting one:

I woke up to my alarm at 7..and I thought "fuck school, Im sleeping in"..so I reset my alarm to go off at 8. I got up and went to 2nd period, where I found out that I had a math test in 3rd period. Hmm.. hell no!?!? so I went to RebTime, then after the earthquake and lockdown drill, Chris and I went to Denny's for breakfast. Im kinda becoming a regular there! lol jk, 2 times isnt that much right? Anyways, after we ate I went to 4th period. What a slacker class, I dont even know what we did in there. I was soo bored that I counted the hairs in my bangs. Theres only 60 hairs in a chunk of them..I thought there would be like 10000! It was lunch after that, and Kristin and I had to go to the library to do some Brinn homework that we had forgotten about. Liz and Allison came to keep us company, and then we went to 5th period. Presentations galore! I did my song lyric poster presentation..but it was REALLY akward because Mr Brinn had turned my poster in to the district for some reason (hopefully good) so I had to like improv my whole presentation and try to recite lyrics off the top of my head. I asked him when he was going to show our Huck Finn videos, so he showed Kristin Cait and mine. Oh wow it was really funny! The whole class was cracking up..and if not then I was laughing so hard it seemed like everyone else was. In sixth period, we watched a movie or something, but I was doing the chemistry homework so I am not raelly sure what it was about.
After school, I took Kevin home and then Cait and I went to her house to do homework. I actually didnt do anything at all, except for look at bikinis online. Damn nobody has the one I want! I want a pink halter top one..but I guess Ill just have to start hunting them down in stores. Like bikini beach..apparently (according to Cait) they have a 50% off of all last years swimwear sale right now. Im bookin it down there this weekend for DAMN sure! Or maybe next week since I have no money until Monday.. Cait and I made a salad and watched Oprah after that, sept I really didnt watch oprah cuz I was still looking at bikinis lol. I came home at 5 30ish..and Cait and I had been talking about a lot of things while I was there, and so I started thinking about all the friendships Ive lost/ruined most recently.
Jessica- God I wish there was something I could do..maybe Ill talk to her, but it seems to be better left alone..Its just really sad to think back on everything we have been through together in our lives. We were sisters by all means other than blood. Seriously, I loved her with everything. But then along came Kevin..If there was just one thing in my life that I could take back, it would be losing my friendship with her. Jess, if you ever read this, which is unlikely- Im sorry for whatever happened between us, deep down Ill always love you. You used to , and probably still do, know me better than my own family. At times better than I even knew myself.
Rachel- Well I think things are pretty much working themselves out with that situation..Im glad about that..right Rachey Baitchey? lol
Chantel- I talked to her tonight and apologized for whatever went wrong and stuff, but I dont really know how she feels about it. We'll see
Eileen- You know what, I dont see it as though Ive 'lost' my friendship with her. Its more like on hold while she has a boyfriend, the whole reason I even starting thinking about the friends Ive lost it because of her. I am now taking a walk in Jessica's shoes..this is exactly what I did to her with Kevin. How can I be mad at somebody for experiencing something new and learning for themselves? I just wish she would have learned from what I told her happened to me..

How does somebody lose 4 great friends in 3 years? I really dont want to graduate from highschool and move on without the support of people who were at one point the most important in my life.

I guess that is all I have to say for today, nothing else really happened today :)

Hillary