It is VALENTINES DAY!

So the first thing I remember thinking today is

"I Love Valentines Day"

I thought that as I walked down the hall at school and I saw a guy handing his girlfriend a dozen red roses and she smiled and squealed. It is just soo cute. Im so jealous of happy couples!! Then Josh, a guy I work with planned the CUTEST thing for his girlfriend at lunch. He set up a canopy and a hugggge teddy bear and like a candle lit lunch on the football feild with some love songs blaring on the loud speakers. Oh My I almost cried I was so jealous!
After school I went to the new house with Rockia to remodel. I broke down a wall in the master bathroom and built some shelves in the garage. When I was about to leave, I couldnt find Rockia. I spent like 45 minutes going up and down the neighborhood calling her name, but she didnt meow. I went up and down the stairs, and checked the spot where we lost Jasmin last time. No Rockia. I told Dan I was leaving but Id come back to find the cat later. I went to Kevin's dad's shop and visited for a few minutes, then I went home and got a pillow, blankets, a water bottle and my backpack so that I could spend the night at the house and wait for Rockia to show up. I got to the house and my mom had brought me a salad from Costco. I ate, and then at 8, Dan and her left for the condo. Kevin came over, and I heard Rockia meowing. I started freaking out and running around trying to find where it was coming from. She had gotten herself under the house somehow. If you know me and how I am with cats, this shouldnt be hard for you to imagine:
I hear a meow, I start yelling out "Rockiiiiiiiaaaaa" She meows again, I cant find her. I burst into tears and freak out for like 5 minutes. Then I start calling her again and I figure out where she is. I call her for 5 mins, then burst into tears again and tell Kevin she is going to die if we dont get her out RIGHT NOW. Kevin tries to tell me she will be fine, but I tell him shut up and try to get her out. Then I call her more.
It was a big 40 minute repetition of that scenario. FINALLY Dan showed up, opened a little flap door and out walked Rockia. Literally that easy. I felt stupid, so I wiped off my tears, packed up camp, and brought my kitty home. Now she is laying on the chaise cleaning herself and looking pretty :).

On a side note:
Yesterday at work was interesting. Beau told me that he convinced a driver that I had a crush on him. So the driver comes in and starts trying to hit on me. I was like OH MY GOD I thought Beau was joking, so I go over to him and get mad at him for it. Then Nathan pulls me over and tells me that Beau likes me..Umm what? So I kinda avoid Beau and the driver guy for about an hour, but then he offered to pay me 2$ to bus one of his tables. Soo I couldnt let that pass me by! As I was getting off the clock, he asked me to stay and hang out longer..but I was getting uncomfortable so I said no and that I had to leave. So I go to the back to get my purse and start to leave, when he comes RUNNING after me. Dan was following him so I was like okay Ill just let him do his thing as long as Dan is there..but then Beau turned and goes :GET AWAY: to Dan. So I quickly grabbed my phone and started dialing. lol quick save from whatever he was planning. But nope he wasnt giving up that easy. He sat down next to me and waited for me to get off the phone, and then in the middle of my call he asked if I was calling my BOYFRIEND> I said no and he was like oh OK just making sure. Or something like that. so I hung up and quickly ran out the door. It was so quick, I accidentally hit myself with it on the way out. But it was a smooth get away. Go me!

I just dont like it when guys come on to me. I dont know why..but I REALLY dont like attention from them. It is like..if you give me attention then you have an alter motive and you want something from me (not necesarrily sex), and once you get it you are going to leave. You would think that it would be simple, I just have to pick out the guys I want and persue them. But the problem with me is that I will NOT go for a guy that didnt like me before I liked him. Because then that means that Im forcing him to be with me and I wont have that, I want to be first pick. What the fuck is my deal? lol I think I need some kind of counciling for this!

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Well, Im off to bed, Happy Valentines Day!!

YYYYYYHillaryYYYYYY