Happy Birthday Lexinatoration! Im sorry I cant come to the party tonight.

Wow yesterday was horrible.

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I got up at 9:30 and my mom asked me if I could go over to the house to finish ripping off wall paper, and that I wouldnt have to stay long..just until the paper was off. We only had the steamer rented until 1PM, so I needed to finish an ENTIRE dining room in like 3.5 hours. Stressful! I finished half of the room in 2 hours, and then I figured if I hurried myself I could finish the rest. My mom had gotten called in before I even went to the house, and then after she finished at the hospital, she went shopping. She got to the house at 12, less than 5 minutes after dan told me "You have less than an hour to finish that room", and I asked her to finish the room cuz my arms were hella tired. She said "LET ME GET IN THE FUCKING DOOR BEFORE YOU ASK ME TO DO SOMETHING!" So I was like omg, whatever. I kept steaming while she did whatever she was doing, then she came in and was like "Okay let me get something to eat and then Ill take over". It was like 12 15 by then, so I was like "can you hurry? Cuz we have to have the steamer back by 1"

Wow APPARENTLY I crossed a line there, because Dan started yelling at me about how we arent in a hurry or anything. Then my mom threw her fork on the floor and was like "what the hell is with your shitty attitude?" I said "Nothing is with my attitude, except 10 minutes ago Dan, you said we had less than an hour, and now you are saying we arent in a hurry??" He goes "We can rent it for another day if we dont finish, dont worry about it you arent footing the bill" (Neither is he..that really pissed me off because he is a fucking mooch and has been living off of my moms income for 3 years now..he doesnt have a job) so I go "What the FUCK then why did you tell me that I had less than an hour to finish?" and he said "I was just telling you that our 24 hours was almost up" I was hellllla pissed off by then so I was like "well then shut the hell up and dont tell me shit that is irrelevant to what Im doing!!" he yelled " DAMN you have a bad attitude" My mom started yelling at me for being disrespectful to Dan and shit, and then I gave her the steamer and went upstairs to take off baseboards. When I came back down, it was 1 so I asked if I could leave to go take a shower and pick up my paycheck. My mom told me to go ask Dan, so I went out back and asked him if he needed me to do anything else before I left, and he said "Yeah, theres lots of shit to do, sweep the garage, put up racks (things for his tools that we dont even fucking need) or something, theres a lot to do" I told him I wasnt putting up the racks, and he goes "See, theres lots to do, why should YOU get the day off if anybody was going to?" I ignored him and went and swept the garage, then went inside and asked him if there was something else he wanted me to do before I left. He said there was a lot to do again, so I was like okay WHAT?? and my mom was like "If you work hard until 3, then you can leave. Otherwise, you will be here longer." I looked at her and was like "Fuck that, Ill just leave"
Dan- "OHH REALLY? Well maybe you will just have to start taking the bus again"
Me- "excuse me? you have NO say in what consequences Ill have"
Dan- "I think we can arrange something"
Me- "yeah, like you getting a job and moving the fuck out!" (yeah lame comeback I know but I was hella pissed off and couldnt really think)
my mom- "dont talk to Dan that way! blahblahblah.." I dont even know what she said because I stopped listening to her years ago.
Me- "Okay mom, what do you want me to do?"
Mom- "scrub the walls in the kitchen"
So I went and scrubbed the walls for an hour and a half. Then I was still really pissed off, so on my way to the bathroom, I went out to Dans truck and opened his little canister of weed. I threw it all on the floor of his truck and stepped on it so it got ground in. :) satisfaction lol. Then I took some of his pills that he takes for back pain and allergies and threw them in the bushes. I hope he gets crippled from pain.
At 3, I asked my mom if I could leave, and I got a big lecture about my attitude and how she is taking away my cell phone and car and all this shit. (I bought my car, I pay insurance on it, and I buy my own gas...but somehow she can still do that) and then she told me I have too much freedom. !!!! if you have ever tried to hang out with me, you know that is a crock of shit! I took my shit and came home. I was about to get in the shower 20 minutes later when she called me and said that I needed to go back to the house and help, cuz she got called in. I was pissed, but I got in my car and went back to Woodinville. I walked in the house and asked Dan what he needed help on
"Nothing. I dont need help"
So I left and went to get my paycheck..Katrina told me that if I wanted I could come in to work so I didnt have to go back to the house. I was soo happy, so I came home and got in my work shit, and went back to work from 5:20-8. And then I came home, got yelled at more, and watched TV

This morning, Dan took the cable box to the new house, where we dont have a TV. My mom came into my room at 9 and was like "You need to get up" and then she stood in my bedroom entry way and talked on her phone for like an hour. Caitlin is the first person that pointed out to me that its wierd how my mom regulates when I sleep. I thought it was normal, but now that I think about it..she doesnt let me do ANYTHING on my own. I got up, did laundry, the cat box, swept and emptied the dishwasher. She left at 10 30, and wants me to go help dan at the new house. I guess thats why I am still sitting here at noon in my shorts and tank top, not even showered yet. Im taking AS LONG AS POSSIBLE to get ready so I dont have to be at the house as long. Sept Im getting kinda hungry, so I gota go soon. Here is the deal with that:
My mom buys groceries and takes them to the house instead of here, so if we want food..over to the new house we go. The only food we have here is croutons that I bought like 2 months ago, and some canned corn.

Well I better go take a shower and get over there before I starve, or get grounded longer. Ugh

Oh--- one more bad news thing; my cable box is gone right? So the TV works for all channels under 100, EXCEPT the sound on MTV doesnt work..which means I CANT WATCH NEWLYWEDS TOMORROW! :'( Im going to die!

Hillary