time for me to rant!!

So, something that always bothers me on weekends or days that I have free is managing my time. I like hanging out with certain people a lot, I LOVE it. But then, there are people that I just DO NOT want to spend a lot of time with. It is nice knowing them and all, but I would rather keep things on a more aquaintence like level than anything else. I mean, I like the people but I only choose to hang out with a few people outside of group settings, and there is a reason.
If you are wondering if Im talking about you, here are some thigns that I hate to do when Im hanging out with somebody:

A) Listen to them whine (especially about guy problems), and know that the only reason I am there is so that they can whine to me.
B) Do absolutely nothing and sit around asking eachother what we want to do.
C) Hang out with one person who spends the whole time brainstorming what other people they can call to hang out with
D) SELF CENTERED PEOPLE WHO ONLY TALK ABOUT THEMSELVES
E) Be put in akward situations with people I dont like or know
F) when they coax or coerce me to do something they KNOW that I dont want to do. (and then putting me on a guilt trip when I turn down their offer to hang out the next time..HMM, I FUCKING WONDER WHY I DONT ANSWER MY PHONE WHEN YOU CALL? MAYBE I DONT WANT TO HANG OUT WITH YOU???)

If you do those things, then Im talking about you.

I sound like a cruel bitch, I know..and I know that posting this isnt going to change anything about it, but I am really peeved and needed to write it down. I do also realize that there are people out there that probably dont like hanging out with me, but that is their choice, and I try not to bother them with my presence too often.

If I make petty excuses about how I cant hang out with you, its not because I CANT, its that I DONT WANT TO and Im too nice/shy to say it so bluntly. Take a hint and leave me alone about it! And (unless you are Cassie, who I ALWAYS want to hang out with but seriously dont have time to very often) if I put off hanging out with you for more than a month, ..... Come on now!

On a happier note, I had my first work meeting this morning! What fun that was, Billy (my 2nd manager) played a trick on me and told me I had to dress in uniform for the meeting. I showed up and everyone was in pajamas and sweats, and they all laughed at me. haha, there was free pizza (that I didnt eat, it was 9 15 AM!). It lasted for an hour and a half, and we got paid to sit at a table, eat, talk, laugh and have fun. What an easy day at work. But I think Im covering someones shift tonight from 5-8, so I will be working with Allison and I will kind of make up for the fact that I only have 6 hours next week. I cant wait for my first pay check!!

Hillary