Today was interesting...
I woke up at 8:30 to the sound of my cell phone ringing. I looked at it and knew immediately who it was. The guy who I hit last night. I was soo tired tho so I ignored the call and went back to sleep. Then I woke up again at 11:40 this time because I realized I was sleeping on top of my phone, and it was really hurting my back. I got up and went into the living room. I had forgotten about the fact that we have pretty much no room at all in there. There is a 2 foot wide walkway to the couch, where one cushion is available to look at the TV from. But in order to get to the pathway, you have to be semi-thin and walk sideways through a bunch of boxes. I did that and turned on my Newlyweds DVD :) I watched a couple episodes and then picked up the phone to call Jay (the man I hit) back. As I was dialing, Eileen called me. She said she was coming to get me in 5 minutes, so I dropped the phone and ran into my room to get some clothes on. Eileen got here and I ran down and got in her car, and obviously lying she told me I looked cute. Haha, I had literally gotten out of bed, put on jeans and a T shirt brushed my teeth and walked out the door. I only had one of my shoes on when I was going down the stairs. So we got to the place for her to get her hair done and sat and talked for like 3 hours. We left and came to my house and I took apart my bunkbed. I have no bed anymore..She left and I called up Jay. He went to the car shop today and guess what the fucking estimate was..

Eight Hundred And Fifty Dollars.

What the fuck?!?! All I did was dent his bumper!! Whatever, so I ended up having to call Dan and my mom and tell them what I did AND call the insurance company. Fucking shit Im so screwed. My insurance is going upppp and my mom is going CRAZY and after Herrick leaves, Im going to be 'punished'. Hopefully she will forget tho cuz she will be so involved in moving. I cleaned my room out and took everything off/out of my bunkbed drawers and shelves and then my mom came home. Lots of yelling..and then I asked to go to a movie with Kevin and Herrick and Adam. So they came and got me and we went and got Kristin and Liz. We went to Redmond Town Center and saw Oceans 12. Me and Liz were talking through the whole thing trying to figure out what was going on..but I think we got it towards the end lol. The movie ended at 11 something, and then Kevin dropped me off. Now Im talking to Eileen and having the most fucked up conversation ever:

qwerty1912: how was the movie
qwerty1912: and WAIT
qwerty1912: i cant get off the belt that u let me borrow
qwerty1912: i dont kno how to unclasp it
g i g g i n s2: u have to pull that little nob thing to the left or right so it loosens
qwerty1912: its so not working and i have to pee
g i g g i n s2: then u hold it where it is loose and take off the belt
g i g g i n s2: have you never worn one of those before
qwerty1912: i have never
qwerty1912: hold it where it is loose?
g i g g i n s2: well keep fucking with it
qwerty1912: ive broken all my nails
g i g g i n s2: ok so the clasp thing
qwerty1912: trying to get that little round thing to move
g i g g i n s2: there is a little bar in it
g i g g i n s2: pinch it on top and bottom and pull it to the side
qwerty1912: pinch?
g i g g i n s2: you might have to suck in so there is room for it
qwerty1912: should i stand up
g i g g i n s2: good plan
qwerty1912: pinch? it doesnt pinch
g i g g i n s2: it doesnt need to as long as you have ur fingers in pinching position
qwerty1912: god damn
g i g g i n s2: then pull it to the side and WA*LA
qwerty1912: i can get the pants off w.o taking off the belt
g i g g i n s2: then what the fuck is your problem
qwerty1912: cuz its really tyte and i didnt think I could do it
g i g g i n s2: well Im glad u just stripped in front of your computer
g i g g i n s2: it would be almost a tease for me if you had a webcam
qwerty1912: good...haha no it wasnt that attractive
g i g g i n s2: I bet it really wasnt
qwerty1912: so the movie...sorry
g i g g i n s2: oh yeah!


Wow I forgot how retarded Eileen and I are.. Ill leave you with that and wish you a

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

hillary

I got in my first car accident tonight.

It happened at Guy's house, and I feel really bad..but let me explain my last couple days...
Yesterday I went shopping with Eileen all day ( I got a new shirt and 3 new pairs of jeans), then we went out to dinner and picked up Herrick and Ameer from Fred Myers. We stopped by Guy's house and then mine. Herrick and I finally got to be alone for a while and it was really awesome. I missed him so much! Him and I talked about some really personal stuff, it felt good to know that there is at least one guy out there that I can trust. We all watched a movie at Guy's house and then I took Herrick to Ameers. As he was getting out we hugged and he goes "I love ya babe". This is like the most bittersweet week I have ever gone through.Then I went up to Anacortes. Got there around 10 and went to bed. This morning I took my cousins to the Cascade Mall, and we shopped :). I got a new pair of pants for work, 5 thongs, perfume, gloves, and THE NEWLYWEDS SEASON ONE DVDs!! We came back to Anacortes and I basically dropped the kids off. I came to Kirkland and went straight to Guy's house without even going home. Eileen Derrick Guy and I left for Renton but my mom called and said I had to come home and help her unload a moving truck full of new furniture she bought. We went to Jack In The Crack and then came to my house. It was LITERALLY a moving truck FULL of furniture. My mom bought a new bed..a new COUCH (jesus christ how many freaking couches can one family OWN!?), a dresser, another dresser, a desk and god knows what else. I stopped looking at the shit we were carrying up, and started yellling at my mom for buying it all. All she had to say about it was :There was a sale at Costco and if she didnt get the shit TONIGHT she would have never had the chance..: So we all got 10$ for unloading the truck and then we left for Chris's party. ... So we came back to Guy's afterwards and watched a bit of the Newlyweds and stuff, then family guy.
Me and Guy were talking about some fluid that goes into cars and he said he would check mine cuz I didnt know if I had it. Guy Derrick Eileen and I all went out to my car to look at stuff (Guy was gona check the fluid and me and Eileen were going to look at what I bought today..Derrick was just standing there) So Guy told me to turn on my car and let it warm up in neutral for a while. So I opened the passenger side door and turned on my car from the wrong side. I was thinking "hmm I wonder if my parking break will release?" But then I thought it wouldnt cuz I have to put it into drive for it to do that. Guy had told me to put it into neutral, so on the way to neutral I shifted it into reverse and the brake popped out. And all the sudden I was being drug back down the street with my car. My mind was going like this:

"...................I wonder when the car will stop rolling backwards....................."

Guy and Derrick and I all started trying to push the car the other direction but it wouldnt stop, then I ended up standing next to Eileen as we watched Guy and Derrick try to fix the situation. My car kept on rolling..and hit a truck, then Derrick jumped in the drivers seat (he is obviously the smartest one of us all) and tried to stop the car..but he put it in drive and then accidentally reversed it again..and I think he ran into the truck once more. I half whispered "my brake is on the floor.." and I think he figured it out for himself..but I got in the car and parked it again and wrote the owner a note with my number on it. I came home and now Im talking to Drew and thinking about going to bed..I am pretty tired and I think that Ill be getting a call early in the morning about the dent on that guys truck.. :( thank god my grandpa gave me $200 and I put it in my bank account, maybe that will help some. Alright well Goooood Night!

Hillary

Happy Birthday To You!
Happy Birthday To You!
Happy Birthday Dear Kristin and Liz!!
Happy Birthday To You!

I think I want to move to another school if we move far away. Im sick of the people around here and I guess I think it would be better somewhere else where people dont know me.

It feels like Herrick coming home this week was just so we could end our friendship in person or something. After this week, I dont think I am ever going to see him again because life is going to take us our seperate ways. Kevin is totally ruining this for me and I hate him for it. I was going to just let Herrick do his own thing this week and I'd be happy that at least I saw him at the airport, but I went out to dinner with Eileen tonight, and he showed up at Coldstone. He came and hugged me and said he loved me and thought we should go get married. Of course right after that Kevin silently ruined the whole situation by sitting at a different table, not talking to ANYBODY and then ignoring me when I asked him what they are doing tomorrow. I finally got so pissed off about it, I got up and went home. The only reason me and Kevin tried to be friends again was so that Herrick could have a good time with us both when he was here, but now out of nowhere Kevin is being a fuckhead and not letting me hang out with him. THe worst part about it is that Herrick doesnt seem to really mind.

Whatever. Today I worked out for 2 hours and packed more stuff in my room. I took all my shelves down, packed up my sterio and did ALL of my laundry. Then I went to dinner with Eileen and saw Herrick and Adam and faggotasskevin.

Tomorrow morning the real estate agent is coming over and putting a price on our house cuz he didnt come last time. Then Eileen is coming over and we are working out and then going to the mall.

Im so sad about Herrick, I almost wish he would just go back home so I wouldnt have to deal with this every day for the next week.


Hillary

If I dont stop liking this guy soon, I might go crazy! It has been almost a month and a half and he is like the most untouchable guy in the world..but of course I cant stop liking him until he likes me back. Ugh

My Emotions Right Now:
I love Herrick
I hate Kevin
People are rude as shit sometimes for NO reason. It is uncalled for, and they should QUIT IT!! (Im talking to like 5 people in that sentence so if you think Im saying it to you, I am)

Funny Conversation Of The Night:
I open the box and we all see the necklace Herrick got me
Ameer looks at it and says "Herrick I want a gold necklace!"
Herrick- "Well Ameer if you had some huge tits like her, then maybe I would get you one!"
kevin- "uhh"
Herrick- "yeah I realized when I finished that sentence that Ameer does have huge tits..."

haha

Anyways, Herrick is home, and Ameer kevin and I went to the airport and waited for his plane to get in for 5 hours. It was so worth it tho! Herrick's hair is long and fluffy and soft and RED AS EVER! God I missed him so much, I hope I get to hang out with him a lot. I think there might be a problem with that tho cuz he is staying at kevins and

KEVIN IS BEING A FAGGOT

and doesnt really want to let me hang out with him..but whatever Im going to STEAL him if I have to!!

Hillary

We decided that we dont like the house we had wanted after taking a closer look. The backyard is like the main attraction of the house and we dont like that. The rooms are too small and ...its just no good. But my mom is still making me pack today. I have boxed up all of my summer clothes, soccer stuff, shoes (besides 4 pairs), books, personal stuff, pictures and year books, and emptied out most of my drawers. Also I took everything off of my wall by my bed. My room is already looking pretty bare..but I think I have to finish clearing off the shelves today so we can get them down..which means I still have to box up my sterio, pottery stuff (a shit load) and a few random things on a shelf above my comp. I am going to have to move into my moms room for the next month or so I think. Its gona be wierd, cuz since I have the master bedroom, she wants to stage it that way and put the big bed in here. So my computer desk and TV will still be in here, but my bed and dresser and clothes will be in the other room. And my bed wont be up high anymore, we are going to get rid of the things holding it up. I dont know if I can live in a little ass bedroom like my moms;haha...actually Im not really kidding...
I just talked to Kevin about picking up Herrick, and he said that Herrick is stuck in DC because of some airport fuck up, so he might not get to come until tomorrow. :( but we are still going to go to the airport and wait. He is supposed to get in at 10, but Kevin and Ameer want to leave at 6 for some stupid reason...so whatever. I guess I wont be hanging out with Eileen Guy and Drew.. I hope we have a good time when Herricks here, cuz it seems like Kevin is in one of his asshole moods..and thats never a good time. I bet this is getting boring to read..I am just writing so I dont have to keep cleaning..Ive been packing for 4 hours now.

I better get back to it so I can go out tonight

Hope everybody had a great Christmas!
Hillary

I am EXTREMELY happy tonight!! My life is going awesome, and Herrick comes home tomorrow! Christmas was the shit, and I realized tonight that I have had more than 1000 dollars in my wallet within the last 3 days. Im rich! haha yeah here's what I got for X-mas:

$100 American Express card from my dad and Terry
$20 from gma and gpa Figgins

3 juicy tubes lipglosses
a box full of 17 EA makeup things
EYELINER!
a manecure kit
mousse lol
JESSICA SIMPSON DESSERT PERFUME AND BODY MOUSSE IN CREAMY!
nail polish
$75 gift card to Forever 21
$200 check from my gramps
A pj outfit that is on its way BACK to the store lol
hair things
leg warmers haha
a sterling silver necklace with a peach pearl pendant
some bath and body stuff

Sweeeet Christmas!

Tomorrow morning we are having a guy come over and price our house..then he is taking us to see the inside of the house we all want to buy! Im excited. Then Im coming home and cleaning my room and boxing shit up..Then hanging out with Guy Eileen and Drew, and THEN


Kevin and I are going to pick up HERRICK FROM THE AIRPORT!!

Night!
Hillary

Quick replay of today-
My mom found the house we want. The one with the football field backyard I was talking about yesterday. It has 5 bedrooms and a really nice interior. She also is pretty set on selling the condo which I am pissed about.

Anyways, about today:
At 12ish Eileen and Guy and Evan came over. They picked up their gingerbread houses finally and then Shalia came over for our little family Christmas.
I got:
a starbucks nalgene red water bottle
a baby pink nalgene water bottle
a pair of black high heels
a pair of black work shoes
a leather chair for my room (YAY!)
thongs
a $200 gas card
$100 bill
an emergency kit for my car with a can of the stuff we tried to use to seal the hole in the tire on the night we had the K+L car accident..lol
a brush and comb..
a mini rebels duffel bag with HILLARY written on the front and REBELS written on the back
Dan D. sent me $20 in the mail :)
Guy brought me a card with a candy cane
Eileen got me pens!!! (my FAVORITES!)
Caitlin came over and gave me the BEST present ever! She got me a head of the lettuce we love, a bottle of our favorite ceaser dressing and some real croutons so I dont have to make my own anymore! lol, it was so awesome!

After the family Christmas, I went to Stacey's house to give her the gingerbread house 'I' (Shalia) made her. She gave me this really pretty scarf and we talked for a while, then I went to Shalia's. Shalia and I went to safeway and I got in a big fight with the gas pump...and punched it, then left without gas and had to listen to Shalia laugh at me about it for like 5 minutes. I swear those credit machines are against me. The 2 times Ive tried to use them (once with allison and once tonight) they have made me stand in the cold for 15-30 minutes cuz I cant figure out what they want me to do, and then when I finally DO get it..they are like OH SORRY TRANSACTION CANCELLED. So I have no gas..but then we went to Top Foods and got chips and dip for our Christmas party tomorrow and we went and rented Napoleon Dynamite. I saw Rita at the video store, she was hiding from the clerk lol. We went back to Shalias and watched the movie and SHE DIDNT LIKE IT!! I am amazed lol. But when that was over, I left for Guy's place. Him Lexi Duke and his mom and I went to drop off cookies at his moms work for the people who have to work the night shift tonight. We drove around and looked at christmas lights after we dropped Lexi off, and then I came home.

Tomorrrow, Shalia and I are meeting up with my dad and his side of the family from 10AM - 11:45 AM then continuing on to Anacortes for the day. I hope it will be a good day.


Herrick comes home the DAY AFTER tomorrow!! Well actually...TOMORROW! omg Im so excited, I might cry when I see him

And now I need to go to sleep cuz I gota get up early kinda :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! or HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!

Hillary

This week was pretty fucking awesome considering I was planning on babysitting and being bored the whole time. I got to Anacortes at 7AM on Monday morning, after getting 4 hours of sleep and leaving my house at FIVE THIRTY in the morning :'(. That day was boring cuz I couldnt move I was so tired. But my grandma called and asked me if I would go out to lunch with her sometime so we could see eachother...akward... I went to bed at 7 30 that night lol and slept until 7 the next morning when Kingstong jumped on me and starting shaking me awake.
That day we went to Washington park and went to the lookout over the ocean and the whole island, and we saw my grandmas house. It was cool. That night Eileen paid me for all of the days..$250!
Wednesday the house keepers were supposed to be coming, so I packed up the kids (hehe) and we went to town at 10AM. We walked up and down the streets and looked in stores and stuff..and I got Caitlins Christmas present :). Then we went to the Library and did NOTHING for an HOUR. but the library there is so amazing. It has elevators and bean bags and 100's of computers and a grand ballroom staircase like in beauty and the beast. wow.It is way better than ghetto kingsgate library with the gay comb over man. After the library we went to the bank to see my aunt, then we went to Daddio's for lunch. Yummm-me pizza!! Then we went to the Anacortes theater and saw "lemony snickitts a series of unfortunate events"...I really cant describe that movie to ya at all. Wierd shit! So after that I went to a special place and bought some of Eileen's bday present. We went back to the house, and found a note on the door saying that the house keeper had something to do that day so she would come back Thursday. I was pissed that we spend all day in town when we could have been home, but whatever.
So Eileen and Mike came home and we had dinner. Mike comes from a family of 10 people. (8 bros+sis's). He doesnt think that people should talk at the dinner table, and they definately shouldnt laugh. We all sit down to eat, and Eileen and I are having seafood lasagne while mike and the kids had spaghetti. Kingston kept slurping his noodles, so Mike got mad and yelled at him. Michaela always tries to get away with doing stuff King gets in trouble for, so she started doing it. I was trying not to laugh because Kingston had slurped so hard that there was some meat sauce stuck on his neck. (yes your maturity level DOES go down when you spend 24 hrs a day with 2 immature kids..) Eileen looked at it and goes "Kingston what happened to your neck?" and Mike goes "Its a MOLE Eileen!" So I picked up a peice of bread and stuffed it in my mouth so they couldnt hear or see me laughing. Then Kingston rubbed it off and ate it. I was just about to be done laughing when my aunt looks at Michaela and goes "good GOD Michaela you are NOT a hoover vacuum!! Stop inhaling your noodles and EAT THEM PROPERLY" I starting CRACKING up right when she said 'hoover' and so Kingston started giggling and Michaela started laughing too. Mike got SO mad and told them to stop laughing IMMEDIATELY or else he would send them to their rooms. I got up from the table and went to refill my water... I sat back down and we restarted a more serious conversation. Kingston said something about how Mike always beats him at pinball and that he cant ever win. Eileen told him that someday he would be able to..and then Kingston said:
"Daddy will be dead by then"
oh my god.
We all just looked down and ate instead of dealing with that comment. Then Eileen tryed turning it around so King had meant it would take so long for him to learn how to beat Mike. :( I wish that is what he had meant.
After dinner, Mike and I watched 'Lost' together and we all sat and talked and stuff..My aunt is getting a life sized cardboard cut out of Mike for when he is gone..like that girl on MTV's obsessed show with her yodi or whatever its called. But he is going to be in full uniform and Eileen is going to take it with her places that Mike would go if he were home (out to dinner, to the mall, in the car...) He is going to be standing in his chair at the dinner table everynight too. It is kind of sad, but its a good idea too I think. The kids need SOMETHING to remember him by for that whole year and plus it will hopefully set an example to other people of how to support our troops.
This morning I cleaned the house, and at 10 AM my grandma came and picked King Michaela and me up. We went to Bellis Fair Mall. :) I loooove shopping. We were there till 4ish, then I got my shit and came home from Eileen and Mike's.
When I got here, Dan and I left and met up with my mom for house shopping. I duno if I wrote in here about how we are buying a house..but yeah. I dont really know what is going on except that my mom said it is going to be happening really soon so I better get prepared. It doesnt seem realistic to me tho, considering we havent even zeroed in on a house because Dan is so god damned picky about how big of a back yard he needs so he can build himself a shed. so we found a house with literally a FOOTBALL feild in the back of it, and I asked why he couldnt built a shed there and he said "because I cant" and I said "ok..where CAN you?" and he goes "not here" and I said "Where CAN you?" and he said "Not here." and I was like "I FUCKING KNOW NOT HERE! WHERE CANNNNNN YOU?" and he said "NOT HERE!"I wanted to hit him over the fucking head with our steel flashlight. He is going to be cripled soon enough, he doesnt need a SHOP. AH! God! Im done ranting for the night.

Tomorrow is Christmas eve!! The next day is..wouldnt you know..CHRISTMAS!

The NEXT day, HERRICK COMES HOME!!!

Hillary

It's funny how my intuiton works sometimes..
"I duno how fun it is going to be...I dont have a very good feeling about it"
Two of the things I said in my post last time..I was right. Anyways
Friday- went to Josh's house and hung out all night
Saturday- Hung out at Guys house at night with a bunch of people
Today- Movie with people, then dinner with Eileens family, then Guys house till 12.

Im not writing a lot tonight because I know people are going to be overanalyzing it while Im in Anacortes.

I am leaving for Anacortes in 5 hours..and I need to still pack and sleep and tell my mom Im leaving lol. ...and get gas :(

Goodnight

Hillary

This weekend is going to be awesome.
tomorrow is that last day of school before WINTER BREAK! Classes hopefully are going to go by quickly (other than my tests in Chem and AP Lit) cuz in 1st, 3rd, 4th and 6th period I think everybody is just hanging out, playing games and eating. After school, Eileen and I are going to drive around town finding Lauren, Amber and Rita and hanging out. Then at night we are having a big 3-person joint birthday party for Eileen Guy and Drew. I duno how fun it is going to be..but..whatever I gota be there no matter what.
The birthday party is actually going to last through the entire weekend.
the Guyleen (and drew..?) turn seventeen birthday extravaganza! lol
Right now I dont have a very good feeling about it, but..hopefully everything will go good.
Monday morning at FIVE AM I have to be leaving my house for Anacortes. I will be there babysitting until Christmas Eve, and then Im coming home and having Christmas with my mom, sister and Dan. Christmas morning Shalia and I are driving back up to Anacortes for Christmas with the family, and then probably coming home that night because our grandparents hate us now and we arent allowed to spend the night there.
Herrick gets home on the 26th, and sometime within that week I am going to Bellevue to see Cassandra :)! Funny thing is, I have no idea what I am doing for New Years eve yet lol. January 1st, I get my first work schedule though! Sweet. Well Im going to bed early so I can be awake tomorrow at school..and I duno if Ill be writing in here over break unless some of my plans fall through- so ..Happy Holidays! and Happy NEW YEAR!

Hillary*

My uncle Mike has been in the NAVY for the past twenty something years.
This morning he got called to duty. He leaves for Kuwait in March, and will be gone for a year.

Why cant somebody just rip out my heart and tear it all to peices? It might be an improvement on the feelings I have right now. This holiday season has been the worst in my life, and it is not over yet.

It all started with Thanksgiving turning into a nightmare. Then my grandparents virtually disowned me for something my mother did. And now, my uncle has to leave for war. I wonder how christmas is going to go this year. My mom and Dan at home, while my aunt, uncle, cousins, grandparents and sister and I bump around pretending to be happy for the cameras and then give eachother presents we would much rather beat eachother over the heads with. What ever happened to the holidays bringing families closer?


Hillary

It is Herrick!! He will be coming home in 11 days! I miss you so much man..and cant wait to see you! Its gona be the highlight of my YEAR! Today is one year since Ive been bloggin..my life has changed a lot since then

I cant beleive this. I like this guy sooo much and its been way longer than I would have expected.

I need love potion #9 - this guy is impossible to get!!


Tomorrow is a new beginning for another part of my life tho..
and today, Dan proposed to my mom. I think we are going on a cruise in April for the wedding/honeymoon

Drew came over and tutored me today. I needed it. wow

Hillary

Did everybody else know that Friday is the last day of school for the YEAR??? I just found out today that break starts in 5 days! Omg Im sooo excited!
Yesterday- didnt turn out as planned...as usual. Eileen and Guy and Shalia came over and we spent hours making gingerbread houses. Herricks is so awesome I love it so much but was pretty sad making it cuz I miss him soooo much. But he will be home in 2 weeks. :). After they all left, I showered and cleaned the house for EVER. Actually only like 2 hours, but then, Guy and Drew and Josh and Chris came and got me to go see National Treasury. I opened the door..and Guy was like "you're a little underdressed dont you think?" and laughed. He was wearing black slacks, a black button up long sleeved shirt with a black and silver tie! I got to the car and Josh and Drew were wearing black slacks with white long sleeved button ups and ties, and Chris was wearing the same as Guy. They said the same thing Guy had at my door, and I thought, 'damnit..I really AM underdressed' lol. I was wearing blue jeans and a black turtle neckish shirt. ahh well it was funny, we looked like the mafia or something walking into the movie theater. The movie ended around 9:15, and we went to ColdStone to see Eileen. Then we went to Starbucks and hung out for a while and then Drew Josh Chris and I came to my house. My mom thought that Chris was one of the Lindembalm twins and asked him if he was Corey's brother. Everyone was confused for a minute then I brought them into my room. Josh was amazed at my cats water dish thing, and got down on all 4 to check it out. He was examining it for a few minutes before I saw my THONG sitting on the floor right under his nose;Literally. I ran over and grabbed it and threw it in my laundry hoping that nobody had noticed. embarrassing! Eileen and Guy and Trent showed up around 10 30, and we left for ice skating at 10 45. Joe was pissssed that Eileen and I had brought 5 guys with us. Soo he wouldnt let them skate, and we ended up going to Guys house and watching Dawn of the Dead again. Guy brought me home at 12AM, and Eileen came over at 1ish. We talked until 2AM and then passed the F*** out.

This morning, I worked out and got ready n shit, then at 5 Eileen came over and brought a coldstone cake. It was okay..Kevin came over and we went to Fred Myers and I got some hair stuff cuz I was out, and then we went to blockbuster and I turned in Supertroopers. We came back to my house and watched Indecent Proposal. Gooood movie! My uncle called to verify our plans for over break..and it turns out that they only need me for 5 days! So I only get 250$, BUT I get to spend more time with Herrick!! and time with CASSANDRA JOY!!! I havent seen that girl in forever!

Tomorrow, Drew is coming over at 4:30 to tutor me! I better figure out my chemistry shit soon..Im getting a little pissed off about it. Same with math. and Spanish, but Ive been pissed about spanish since September..well I better go now cuz I have 2 essays to write tonight and about 6 math sections to do. I do realize its 11:11 *Make a wish* lol...but oh well.


this is a LONG ass post. holy crap!

*Hillary!*

I dont think Ive written since Wednesday, so...

Thursday- I went to school and instead of going to Brinn's class 5th and Bennet's 6th, I switched em cuz we had a test in 6th and I had to leave early for orientation. So I went with Eileen and Guy to Bennet's and failed the test. Then I went to Brinn's. Their class with Brinn is so much more boring that mine lol. I was sitting staring at the clock most of the time. But then Allison and I left for orientation and it lasted from 2:25 when we got there until 6 when we got back to the Pizza Hut in Totem Lake. I came home and Dan was on the phone with my mom talking about coming to see me at work. But obviously I wasnt at work, so they ended up having me order some pizzas lol. Kevin came over till 10ish and then I went to bed.

Friday- School...then Kevin and I left before the assembly and went to the bank and to his house. At 6, we went back to Juanita to pick up my car, and I came home. Eileen and Guy came over and picked me up and we went to Guy's house. They ate dinner and then we left for downtown Kirkland to watch Victors show. Good times standing out in the rain lol. But it was good music. Then we went back to Guys house and watched "dawn of the dead". What a SCARY movie! Me and Guy made s'mores, and I made Elliot one. He said it was the best looking s'more he'd ever seen!! haha jk it wasnt THAT exciting. Then I came home and went to bed.

And TODAY is gona be a big big day! Drew is SUPPOSED to be coming over and tutoring me this afternoon, but he hasnt called yet so I duno. He is probably still sleeping tho lol. Eileen and Guy and my sister are coming over in about an hour and a half to make gingerbread houses! We got these cool kits with all the frosting and candy and stuff already in em so we are making 5 houses today! Im making 2 cuz one is for my Hairy Dick when he gets home (IM SOOOO EXCITED HERRICK!!! 15 days! Love you!), and then the other one is for Stacey :). Then after we are done, I might be going to a movie with Kevin. and then after that- Eileen, Guy, me, Elliot, maybe Trent, Drew, and possibly other people I forgot are going ice skating! Midnight ice skating is what it's all about!
Well I gota go take a shower and get ready for today! Have a gooooood weekend!

*Princess Hillary

I slept for like 3 hours after school. Woke up at 6:30 and cleaned the house and then went to Coldstone to tell Eileen to come over after work and we can do some history and chemistry. I have an AP history test tomorrow, and a Chemistry test. At 2 I have to leave school for orientation at Pizza Hut- and then I duno what Im doing at night.

My mom is planning a cruise I think!! I put it on my christmas list, and I went into the living room today and she was looking at itineraries. YAY!! I think the plan is that we are going to go to disney world for a week, and then leave from there on a 10 night cruise to the caribbean or a 15 night cruise to the panama canal!! Im sooo excited! It would be soo fucking fun if we did that! Ok well I hope everyone has a good night, its time for me to get crackin on the homework!

Hillary*!

So last night I went a little crazy and gave myself a hair cut..My hair is about shoulder length now..and the other 6 inches is in the bathroom garbage. lol.

I got hired at Pizza Hut!! My training begins Thursday at 2:30!

Today I went to school, then after school I dropped Appollo at home and came home. Kevin and I went to Bell Square and then to his dads shop and out to dinner. After that we went to blockbluster, rented SuperTroopers and came back here. We watched it, and he left like 10 mins ago.

Tomorrow! Im going to school, and taking health and spanish tests. After school, I think Im going to Drew's house or he is coming here to tutor me :)!! He is giving me like 5 free tutor sessions for my christmas present!! Its gona be awesome if I can learn my spanish. Cuz Im not all about losing credit..

Um yep..Talking to Drew about what I need tutored on so I better get focused..lol


GoodNight- Hillary

I need a got damned tooter





Im going to fail Spanish.

5:30-Kevin is on his way over right now. We are going to hang out alone for like an hour- wonderhow this will work out...

:-/

10:55-
ummmmm.. well.. tonight was interesting. Im gona start with yesterday tho. Yesterday I got up and- umm ok so I dont remember yesterday very well. I know last night I went to my sisters house with Eileen and Lexi and that was fun..lol I tried to use my sisters bronzer but Ive never used any before, so I put it all over my face and they told me I looked like an oompaloompa. Then we all went to Fred Myers. Eileen and I came back to my place, and then Guy and Josh came over to hang out for like an hour. Eileen left and then I went to bed.
So today- got up and went to Guys house at 12ish. Me him and Josh hung out all day, went to see Eileen, and Guy and I went shopping at Safeway and he came to meet my mom. At 5:30, Kevin came over to play video games, and him and Dan played for a while as my mom and I watched and laughed and cheered them on. Then Adam came over, and I made him dinner and myself a salad, and we all played tennis and more games. Adam left at 8 45, and me and Kevin started watching The Scrooge. ............ . ............. .

Kevin left at 10 45 and now Im writing this and about to go to sleep. Night..

My crush is larger than life!! Im sooo amazed. Wow. I dont understand this.

I dont know what it is
but everything about you is so irresistable
dont you try to tell me that hes not my type
I know what I feel inside and he makes me weak with desire
I know that Im supposed to make him wait, let him think I like the chase
but I cant stop fanning the fire.
hes irresistable, up close and personal, now inescapable
I can hardly breathe.
Deeper than spiritual, his ways are powerful
irresistable to me.
I can hardly breathe..
Dont you think Im trying to tell my heart whats right?

take my breath away..I keep waiting, still anticipating love
this angel came and brought about the meaning of life
hes my wonderful everything a girl could want to love and all I need
yes he's my wonderful
he must have been sent from up above just for me
got to have you close to me to give me that security
love has got a grip on me oh so tight
hope it never lets go
At night I pray that Ill have my way and earn your love for eternity.


jesus I wish there was a way to make somebody love you......................

but then I guess I wouldnt want him if he wanted me back, right?

Hillary

Today was amazing! SOO MUCH HAPPENED! SOO Ill start from the beginning:
7AM- wake up and get ready for school
7 50- school starts
9 30- Eileen and I get out of school and go over to Guy's house
10 50- Eileen Guy and I went and picked up Drew from Juanita
Um then for lunch we went to Godfathers lunch buffet but Drew was the only person who bought a lunch. HAHA. Drew is the fucking funniest person Ive met in a while. He wanted some dessert pizza, so when they brought it out, we told him to pile a bunch on his plate and bring us some. He threw his plate at us and was like FUCK THAT IM JUST GONA BRING THE WHOLE PIZZA. so he went up to the buffet thing, picked up the pizza and brought it to our table. After like 5 minutes Eileen said that the manager guy was staring at us and getting mad, so drew started pulling all the peices apart, and Eileen was like "what are you doing?" and I said he was touching every peice so that they couldnt serve it to other people, but then drew pulled the sides up on the paper the pizza was on, and he got up and walked out of the store with it and to Guys car. HAHA so we stole the pizza and left it on Ameers door step. We went to Ross's house and listening to them practice playing music, watched some wierd G-I-Jo movies, and then went to someones house and then went to Elliots. They practiced MORE, and then we went upstairs and Trent got home and told us he was going to go take a shit..then drew us a picture while he was in there of his ass and the toilet and a long poop. haha. WOW. At around 4, we came home and I picked up my car from Juanita, and met Eileen and Guy at Guys house. At 5, I got gas (Shalia gave me $20 last night for my bday!) and then Dan and I went to Azteca for dinner with my mom and her work friends. I wanted to leave so I told my mom I would wash her car tomorrow if I could have her keys right then. So I left and came home and cleaned the house for like 1 hour- then Nathan called. He said I got the job at Pizza Hut :)!! Then my mom and Dan got home and I left to Guys house. Him and I went to Coldstone to see Eileen, and then came back to his house and went to Blockbluster and rented 'Elf'. We watched it at his house with milk and cookies lol. Then at 11, we realized we had been hanging out for like 12 hours today. He walked me to my car and then I came home and did nothing really. Tomorrow night I think Eileen, Trent, Elliot, Lexi, Guy, Drew and I are going ice skating!!! Im excited! But tomorrow morning I have to wash my moms car in the freeeezing cold :'(..

*^Hillary^*


It should snow!! SERIOUSLY if its going to be THIS cold all the time, why cant it at least snow a little?

Another day has almost come and gone
Cant imagine what else could go wrong
Sometimes Id like to hide away somewhere and lock the door
A single battle lost but not the war
Cuz tomorrows another day
And Im thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain
Its almost like the hard times circle round
A couple drops and they all start coming down
I might feel defeated and I might hang my head
I might be barely breathing but Im not dead
Tomorrows another day
And Im thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain
Im not gona let it get me down
Im not gona cry
And Im not gona lose any sleep tonight
Cuz tomorrows another day
I am not afraid so bring on the rain

so today..was pretty much, horrible! I woke up and was thinking "wow my alarm hasnt gone off yet but I feel like I should be awake.." then I looked over at my sterio and it was on but the sound was off..so I was like SHIT what happened?! I looked at my cell phone and it was 7:30. So I jumped out of my bed and ran to the bathroom to brush my teeth..then I left for school. Got there at 7:45 and RAN to Eileens class..(no I didnt run to health cuz I figured Id be late neways) I talked to Eileen until 7:48 and then I went to health..
All my classes were shitty. Then at lunch..me and Caitlin and chantel went to Caits! Me and Cait made a BOMB bomb salad, I was amazed at our skills! lol jk. But I found a seashell in the lettuce and I dont understand how that happened. It was sooo cute tho I shoulda brought it home it was one of those spiraly snail things.
I got a ticket on my car today for not having a parking pass...15$ SHIT! I seriously cant pay that. I dont even have enough gas to drive to school tomorrow..and I dont have ANY money to put in the tank.
I went to an interview at Pizza Hut tonight. Im prettttty sure I got the job. Like unless there is some fluke in the process..I got it :). So Im excited to find that out. That was one of the good parts of today.
I came home from the interview and then went over to Caitlins. her Eileen and I had an ordeal with my moms ugly clothes and getting to Drews house..but then we FINALLY got there and starting filming their spanish video.
Im home now and Shalia is coming over with Justin to show us how to use our new XBOX and we are gona work out afterwards..have a good night :)

Hillary