I HATE HAVING CRUSHES ON PEOPLE!!! HATE!! AHHHHH!
IY...shit, I duno..but I am definately interested....

ok...now that I got that out of my system...So today was fucking AWESOME! I did so much and hung out with SO MANY people! lol. After school got out at like 10 45, Eileen and Cait and I went to Godfathers for the lunch buffet. yummmm!! We came back and Allison and I hung out till 3...omg we tried to make a fire cuz I was freezing. we tried to chop some wood to make the fire with..and ended up slamming the wood on the ground with the axe stuck in it, then throwing it in the fireplace with a whole sunday newspaper and hoping it would light the wood. Didnt happen. After about an HOUR of that we gave up and realized I wasnt even cold anymore so we said fuck it and I left. I came home and cleaned house (my mom comes home tomorrow :'( ) and then Lex and I headed over to Drew's house. There were like 25 people there all night..and it was really cool just hanging out with old friends and meeting new people and stuff..yup lol
Food+lots of people+movies+music+people beating eachother with bats for fun+washing dishes with guys(I wouldnt reccomend it)+ coconut rum+Cool Whip :)=fun times!
We also watched supertroopers, I LOVE that fucking movie!! And whoever I was talking to the other day and I kept saying "yippe Ki Yay Mother Fucker" and you thought I was crazy for sayin it was a real saying...IT IS A REAL SAYING FROM THAT MOVIE!! The swedish girl says it while she is jumping topless on the bed ;) no wonder it stuck in my head haha. Guy, Lexi, me and Drew went to Coldstone to pick up Eileen, and ran into Morgan and Jeannetta. We talked to them for a while and then Chris showed up. :).. and then Drew told the funniest story ever, Ill tell you guys cuz its some good Thanksgiving humor:
Some guy threw a turkey out his window, and it hit a womans windsheild and killed her.
The cops reported that throwing a turkey out the window like that is equivelant to throwing a cinderblock at a car traveling at 60 miles per hour.
HAHAHAHA....he told us that as we threw our turkey out the window..no just kidding,we were about to, but then we took it to a dumpster after the story lol (we had a thanksgiving dinner at Drews house tonight)


Ok about my crush....
Its horrible. I would never imagine this from myself. Ever. Ever.
It just cant be happening to me!! OMG Im soooo attracted to him..
and at the same time....EWWWWW!!
Seriously, dont even ask me who. I will never tell. Its one of those situations that Eileen and Caitlin tell me I shouldnt discuss with other people if I dont want to get laughed at.

:) what a great day !!!

YHillary