Wana know something awesome?? Right now...there have been 01234 visiters to my site! Actually not anymore if you're reading this..but yeah. The highlight of my day (after Jessica being on TV) was that me and Caitlin figured out how to do our Chemistry kinda! We went to her house and studied for literally 2 hours after school and my retarded ass finally got it! Also another awesome thing is that Jessica Simpson was on TV tonight :) and she looked gorgeous! And ANOTHER awesome thing about today is that we got a new HUGE TV! It is a widescreen tho..and we cant figure out how to make it not distort people. Clay Aiken proved that we had a big problem when we were watching him perform and his feet looked LITERALLY like ski's. We were laughing SOO hard. I was actually smiling as I was in the same room as my mom. Another thing that you nintendo nerds are gona think is cool about today is -I was hanging out in my room and my mom came home and I hear her talking and stuff and then I hear her start screaming HONEY NO!!! STOP HONEY!! and then Dan goes "ooops".. lol he opened one of his christmas presents on accident cuz it came in the mail today. Guess what it was. An Xbox. My mom was all pissed that he found out and then she told me I had to teach them how to play!!! HAHAHA I was like "yeah right! I dont even know what the buttons do. I just push random things until it does what I want.." lol so my whole fam is gona be nintendo spazzes until one of u guys comes and explains it to us.


Wanna know what else cool is happening this week?
Tomorrow-
Painting Lexis house with her after school
JESSICA IS GONA BE ON TV THREE TIMES!! (but I can only see 1 time :'()
Thursday-
5 classes only
Interview at Pizza Hut
Friday-
HALF DAY!
only ONE class!!!
Chris is takin me and Eileen out to dinner
Saturday-
Ice Skating??

My bed is definately callin out to me!
Hillary

Take a bow
the night is over
lights are low
the curtains down
there's no one here
say your lines
but do you feel them
do you mean what you say when there's no one around watching you watching me?
I've always been in love with you
I guess you've always known its true
You took my love for granted
this show is over, say goodbye
say goodbye
make them laugh it comes so easy
when you get to the part where your breaking my heart
hide behind your smile
all the world loves a clown
wish you well, I cannot say
you deserve an award for the role that you play
your all alone this time
Ive always been in love with you
I guess youve always known its true
you took my love for granted, why oh why?
this show is over say goodbye
say goodbye
all the world is a stage and every one has their part
how was I to know which way the story goes?
how was I to know you'd break my heart?
You took my love for granted, the show is over
say goodbye.



BuyBuy stupid crush

Im all better now

Hillary

Not the most exciting day today
Got up- went to school- left after 2nd period for coffee with Caitlin, but I didnt get coffee I just sat in the passenger seat shivering to death cuz it was negative 200 degrees outside today- came back to school and sat in the commons till 3rd period- at lunch me and Eileen and Jeanneta got blood giving papers. I think Im going to do that this year, Im going to give the gift of life!! That lucky soul who gets to live with a little bit of me in them :) jk. After school I went to Target with Caitlin. First of all..we had the WORST parking experience in the world. It took us 2 seconds to pull into a spot, and then when I realized we were 1 inch from hitting the car next to us, it took Cait 5 minutes to pull out. haha she was having a meltdown. We looked around in Target for a while so nobody knew that the only reason we were there was so she could buy a pretzel and cheese, and then we went and got her a pretzel lol. We ate that and then we went back to her house. I went over to Kristin and Liz's and picked up the baby shampoo to do my hair with. I came home and did my hair for an HOUR. First I mixed up the baby shampoo and baking soda..then I mixed 1 cup vinegar with 1 cup water. I went in the shower and shampooed up and let it sit for 5 minutes. I rinsed it out and conditioned my hair and then poured the vinegar all over my head..with my eyes open. Bad plan. I have burning eyes and a smelly head now. My hair is a little bit redder tho..But then Liz called me like an hour after I was done doing my hair and she was like "so did you let the shampoo sit on for 15-20 mins?" haha I was like SHIT no!! so i have to do it again tomorrow.. What the hell am I going to do sitting wet and naked in a bathtub for 20 minutes..? and NO Im not being sick minded, Im being serious. Im going to get bored so quick..Then Cait came over and I straightened her hair and we talked and stuff, and then I ate a baked potato and some vegies for dinner. Eileen called me all huffy about some work issues shes having and I did my best to comfort her but was probably no help. She was complaining to me, a jobless person, about how she can ONLY work 20 hours a week...lol. Not a good plan. Me and Kevin are talking again, I forgot to tell you that when it happened. Now I dont remember when it happened so yeah..too bad. Friday should be awesome. Im excited..and now Im drinking water and going to bed..


*Princess Hillary*
(my new nickname)


I think Im giving up on my crush. maybe. Probably not though...

Soooo this weekend..interesting times..
Friday- I went shopping with Caitlin for a while, came home and made a salad with her and ate it, then went to Lexis. Me and Lex went shopping in Redmond and it took FOREVER to find the shoes she wanted in her size..it was crazyness. It was funny tho cuz we made this poor sales guy sweat (literally) when we came to return a pair. He was so nervous I loved it. And then we came home and met up at Eileens house. We hung out at Eileens and went to the ice arena to see Joe..but he wasnt there. We WERE going to watch SuperTroopers again but Drew couldnt hang out.
Saturday- Me and Allison went out to breakfast at Dennys :) lol. Then I went and hung out at her house for a bit and then came home. My mom pulled a crazy stalker move but I dont want to explain..basically she tracked me down and drove next to me and Eileen walking her dog just so she could be sure that I was doing what I said I was..At night, Eileen came over for a while, and then we went to her place. Lexi came and picked us up to go to Drews house, and we picked up Elliot and Trent on the way. We got to Drews house and sat down for like 2 minutes and then someone was like :coldstone:..so we all got up and piled back into cars and went to coldstone. Me and Lexi were kinda sharing her ice cream..and we were all sitting in the corner talkin, and Lexi took a bite as I was..and she goes "OMG A HAIR!!!!" REALLY loud and high pitched. She scared the shit out of me so I screamed and my spoon flew out of my hand somewhere across the place..everybody was laughing at us..and it turned out to be one of our own hairs. haha. Then we tried to make a sneaky plan so I could get shotty..and so me and her were walking with everyone and then out of nowhere we just started running away to the parking garage..but fucking Trent the sprinter came and ran past us and got to the front seat first :(..It was gay. But then we went to Eileens and hung out for the rest of the night. At 11, we went to drop Trent and Elliot off at home, and we went by Drews house to pick up the movie and Eileens purse cuz she forgot it...
Today- I got up at 10 to go to PizzaHut to make the movie..and I got there and NOBODY but me and Nathan and Billy were there. So I called chris and woke his ass up, and then like 3 hours later literally, Nick showed up. I was at Pizza hut for 6 hours. SIX HOURS. I came home and brought up groceries..then went to Eileens. Guy came over and we got the DVD from upstairs to watch that Drew gave us. We opened the case..and there was NO MOVIE IN IT! OMG so we called Drew and yelled at him and then I drove over to his place (without getting lost I might add :)!) and got it from him plus my 75cents gas money :). Went back to Eileens and watched it then came hom and now..
Im completely embarrassed about something that happened tonight. Like more embarrassed than I would be if I had fallen down a flight of stairs in front of 100 people; naked.

I dont remember being this embarrasssed EVER. I think I definately need to give up now on this retarded idea I had in my head. :'(
damnit. This night turned horrible after 5 minutes ago.

Hillary

I think that its becoming impossible for me to have a good thanksgiving.. the last two have sucked MAJORLY. Last year I went to Kevins house with my fam for dinner, like 2 days after we broke up. It was akward as fuck and not fun..and so I figured that ANY thanksgiving this year would be better. I couldnt have been more wrong. This Thanksgiving topped my list of horrible days in my life... Heres how it went:
Got up at 10:30
Eileen came over to 'talk' to me about my crush and hope that it went away haha...
Me and Dan left for Anacortes at 11:40, we were supposed to get to Anacortes by 1
There was a SHIT load of traffic, so we didnt get there until 1:20 ish. That wasnt a very big deal though because my uncle hadnt finished the turkey yet.
We all sat around talking, and I figured my grandparents just hadnt showed up yet cuz my grandma was still getting ready or something..but then my sister took me aside and said that they refused to come because Dan came. I was like wtf?I thought the reason we were all invited was because they were ready to get over this situation? (my grandparents hate dan, my moms boyfriend, for some unknown reason and they refuse to associate with him)
So then my mom, Dan, Eileen, Mike, Shalia, Kingston, Michaela and I sit down for dinner. My cousin asks me if Im a carnivore and the whole family starts laughing and tries to explain vegetarianism to her, and Shalia tells her that Im an omnivore but I choose to be an herbivore. I would like to point out that Im NOT A DINOSAUR! My fam kept making comments about it like " Hillary are you going to have any turkey today? Oh wait nvm, well theres a lot of salads for you.." "Hillary wants to be a vegetarian chef" (I DONT! she says she thinks I should be..) and my aunt goes "you could make a lot of money with that..there are lots of freaks like you out there.." (lol that was kinda funny but still)
We went around the table saying our thankful stuff..and mine was "Im thankful for my car" (remember that)
Literally 5 minutes after we said our thanks...we started bitching. The whole table started talking shit about my grandparents and how they didnt come. Apparently my aunt (Eileen) had called my grandma this week and told her that she invited us (including Dan) and my grandma hung up on her and showed up at her work. Eileen told her she was being childish and selfish, they got in a huge fight and my grandma said she wasnt coming and stormed out. My aunt told this story with Dan sitting at the end of the table, which Im sure made him feel real comfortable. My uncle is like best friends with my grandma and I was sitting next to him. When the conversation turned against my grandparents, he started pouring himself lots of wine. At first we were all laughing at him for it cuz he was chugging it, but then after 2 bottles we were getting worried lol. (my uncle doesnt usually drink). My sister and I became the center of the conversation when my Dad came up in the conversation. We had a 2 hour conversation all about what my dad did (me and Shalia never knew what exactly happened until last night) and how he got in trouble and EVERYTHING..even how he was treated. He had such a severe problem that they had to use electric shock on him and even then he couldnt be cured. The doctor said his problem "saw no boundaries". Thats scary...but he went to jail for 5-6 months. By this time in the conversation my uncle was beligerant drunk at one end of the table and Dan was sleeping at the other end of the table. My cousins had left room and me and Shalia were in shock from everything we had learned in that short period of time. My family is not who I thought they were, on either sides..
We all went into the living room and hung out for a while and heard MORE stories, none really worth sharing except one..my aunt used to drive my sisters Gran Torino (if you never saw that car, you missed out). One day she was driving and these indian people were in front of her being stupid and driving really slow..and they pissed her off. So she slammed on the gas and rammed into the back of their car. The torino is indestructible, so she hit them REALLY hard and fast and they flew off the road into a ditch! haha..my aunt is one crazy bitch!
So around 9 my sister and I left to come home. I got home and did the cat box and refilled it with new litter,swept and cleaned my room a bit cuz my mom had been gone for a week, and I knew she was gona inspect the house when she got here. The house REALLY smelled like shit too but I couldnt find it ANYWHERE. My mom got home and started SCREAMING about how bad it smelled and that I needed to do the cat box. I said I did and she went to check it (she does that a lot) and saw that I did it..so she made me move the couches so she could look under them and everything and she came going through my room. She looked in my fucking dresser drawers like I would let a cat take a fucking shit in them. She made me do the catbox again, sweep again, vacuum and take down all the garbages. Then she came in my room like 20 minutes later and was like " I JUST GOT DONE TAKING THE CAT BOX DOWN TO THE DUMPSTER IT FUCKING STUNK!" and I was like " well that was stupid of you because I already did that today and refilled it with new litter." she went crazy and started having me clean the whole house and said that it was my laundry that stunk because I put a load in the wash the night before, and left it wet in there for half a day, she said it was moldy. I was like "WHATEVER Ill fucking move it to the dryer then. The house didnt smell till you got home, and you are telling me its MY shit that stinks? Maybe its YOU that stinks but Im not asking you whens the last time you took a shower"
Then she got the mail
This is when I just about lost my mind. She came into the living room and was like "Our insurance just got cancelled because of your sisters accidents" I was like WHAT?! and she said that insurance companies only ask two things, and one of them is "have you ever been cancelled" and we cant lie to the people we apply with. And its going to be on my permanent record. And my insurance is going to be more than twice as high as it was before (116$ a month). I was soooooooo pissed omg. I was like ok..fuck today! Its just NOT working for me at all, so I got ready for bed and laid down. Right before I fell asleep my mom pulled her fucking "cute" move. She called from the other room "hillary are you sleeping"...."obviously Im fucking going to sleep, Im in BED!"...."Well I am almost done unpacking and I want to put my luggage back into the closet but I cant lift it"......"Ill put it away when I wake up tomorrow just leave it there".......there was a long silence and then she said "Well what if Im ready now?"...."Im sleeping Ill put it away in the morning"....."but if its in the powder room while Im getting ready for work in the morning it will be in the way"...............so I was like GOD DAMNIT and got up and went into the powder room. Her fucking luggage wasnt even in the powder room. It was in the living room and she could have left it there...but NO! I just HAD TO GET UP RIGHT THEN TO HELP HER. so then she comes in with the luggage thats not even heavy and starts trying to be cute pretending shes weak and cant lift it. Im not one of her little boyfriends who is gona come 'rescue her' from her own empty headedness so I just watched until she was almost folded in half under the luggage..then I took if from her and put it away. I went to bed and woke up at EIGHT this morning when she was BLOWDRYING her hair in the powder room. God damn. Then I fell back asleep and woke up again at 10 when she called me to say that our insurance WASNT cancelled only Shalia's..it was good news until she started bitching at me for hanging out with people she doesnt know who could RAPE ME! I was like IM NOT FUCKING STUPID mom I know when Im in a situation that could get me killed and she said Im too cocky and not to talk to her like that. I finally got off the phone with her . damn..This morning I was in a good mood, and now Im in a bad one again cuz I wrote about yesterday..Im gona go work out and then go shopping with Caitlin and Lex..

Hillary

I HATE HAVING CRUSHES ON PEOPLE!!! HATE!! AHHHHH!
IY...shit, I duno..but I am definately interested....

ok...now that I got that out of my system...So today was fucking AWESOME! I did so much and hung out with SO MANY people! lol. After school got out at like 10 45, Eileen and Cait and I went to Godfathers for the lunch buffet. yummmm!! We came back and Allison and I hung out till 3...omg we tried to make a fire cuz I was freezing. we tried to chop some wood to make the fire with..and ended up slamming the wood on the ground with the axe stuck in it, then throwing it in the fireplace with a whole sunday newspaper and hoping it would light the wood. Didnt happen. After about an HOUR of that we gave up and realized I wasnt even cold anymore so we said fuck it and I left. I came home and cleaned house (my mom comes home tomorrow :'( ) and then Lex and I headed over to Drew's house. There were like 25 people there all night..and it was really cool just hanging out with old friends and meeting new people and stuff..yup lol
Food+lots of people+movies+music+people beating eachother with bats for fun+washing dishes with guys(I wouldnt reccomend it)+ coconut rum+Cool Whip :)=fun times!
We also watched supertroopers, I LOVE that fucking movie!! And whoever I was talking to the other day and I kept saying "yippe Ki Yay Mother Fucker" and you thought I was crazy for sayin it was a real saying...IT IS A REAL SAYING FROM THAT MOVIE!! The swedish girl says it while she is jumping topless on the bed ;) no wonder it stuck in my head haha. Guy, Lexi, me and Drew went to Coldstone to pick up Eileen, and ran into Morgan and Jeannetta. We talked to them for a while and then Chris showed up. :).. and then Drew told the funniest story ever, Ill tell you guys cuz its some good Thanksgiving humor:
Some guy threw a turkey out his window, and it hit a womans windsheild and killed her.
The cops reported that throwing a turkey out the window like that is equivelant to throwing a cinderblock at a car traveling at 60 miles per hour.
HAHAHAHA....he told us that as we threw our turkey out the window..no just kidding,we were about to, but then we took it to a dumpster after the story lol (we had a thanksgiving dinner at Drews house tonight)


Ok about my crush....
Its horrible. I would never imagine this from myself. Ever. Ever.
It just cant be happening to me!! OMG Im soooo attracted to him..
and at the same time....EWWWWW!!
Seriously, dont even ask me who. I will never tell. Its one of those situations that Eileen and Caitlin tell me I shouldnt discuss with other people if I dont want to get laughed at.

:) what a great day !!!

YHillary

IM BACK!!

I am NOT about to write out a long ass page about what I did this last week, Ill do like the SHORTEST possible thing for each day :)

Wednesday- Out to dinner with my dad and that side of the fam. $$$
Thursday- cant remember
Friday- cant remember..
Saturday- my mom left for Whistler!! applied at pizza hut and hung out there with a bunch of people from 9PM-1AM lol..fun times making pizzas and 'videos'..Spent the night at Allisons
Sunday- Back at pizza hut for about an hour and actually made the video..stayed around Allisons forever..hung out with Eileens fam and had dinner at night and watched the Wizard of Oz for history.
Monday- Went shopping with Caitlin and saw Amber and Nathan!! Then went to Pizza hut so I could meet the second manager who is PROBABLY going to hire me :) (we'll see next thursday!) Went to Eileens and hung out with the fam and Caitlin. Wow, Caitlin had the worst time making her food..flying salad and parmesian and dressing!! And I made my own croutons! I amaze myself sometimes..(I had to improvise considering my moms cheapness..)

Annnd today we had block 85 minute periods :'( horrible HORRIBLE times. I basically had a study period in Health, did math for EIGHTY FIVE minutes......and then had a presentation and quiz in Spanish, and a presentation in AP lit. It was a boring ass day! Tomorrow we have a half day tho so that will be cool, I think me Eileen and Cait are goin to Godfathers for lunch..then Im going to Pizza hut all night again cuz we have to REMAKE the movie cuz the guy videotaping literally zoomed right down my shirt in the first one.. Oh well it will be fun :) Michaela is gona be there this time! Anyways, Im gona go work out and watch Biggest Loser and MANHUNT! OHH and Thanksgiving, Im going to Anacortes!!! I love that place (and my grandmas cooking..)!! This thanksgiving will be much happier than last years..thats for damn sure!
wow..My life has changed so much since then..and so has my whole perception of him as a person.

*Hillary

Soooo just as a warning to everybody who is a loyal reader of my blog, I wont be posting here for a week. I am doing an English project where I have to chose something materialistic that I do a lot, and not do it for a week. So, I am not going to be on instant messaging, posting on my blog, or using my computer for much more than just homework until next Tuesday night. I am afraid I will be the most bored person in the WORLD without my computer lol. Also Im scared my mom is going to find out my grades and ground me from the internet for months, and I will have given up my last free week of computer time. Today Eileen and I went to the mall after school...we looked around for a while, and then got COMPLETELY lost trying to go find a Dennys. We ended up in some kind of hickville, and then we passed the freeway entrance, and then I got on the freeway going the wrong way and ended up in some wierd ass town where the speed limit is 50 on city streets...Eileen went to the Dennys in Totem lake and waited for me, and then after eating in record time, we left. I came home and did chores and watched ManHunt :), but Matt is gone :'( I loved him. LOVED!
Tomorrow I am going to work out HARDCORE after school. I feel like a big lardo, its been like 3 days since I did any working out and ew..it sucks.

Thursday Math test, and Im supposed to dye Caitlins hair but I duno if she is gona do it herself..

AND JESSICA SIMPSON IS GONA BE ON TV FOR HER BIRTHDAY PARTY!!!!

IM SO EXCITED!

Friday I think Im getting 'kidnapped' by Chris and his friends for a Spanish thing, but I get free pizza for it so thats tight..
Saturday!!!! MY MOM LEAVES FOR WHISTLER!! Helllll yes! Im spending the night at Allisons house...and meeting this guy lol wierd situation, basically, Allisons crush wants to hook his friend up with me..ummm yeah, its gona be fun!
Sunday I gota study for my History test :( I hate those pieces of shit! Hopefully Ill get a higher grade this time!! (higher than a C)
Monday I have a history test and I duno what cool is happening that day

Tuesday I can use my computer again!! YAY!! AND Tuesday is a block day, Wednesday is a half day, and then we have the rest of the week off!! And my mom doesnt get home till Thanksgiving! SWEEEEEEET, parrrrrty lol

And Im off to study for my Chemistry test that I am no doubt going to bomb..


*^Hillary^*

I dont have too much time to write so this is gona be a fairly short post..
Yesterday I got in a fight with James and I duno whats going on now..Last night I went to Eileens house and hung out with Kevin and Adam..Came home at 10ish and talked to Cody on the phone from 12-3 AM! Interesting times lol..and then this morning I got up and cleaned the house and folded like 15 loads of laundry. Then I went to Bartells to pick out my new hair color, and this scary mexican guy followed me around the store, and I was looking at hair dyes and I felt somebody looking at me, so I looked up and he was standing in the isle across from mine looking over the shelf STRAIGHT at me! I was helllla freaked out cuz he wasnt even trying to hide, those isle things are short in bartells and he was like 2 feet from my face just staring! lol, and then this older guy that reminded me of Kevins dad walked behind me and whispered "leave it like it is" and I turned around and he winked at me..then he came back like 5 minutes later to ask if I was going blonde and help me pick out colors lol. FINALLY Eileen showed up to save me and we went to her house to dye our hairs. I put pure white bleach in her hair and we left it in for like half an hour, she washed it out then we dyed mine and I dyed hers and then washed mine out and she washed hers next...and her hair DID NOT CHANGE AT ALL. I dont know what the fuck is wrong with it. It willlll not do what we try to force it to. I feel bad for her, but my hair turned the ENTIRE shower purple, plus my forehead and neck and hands..lol. Bright purple too. Now it just looks blackish..but I like it unlike last time. Then I went to Allisons and talked to her for a while and got a purse (good lord I need one so bad!)..she is the luckiest girl in the world with the mom she has. And now Im getting ready and going to my end of the year soccer party :)! This post wasnt as short as I thought it would be but it only took me 8 minutes to type lol. Ok well yup, hope everyone has a great weekend :)

Hillary*

Yesterday was probably the most lazy day Ive had in like...5 months! I got up for school..put on some sweats, went to Chemistry..and then to the Veterans day assembly. Me Kristin Liz and Allison sat together, and we were kinda joking around and talking through the whole thing. Dan came cuz he's a veteran, and they introduced him to the school as my dad! I was so embarrassed that they actually made him stand in front of everyone cuz I told him he wouldnt have to; and cuz they basically pointed me out to everybody lol. But at the end, they played that "proud to be an american" song and told the school that someone from our school died in Iraq this week. So people started crying and freaking out, and we had a moment of silence, and then they just told us to go to class. It was horrible- I felt so bad for the people who knew the guy. We went to third period, and I got my math quiz back. :'( I did so shitty!!! I got 25/50 and I thought I did good. So I grabbed one of those tutor sheets, but I duno if Im gona use it. I might just ask some of my smart friends to tutor me. So after school got out (11 AM), I came home and did NOTHING lol. Actually I worked out and stuff but I didnt go anywhere. *James didnt tell me he had the day OFF!! Or I woulda gone over there and finished my job and got paid!!* lol. So then at like 9, I went to Eileens cuz she got her wisdom teeth out. Me her Caitlin and chantel just sat around for a while, then Cait and chantel left. Me and Eileen and Evan watched the south park video my spanish class friend gave me. "its alright??" "es adight.." haha...wow I love ghennifer lopez! I came home at 10 30, cuz thats my fucking curfew apparently, and I talked to James and Cody for SO LONG lol..like 2 hours. Those guys are confusing when it comes to what they think about the other one. But James might be taking tomorrow off so I can go there and hang out and finish my cleaning :)
Today I am supposed to hang out with Kraigles :) and my Spanish class friend..I think his name is Nathan or something. And Im gona go over to Jasons for a bit cuz I need to drop of his camera that Ive had for EVER, plus I miss him and havent hung out with him since last year..Then tonight I might be going to the play with Kristin and Liz and Allison. oh wait..no Im not cuz Kristin is getting her teeth out today. Shit why are so many people getting their wisdom teeth out?! Ok so maybe Im not doing anything tonight lol.
So this morning, my mom woke me up and said someone was on the phone for me..and I picked it up, and it was my aunt- she wants me to babysit from Dec. 20-Dec. 31..But Ill be home new years eve night..and they are going to pay me 50$ a day plus food! Im so excited! First of all I miss my cousins so much, I havent seen them in forever! And Ill get to stay with my grandparents and maybe hang out with Derrick (if he isnt with WES! yuckkkk lol) AND I will have hella money to pay off my insurance and gas..what is 50X11? $550!! shit thats a lot of money..The only bad thing about it is that Im not gona be here for like 5 of the days that Herrick is home visiting :'(. I miss my hairy dick so much..I would love to race him with my car lol..jk my car would explode probably cuz the speedometer stops at 85..lol
Ok I gota go for a run and start my day :)

Y Giggle Bunny * lol

ok so I am gona write about today..first period..mr Kjolso didnt show up, so Michelle, Allison, Janae and I were leaving to go to Starbucks..but then Terri came out and made us go back to class :( so I sat in health talking to Alli and studying for my spanish test. We had block periods and a 140 minute rebtime, so then after 1st period I went to 4th period, and took my spanish test. Ok the guys I talk to in that class are the funniest people!
"Damn Hillary where do you get all those pimped out pens??"
"walmart...lol they are like 5 bucks for 4"
"FIVE DOLARS!?" (sqeaky high pitched voice)
"Some taco flavored kisses for my hunnney!!" "taco taco burrito burrito!! sHe bop she bop you cant stop, taco taco burrito burrito, run across the border and you dont stop, taco taco burrito burrito and a soda pop!" - ghennifer lowpez
dont even ask me what it means. Its just fucking hillaryous. Im so glad we got some tight sophomores lol. So after that class, I met up with Kristin, Liz, Helen and Allison and we went to Bellevue square. Lol I dont know why I dont hang out with those girls 24/7 cuz they are the funnest people to be around. We went to the ATM, and Liz pulled up too far away from the stand thing, so she had to roll down the window and stretch ALL the way out of the car to put her card in lol. then on the way back to the mall, we passed the turn we wanted to take, so she tried to do a U turn in the middle of an intersection..but they just got a dif car yesterday so she wasnt used to turning, and we ended up doing more like a 12 point turnabout lol. Finally we got to the mall and started walking towards the cheesecake factory..then we realized they werent open after Allison stood there pulling on the doors for like 2 minutes. We went over to Red Robin and all of us started going in those revolving doors, and me and Liz saw that they werent open either, so we left there and went to Zupas. They werent open EITHER! so we went shopping and had some funny conversations about old people and weaves. We all decided we are not going to be ugly old women with perms. Then we went back to Zupas after it opened and we got 25% off cuz the guy who was cash registering was nice :) and everybody pigged out. Ew I had tofu..and it was the grossest thing ever. I didnt want to be rude and spit it out, so I just had to swallow a peice whole. Yuck I might as well just eat a condom or something else rubber. Never again. Then I broke the water machine and it started spraying iced tea in my cup..after we ate for 45 minutes, we left. We went to the bathrooms before we left the mall, and the stalls were SO COOL! They were huge and like a real bathroom for each stall! Helen was in one, I was in the middle and Liz was on the other end and I was like:
"whoa guys these are those sensor toilets that know when youre done!"
and then like a minute later I hear Liz's toilet flush, and she yells
"HEY!! I wasnt DONE!!"
hahaha it was the funniest thing, I duno why. We came back to school and before we got into the parking lot, all of the emergency lights on the car started flashing, and the clock went out and all the extra stuff started freaking out and we couldnt figure out why. so I think we drove down the street for like 1/2 a mile with our emergency blinkers on lol. We went to the last 10 mins of lunch and then went to class. It was a nice 2.5 hour field trip that the school doesnt even count as an absence! After school my mom said I couldnt do anything cuz I got home so late last night...damn. So basically I stayed home and did nothing. I had a long talk with Cody tho, and I think Im going over to their place on Friday :) that guy has already given me 2 nicknames lol. Or no..maybe three.. 57 (the ketchup), cleaning lady, and giggler. haha. Right, well Im off to work out and then Im going to bed.

Y Five Seven Y

Ill probably write in here again later tonight to talk about what I did today..lol fun times..but right now I just want to put in some funny ass lyrics. If you know any country songs, its funnier but even if you dont..its definately worth reading!

Breath:
I can smell the onions floating in the air
Must be something that u ate
I cant imagine how ur mouth must taste
Forgive me if I turn away
The slightest wiff just brings me to my knees
I almost pass out in ur arms
I need a gas mask every time u come near
and the halitosis starts
cuz I can smell ur breath
its choking me to death
the only one who doesnt know is u
heres some gum to chew, or baby theres no way ur kissing me
whatd u have for lunch
dont u ever brush
maybe a binaca blast or two is what Id suggest
cuz I can smell ur breath
bad breath
Its hard to be there when ur waking up
and that green cloud fills up the room
its worser than its ever been before and I know
and u know and everybody in a three mile radius knows
u should see a dentist soon
cuz I can smell your breath
its gaggin me to death
something must have died inside of u
what u outa do is chase a cert or two with listerine
even when ur gone the oder lingers on
Im buying u an oral-b and a jumbo tube of crest
cuz I can smell ur breath
cant u smell the funk thats floating in the air
it must be something that u ate..


Everybody is free to get sunburned:
Ladys and gentlemen with no class
get sunburned
if I could offer you one tip for the future
it would be get sunburnt
the long term effects have been proven by scientists
to cause premature aging swollen feet and melanoma
but what the hell
you gota die of something
youll have a healthy glow and you will look good for at least one summer anyways
the rest of this is philosophical nonsence that I will attempt to regurgitate at this time
enjoy the power and beauty of your babysitter
oh nevermind
you will not understand the power and beauty of your babysitter until you are too old to enjoy them, legally
take nude photos of yourself
trust me in 30 years thats the only way you will still be able to see your feet
you are every bit as fat as you imagine
worry about your future especailly if it doesnt look like your going to have one
it wont change the outcome
but it will create deep cavernous wrinkles along the forhead area
the real things that will ruin your life are the ones that would never cross your mind
but do cross 4 lanes of traffic and blindside your antique 79 green gremeline on monday morning rush hour
do something everyday that scares the living hell out of you-look in the mirror
dont be reckless with other people hearts
who knows, you may need theirs for a transplant some day
belch, just belch
dont waste your time on jeapordy
jerry springer is much more educational
remember the race is long and in the end your kness are shot, youre dehydrated and all you have to show for it is a paper number
remember compliments, there wont be many
dont forget insults, you may reuse them
keep your old love letters, especailly the dirty ones
who knows when you might need one for a good cheap thrill 0n a lonely saturday evening
feel guilty if you dont know what to do with your life
good golly miss molly you are almost fourty, get it together!
most of the people I know were in jail at the age of 22
heck some were in jail by the age of 13-they knew what they wanted to do
maybe you will marry
hopefully you wont
but if you do, one thing is for sure
you will be divorced and broken and homeless ecetra ecetra
maybe you will collapse in the reck room at the brittle hills old folks home while attempting the funky chicken in your depends
abuse your body
pierce and tattoo every imagineable orface you can
its the greatest instrument you will ever own
play the hell out of it
dance-preferably in a strip bar
you will make a heck of a living
dont read the directions
the guy who wrote them is probably illiterate and doesnt know as much as you do
read nudey magazines
dont look at the pictures, they may make you feel inadequate.
friends come and go
but some will stick around to bum off of you for the rest of your miserable minimum wage life
work hard to buy bread for the gaps in your teeth
cuz the older you get the more rotten they become
live in los vegas, wayne newton does
live in san fransisco but leave before it makes you hard
maybe you will have a trust fund
if you do, trust me youll have fun
maybe youll have a wealthy spouse
beleive me they will make you sign a prenup
dont mess too much with your privates
you wont go blind but by the time you are 40 theyll look 85
some people say money cant buy happiness
obviously theyre not shopping in the right places
like a downtown corner at 2 AM in the morning
and remember what you hid from your parents as kids
you will hide from your kids as parents
hey-but trust me about that sunburn


Hillary

Today was prettty fun! I left school at 2 so I could go to my interview at Petsmart...I thought it was petco until I was filling out the application lol. Anyways I duno how that went exactly..it didnt get off to a good start cuz the manager is a big BITCH. Then I went and turned in my application at TJ Maxx, and then Kristin Liz and Helen came over to show me Kristin n Liz's new car. SOO cute them lucky bitches. Then I went to Allisons house and hung out for a while..lol fun times and interesting conversations :). I came home and cleaned and then James called so I got ready and left for his place. Went to the mall, and called him when I got off the freeway to get directions and he WASNT HOME! So I went and hung out with his 2 roommates for like 2 hours. They are pretty damn awesome! I cleaned the kitchen..OH my GOd..you have NO IDEA! There were literally 6 economy size bags full of trash in their KITCHEN alone! And they dont have any sponges, so I had to MOP the counter! hahaha but luckily one of his roommates is the funniest person Ive ever met so he kept me laughing the whole time. Then James FINALLY got home and I had to run behind him on the way to the dumpster cuz he has such long legs. Then we went to Sherrys with Cody his roommate. Jesus. I laughed sooo hard you wouldnt beleive. James thinks he is the best at spitballing, so he tried to make a smiley face on the wall with them. Wow..Im gettin tired so I dont wana explain the WHOLE night but basically...James stole my keys and made me look like I had some kind of spaz problem, and Cody smacked my ass (or Tatooed it w/e) so hard I thought I was about to die lol..damn abusive people! Ok well Im goin to go to bed..tomorrow is gona be the easiest day ever at school..YESS...well at least till Wednesday lol

Y Hillary

Im too awake to go to sleep...and its almost midnight..damnit. This week is gona be so awesome! Its SUCH an easy week at school
Monday: regular day I think..but after school I have an interview and Im going to James's house
Tuesday: 100 minute rebtime (which kinda sucks cuz we have a bunch of seminars to go to but still!!! and some other wierd ass schedule changes..
Wednesday: school starts at 7:50 (normal) and we have a TWO HOUR veterans day assembly..and then school gets out at 10 45!! sweet!
Thurs + Friday- NO SCHOOL!

OK, so random thing that happened tonight..
I was talking to James' roommate about how messy their apartment is (its the messiest place in the world!)..and somehow him James and I decided Im going to clean it for them for 50 bucks! YESS! Sept Im NOT wearing the french maid outfit lol sorry boys! anyways I think Im going over there tomorrow night to do it..yay I geta see James :)

Hillary Y

These are the riskay balloon 'boquets' Caitlins loving mother put around the house!! haha

haha, Rhys told me she thought Id be sexy in those glasses..afraid not!

Me, Cait and Cait and Janelle(?)

I have been SO much more happy lately than normal, and everyone that knows me knows that Im usually REALLY happy!! I love it! lol, but Im bored right now cuz I dont have anything to do for the next couple hours besides homework, and thats just gay lol so Im gona write about my weekend.
Yesterday!! I went to school..had 3 tests..and homecoming pics came in at lunch. I got one of Kristin and Liz and one of Kristin with Egore (duno how to spell it)..awwww sooo cute. I need to get some more peoples this week but yeah..So many guys wore white tuxes. So after school, I met up with Eileen at Wendys and Brandon and Colleen were there too. We all got those hella tiny frosty things, and then I came home and did chores. Caitlin and Caitlin and Janelle(?) came and got me and we picked up Rhys. Of course we went the wrong way to Kirkland so it took like 20 extra minutes lol. We got to the movie theater, and some of Caits friends were already waiting, so the 9 of us went in to the theater. We were seeing "The Incredibles"...omg Im DEFINATELY buying that movie when it comes out. I laughed for like the last 20 minutes straight! That movie..jesus..haha I cant even explain the randomness or why its funny. I thought people were laughing at the movie too, but Rhys told me that the only reason she was laughing so hard is cuz I was laughing so hard so she couldnt help it. To quote her, "Hillary, I am in love with your laugh!". Then after the movie ended, we went to pizza at this little place in DTK. It was gooood! We went to Caitlins for presents and stuff and..HAHA omg I should post a picture of the balloons her mom put up!! I think I will in a minute but neways, we walked into the kitchen, and I went over by a wall and we were all talking..and then there was something touching my head so I turned and this HUGE long blue balloon poked me in the face. Everyone looked at it and we all realized how WRONG it looked...then we went into the other room and there was ANOTHER one up against the window with three little balloons around it! HAHA ! We all just started laughing and her mom took one of them down to try to fix it..but it ended up making it look even worse. Some more people showed up, and we hung out at her house until like 10..Thig called me up around 9 and Rhys answered and talk to him like she was me for about 5 mins before he realized haha. And I called some random guy in Janelles phone and he asked who I was- I was like "This is Hillary! Isnt this Jesse?" and he said "yeah...whos this?" And I was like "HILLARY!!" and he goes "OHHH HEY!!!" haha (if you dont get why thats funny..I havent ever met or talked to that guy before..) Then we started to leave. We got in Caits rental car and she started backing up...and then I was like "you should turn the wheel the other way cuz ur about to hit the truck.." and then we all realized she already had hit the truck. We just had the music up loud or something so we didnt notice. But we pulled forward and thought it was just a tiny bump...but it took like 5 seconds of metal scraping to 'dislodge' (lol) from the other car. Luckily her parents didnt hear us lol and there werent any noticable probs with either car..SO off we went to drop people off. I came home and talked to James for a while :) according to him, Im 'doable AND dateable' lol, good to know! I wonder when we are gona hang out again, I think I am gona like him a lot by the next time we do tho..Im not sure if Im up for getting let down by another guy tho so...eh w/e..hes SO hot I dont think I have a choice in the matter lol- plus he said I get no choice cuz I OWE him something lol. nvm that..
Today I got up at 9 cuz my mom called. we all took our cars over to Safeway and filled up on gas cuz we got a 6 cent per gallon discount for one purchase, and we are cheap asses so we lined up and got all 3 cars filled at once. HA ghetto style. Then I came home and filled out some applications...and Kevin IMed me. after talking with him for a while, I called Eileen to yell about it, and she was like "oh thats kinda my fault..come to my work so I can explain.." SOO I took my applications and went there. When I walked in, she came out with this CUTE ass little pink cake that she made for me! It was soooo cute wow. So I stayed there and hung out with her Anna and Monica for TWO HOURS and then went and turned in my applications to the theater and TGI fridays. I came back, and BANANA woman walked in!! She got her 2 TUBS of nasty banana ice cream with bananas mixed in. yuck. Then as I was leaving, Lauren walked in. I guess Cold Stone is the hangout for my friends..lol. I stayed a bit longer and then left for Woodinville. ....I got lost going there. I got off the wrong exit..and then thought I could fix it so I went down the WRONG street and ended up at the soccer feilds.. I FINALLY got there, and turned in the application...and then came home. Thig called me and I might be hanging out with him tomorrow..duno tho. Now I gota work out, take a shower, and get ready for Victor's show. after the show, Im MAYBE hanging out with Kristin and Liz for a while, and then Im going ICE SKATING!! omg Im so excited! I havent been ice skating since I quit in 6th grade. But since we met that zamboni guy last weekend carving pumkins lol, he said we can come anytime and go for free! Damn I wish my pretty skates still fitted me..oh well lol. Eileens spending the night too. :)

alright I better get going on that whole working out thing...

I like a man who is crazy about me
I like a man who can live wouthout me too
Dont want a man like a shadow on the ground
With nothing else to do but follow me around
Tender in love, tough in a fight
Thats what I like about you

*Hillary*

If my world keeps on going like it has been lately, I am going to have the BEST life EVER!!!

I drove to school today and yesterday and had a lot of fun..but Im too lazy to write all about yesterday cuz Im too happy about today :)

So today, I got up at 5 to study for my history test..went to school, gay boring classes of course..lol, went over to Allisons and got her health book from her and then came home. At like 4, I left and met up with James. We went to his place and hung out, and it was really cool cuz it wasnt akward or anything. And I met one of his room mates, wow lol I could seriously get along with them EASY! At 6, I left and started coming home, which turned out to be an issue. Lol but thats no suprise; who in their right mind would give me a car and send me out on a freeway without specific directions? (ok I know James told me some directions but..) So finally I got home and then Eileen and I went to Safeway to buy her hair dye. Omg we got in a screaming match in the isle lol. I love that we can full on yell at eachother one minute and then the next be laughing about it. haha, so then the night got like 10000 times funnier because when I walked in the door..shalia was here. Then her boyfriend showed up, who is just as funny.

I have NEVER laughed so hard in my entire life than I did today!

This was the first time I ever hung out with Shalias boyfriend, and it was cool. Hes nice and Eileen thinks he's THE HOTTEST GUY shes seen in a while lol..

ok anything I write from now on will make absolutely no sense cuz im soo tired, so I might as well shut up

but I have to say, I definately hate having crushes on people....its no fun when you dont know how the other person feels.

*Hillary*

this was the best day Ive had in a long long time!

WOW! It is gona be one BUSY ass week for me! Lets see
Today:
I got my insurance activated..its only gona be 35 dollars more than I was planning for..DAMNIT! lol $105.16 a month..
Tomorrow:
I get my proof of insurance in the fax and I can officially drive wherever I want!
Wednesday:
Alderwood Mall..shopping with James :) and applying for a job at Club Libby Lu!
Thursday:
1st quarter ends at school...my last days of freedom..Lord knows my mom will be taking away my car the minute she sees my C's in Spanish and Math..
Dying Eileens hair (yes. I AM doing it!!)
Friday:
DUH! My soccer girl Caitlin's birthday party!! lol Im making her a coool ass card!
Saturday and Sunday:
dunno yet but I think hanging out with Thig one of them days..


Ill try to write more often, Ive only written like 2 times in the last week..lol


OH AND next week is a 2.5 day school week!! and the next week is also short. and the next week, me and Caitlin are off to WHISTLER! so for that week I only go to school like 3 days cuz the rest of the time..thats right...meeting HOT guys !!! lol right Cait? all the janitors setting up for snowboarding season lol


*Hillary*