Song lyrics are are what Im going to put in here today. I wish my mind could just clear itself, or make itself up.. :( Dont think its that big of a deal..its just lyrics, unless its blue, then I wrote it..

How could the one I gave my heart to break my heart so bad? How could the one who made me happy make me feel so sad? Wont somebody tell me so I can understand, if you love me, how could you hurt me like that? How could the one who said "I love you" say the things you say? How could the one I was so true to just tell me lies? How could you be so cold to me when I gave you everything? How could you just walk out the door, how could you not love me anymore? I thought we had forever, I cant understand.. If you loved me how could you do that to me?

Looking back, on the memory of the dance we shared beneath the stars above, for a moment all the world was right. How could I have known, that youd ever say goodbye? And now Im glad I didnt know the way it all would end, the way it all would go. Our lives are better left to chance, I could have missed the pain, but I would have had to miss the dance.
*All I can think of for this song is that night at the park looking at the stars..thats the best memory I have*

Im going crazy just thinking about you lately...

I never had noone that I could count on. Id been let down so many times. I was tired of hurting, so tired of searching till you walked in to my life. It was a feeling Id never known, and for the first time I didnt feel alone. Youre more than a lover, there could never be another to make me feel the way you do. We just get closer, I fall in love all over everytime I look at you. Youre my best friend

I miss you, is your heart still mine? I been needing you, been wanting you..I wana cry sometimes but I know I gota live and make it somehow..

I know nothing stays the same, but if you are willing to play the game, its coming around again..so dont mind if I fall apart. I beleive in love, what else can I do?

Everytime I look in anothers eyes, I see you

sometimes a song can touch a nerve, it takes me back to you. Every now and then, some little thing Ive burried comes bubbling up, and once in a while it feels close enough to touch. I miss you a little ever since youve been gone. A few little memories keep hanging on.
"goodnight babe, I love you"
laying in your lap at the park in the middle of the night
long lasting hugs
you laughing at my 'shivers' then trying to say they're cute
sleeping with u in the tent during the wind storm in Lake Chelan
lots of swimming pools and 'testing out matresses'...lol..I mean..what?!