Last night I finally went for it..Kevin and I dyed my hair DARK! Its so so sO SO dark its like 1/2 a shade away from being black. I dont really like it that dark, but I am so glad I did it because I am so sick of blonde growout problems..I hope it fades into more of a brownish..So today I went and babysat. Jake is Kelly's son and he was there. Nothin big happened there. Then Kevin and I went to Jamba Juice and I got an aloha pineapple smoothie..and he went and got wendys, I got fries that were so nasty and crunchy. I bit into one and it exploded all over me and the car. haha! I went and worked out with Eileen, and talked to Caitlin and Chantel for a while cuz they were at Manna, they all saw my hair and liked it basically but we all agree its really dark..
 
well...Kevin just told me he loves me.  Its been a while since I heard that one
phatfarmones: I love u
giggins2: ?
giggins2: are you serious
phatfarmones: Im serious
 
Tomorrow Im babysitting then working out then I dont know..prolly cashing my check and paying my sister off and more to my mom.. anyways Im hella tired so Im off to bed
 
Just one more thing I realized tonight when I was outside calling for Rockia..I have no reason to ever call out her name ever again..cuz she will never respond...Im so sad for losing her, I feel like its all my fault, if I had just brought her to bed with me last Sunday night.
 
the change in my life is going good...I feel a whole new me coming out
 
Hillary*