Kelly Comes Home On Saturday!!

(he has only been gone like 2 days..lol)

So Ive obviously become really distant from this blog. Its not something intentional, but my computer at home is broken and so the only internet I have access to is on my moms comp..which I would rather not leave traces of this website on because it could lead to me getting in major trouble for talking about all the things I do in here. Anyways, Im in Anacortes babysitting right now, and I usually leave little blog entries on my Myspace, so I am going to post those entries on this page in case anybody is wondering how my life has been for the last few weeks!

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July 9th: Im sooo happy!! Us girls got together and worked out the issues that we were having with eachother, and yesterday was fucking awesome!
Funniest part of last night - sex talks! omg lol and that erotic story that we read. WTF I will never in my life look at a nerdy librarian the same way! lol
Im so happy we got all this shit worked out!
Hillary

July 13: Tonight was freaking AWESOME ! After work, Chantel, Caitlin, Eileen and I went to the beach and went swimming. It was hella fun. Then Chantel and I went on some wild n crazy excapades (w.c?) all over town and laughed our asses off. We went to see when the Totem Lake carnival starts (thursday at 3. Everyone go at 9ish tho!), and the guys running it were begging us to come hang out with them..but we said no that we would come back on Thurs and then Chantel did her gangster hand signal and said "PEACE OUT!" hahaha. Then we took a wrong turn and ended up in Billys parking lot. So we went up and said hey to him and Beth (Beth has some awesome new hair color) and then we went to work and hung out for a while. There was a very interesting party of people in there ... ... and then we went to Eileen's. Parrrrty! Omg so we had to take Truffles on a walk, and Cait and I were in our wet swim suits and shit, so we wrapped ourselves in a blanket (two of us in one blanket..we looked fucking awesome!) and went hobbling down the street. It worked for a while, but then we tripped on some unknown thing, and both almost toppled down a hill. But we started laughing sooo hard that I realized I needed to pee. All I have to say about that is :
" Put your hands on the fence!!!"
Hope everyone else had as fun(ny) of a day as I did!
Careful how you treat me baby; I don't think I'll accept your sorry invitation:Close the door as you leave

July 18th: The weather outside is CRAZY BEAUTIFUL! Today I went to the beach with Kelly, Kevin, Kristin and Liz and we swammmm and tannnned and went to kidd valley. Dont get a pineapple shake from there. They are impossible to drink with a straw! Then I dropped everyone off at their houses and Kelly and I watched NEWLYWEDS at my house in the cool temperature downstairs! THEN when he went to work, I cut me some cantelope and laid in my back yard reading my book. awww what an awesome day! Now Im gona work out for a bit if Dan will get off the X box, and then take a shower and get ready for what the night will bring! What a great day!
Hillary

July 22nd: Im having some serious ISSUES coping with the idea of something that is going on in my life..I dont know why but I just can NOT accept it to be true..and I cant bring myself to talk to anyone about it. Everything is going so great and this summer has been the best one that Ive ever experienced...but this one thing is seriously tearing me apart. And it really shouldnt be at all. Its really hard to explain how or why I dont have faith in it, but there are just too many small things happening that make the situation Im in seem unbelievable.
I guess all I can do is hope this feeling fades away soon..before I cant take it anymore and I do something I might come to regret.
Wierd as it may sound after that rant..today was SPECTAC! and I had so much fun at Lake Wenatchee with all you cool cats that went! We should def. do it again!

Yesterday!! Tomorrow is a BIG day for me! And for Barbie AKA Caitlin! TOmorrow is her 17th bday and everyone is going to wild waves to celebrate. Oh, except for ME of course because I am going to be driving up to Anacortes and babysitting all day. BUT at 5 PM, I am hopping in my car and driving my ass over to her place so we can have a party at night! IM SO EXCITED! and then we are spending the night at her hosue and going to the beach the whole next day. That is until 4 when I work. I have so many hours next week..its great!! And then KELLY will be coming home hopefully! And Tava (Dans daughter) is bringing her >1 month old baby over to stay with us for 10 days! Im sooo exxcited! I Looooove little babies! And then I might be going to Ross Lake with Chantels fam and Caitlin from the 8th to the 11th..and then babysitting on the 12th, and then CHELAN FROM THE 13th TILL THE 20TH!! And then babysitting until school starts. omg how gay is that? my whole summer is planned out until school starts again. I want to CRY! and look, Kelly is only mentioned in there ONCE! I better be going camping with him at the beginning of August like we are planning, or I just might die!! lol J/K..!


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So yeah life is going pretty great right now. Chelan is in less than three weeks, and we got an RV site reserved today! I just washed my car and the Marquee emblem fell off of the back :'( so I need to get me some auto glue and put that shit back together! Anyways Time to get DRUNNK tonight!! lol have a good time until I post again!


Hillary :)

I havent written forever, but heres an update:
My grandpa is out of the hospital and doing great. I think Kelly and I are driving up there on Monday to go to the beach and see how everything is going around Anacortes.
Kristin, Liz, Chantel, Helen and I almost got in a humongous fight the other night after Chantel Helen and I went and jumped in the lake. We didnt call the twins and they got pissed on top of other things that were bothering us all. So we decided we needed to have a talk and figure it out. Heres how it went!!!

Im sooo happy!! Us girls got together and worked out the issues that we were having with eachother, and yesterday was fucking awesome!
I got up and went to Starbucks to meet with Chantel Helen and the twins..but we decided that wasnt a good place to talk, so we went to Helen's cabana and sat in a big circle and had like a therapy session. lol. I came home and cleaned and did laundry for a while, then Caitlin and Eileen came over to make posters for Caitlins STP bike race thing. Chantel and Kelly also came over a little bit later.. I worked from 5-8 serving, and then Chantel and I came back to my house to get my clothes..We went to Kristin and Liz's and had a baking partty ! We made rice crispy treats and pecan bars for Lynns bake sale, and Kristin and I went to the new safeway to get s'mores fixins. Jessica Simpson had some hella cute pictures in Elle Magazine, so I bought it :) and then we all sat around talking about random stuff alllll freaking night. Helen came over at like 10 a couple hours..and then we decided that we wanted to sleep in the garage house out back. We grabbed a bunch of blankets and magazines and stuff and lugged ourselves out there. Jeff and two of his friends showed up, so Liz and I arranged the matresses (well we thought we were arranging them so that there would be two; but really, we were just seperating the box spring from the matress..) and tried to make our bed while Chantel brushed her teeth and Kristin brought Jeff and his friends in. We all sat on the big bed talking until like 1 30 and then Jeffs friend wanted to leave. When the guys were walking out, Kristin and Liz's step dad saw the guys and told their mom, so their mom came in and was like "WHAT IS GOING ON? THERE WERE JUST THREE BOYS OUTSIDE!" I was hellla scared we were gona be in trouble, but we just told her they stopped by to see what was up and then left..Chantel, Kristin, Liz and I sat and talked about the funniest shit until 3. Then we switched sleeping positions like 100 times and I ended up sleeping with Kristin on this tiny ass twin matress thing. It was actually pretty comfortable until the room started ringing like a phone but nobody knew where the noise was coming from.
This morning Chantel had to leave early for Oregon with Caitlin, so Kristin Liz and I slept until 10 40 and then made crepes for bfast. And then we went to the beach!!! haha funny times there..but yeah a huge black cloud came and hovered over us after we were tanning for about half an hour..so we had to leave. Now Im home and about to clean the house and then I work tonight. After work I might go to Studio B with Kristin Liz and Helen, but Im not sure if my mom will let me out that late..we will see!
Im so happy we got all this shit worked out!
Hillary

Im about to order a bikini from a catalog! I finally found one that I think is cute~~ and its only 20$~ holy shit!! Then Im taking a shower, and Kelly is coming over to watch a movie :) Im excited! I heard this song today and I love love love it so Im posting the lyrics cuz they make me happy!

Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be loves suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life

And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're My Survival, You're My Living Proof
My love is alive and not dead

Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
And I've dropped out, I've burned up,
I fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said
The greatest fan of your life.

Im so worried about my grandpa. We found out that he is at the very highest level stage 3 colon cancer. There are only 4 stages, and hes like 1 week from stage 4. :'( Shalia and I were planning to go visit him in the hospital today, but he is too sick for visitors and doesnt want to see anybody. Not even the nurses. My family needs my grandpa so much. Especially Shalia and I; he is the only loving male influence she and I have ever known. All this worry and we cant even call him to tell him we love him..

There's some things in this world
You just can't change
Somethings you can't see
Until it gets too late
When all your love is gone
Who will save me
From all I'm up against out in this world?
Maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something
That's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don't receive you
You should turn yourself around
And come on home
I got a hole in me now,
I got a scar I can talk about
Some things in this world
Man, they don't make sense
Some things you don't need
Until they leave you
And they're things that you miss
God's sake turn around
Yeah, come on home

If I could only hold you now
make the pain go away
cant stop the tears from running down my face
how am I going to be strong without you?
I need you by my side
In the end you wave goodbye,
dont know what Id do
I keep trying to find my way
Im lost without you
I keep trying to face the day

As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die toI'd die too