Damn..this last month has been absolutely freaking INSANE! I havent written in more than a week, but I want to talk about every single one of the days lol cuz they have been THAT awesome! soo here we go!

• Monday June 20- Went to school and took my law and justice final and then after school I went home to meet up with Chris H. He came and got me and we met up with Eileen in down town Kirkland. The three of us went out to eat at TGI fridays, Eileen and I shared some fish-n-chips while Chris drank a corona..lol. After we ate and hung out at ColdStone for a while, Chris dropped me off at home and got a look around at my house. My mom told me that my car was ready to be picked up from the shop and that the guy fixed it for free (!!!) so Chris drove me down to Bellevue to get it. I got my shit ready and then went to my sisters house. We washed our cars in her driveway until Analena showed up, then we went to Subway for dinner. :) yumm veggie patty. After dinner I went to work for movie night, which was not as cool as we had expected..but not that many people showed so that could be part of the reason. Kelly came by to say hi but his mom called him and so he had to leave before he even got out of his car. I went home around 12 30 AM and went to bed.
• Tuesday 21- LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! I woke up at 7 30 ish and took a shower and got dressed. Caitlin was texting me like crazy about how I needed to get my ass to school before 2nd period cuz she was going to be bored in there all by herself, so I hurried getting ready and then left for school. When I pulled up she called me and was like "uhh nevermind we are leaving" so I went to the councilor to make sure about my classes for next year, and then her Chantel and I went SHOPPING! We went to Fred Meyers and to Old Navy in Crossroads, and then we found this hella awesome store on the side of the road..and we shopped there for a while. We came back to Kirkland and I drove up to Kelly's house. At 11, Kristin Liz Chantel Caitlin Kelly and I met up at RedRobin for lunch. That was fun times, laughing and talking and just having fun. Kelly and I went to Target to try and buy Beauty and the Beast, but the movie has been put in the Disney vault, so we just hung out at his house after that..and then we both had to work. After work I went over to Caitlins house cuz thats where the end of the year party was going on haha. Wow they had a bonfire in her barbeque and drunken people running all over the cold-e-sac. Cait said her mom might come home and call peoples parents, but she was really too drunk to give a fuck..so Chantel and I looked up Tommys new girlfriend in the year book and shit talked her to make Chantel feel better :( and then Caits mom showed up. Somebody shoved a bottle of Skyy vodka into my humongous purse trying to hide it, and then we all had to leave cuz Caits mom wanted to sleep. So Kelly, Kevin, Kelsey(?), Leah, Ameer and I went to the park where a womans corpse was dropped a few years ago. Sick, but we had fun. Kelly drank the skyy from my purse and I had a sparks. I ended up laying right on top of Kelly cuz the ground was wet and I didnt want to mess up my clothes, and he was already laying down lol. So then everybody split up and Kelly and I drove down to a really nice neighborhood and sat in his car playing a music trivia game on his ipod.
• Wednesday 22!! omg what a big day! My mom and Dan left for Mexico at 4 AM on Weds morning. I got up and Kelly called to see if I wanted to have a movie day. (it was raining outside). so I went and got him and he brought his playstation (to play DVDs on) and a bunch of movies. We camped out in my moms room all day watching Shrek 2 and some warrior movie. Then we went to Starbucks and I got a RASBERRY LEMON LOAF! mmmm :) and then we rented Beauty and the Beast. I dropped him off at home cuz I had to work (serving shift!). Chris came in to see me towards the end of my shift, so I told him to hang around and we could do something when I got off. Kelly and I were supposed to hang out but Kelly texted me saying that he had to go pick up his sister from Bellevue so he wouldnt be available until like 10 30. When I got off work Chris and I went to BaskinRobins and I got some daquiri ice. :) Then I went home and read the National Enquirer until Kelly called to say he was home. So I went and met up with him in the parking lot of Kingsgate 5 pool. He got in the car and said he wanted to clear something up really quick, and then he pulled out a dozen yellow roses and asked me out! it was sooo cute! We went to my house and watched the beauty and the beast, and then got ready for bed. We laid in my bed talking all night..sept he fell asleep for like an hour until my moms alarm clock went off at 3AM. From 3-5 15 we laughed and talked and stuff. funnnnn night! I dropped him off at home around 5 30 and then drove to Anacortes for babysitting.
• Thursday 23 ..I babysat and slept! lol I was freaking worn out..but Michaela went to a friends house and Kingston and I went grocery shopping and to Washington park. We walked the 3 mile loop and then sat at the top look out for a while. I went to bed at like 9 that night..
• Friday 24- the kids and I went to the beach and burried eachother in the sand. Other than that, it was an uneventful afternoon. When Eileen got home from work, I went over to my grandparents house to see how everything was going with my gramps. I visited with them for about an hour, and then left to drop off some Tshirts and Donnas house. I got home around 7 30 ish and went shopping with my sister at Victorias Secret. I got a bunch of new thongs, and some perfume powder stuff that smells HELLA good! Then Caitlin and Chantel and I went munchie shopping at Safeway, and came to my house to have our three person party. All I know is I HAD SO MUCH FUN! lol at 12 30 Cait had to go home to get ready for Arizona, so Chantel and I went to Josh's house and hung out. We ended up going to his boat and sitting there for a while doing nothing...We finally got back to my house around 2 AM and Chantel and I passed the F out.
• Saturday 25- I got up pretty early cuz I had to clean up the mess in my house. Chantel left around 10 30 to go sign up for summer school, and then Chris AND GREGALEG came to get me. We went out to breakfast at Denny's (high class I know) and talked for a long time. I hadnt seen Greg in like 6 months or something, so we had a lot of catching up to do. After we ate, Greg had to leave for a camping trip, so Chris brought me home. We were thinking of going to see a movie, but when we pulled up to my house, Kevin was standing at my front door. So I said bye to Chris and then Kevin and I went into my house. We sat and talked for a while cuz we needed to clear up some of the confusion over the Kelly situation. Now its all good and Im really happy because Kevin and I still have our friendship, and I know now that Kevin WANTS to hear about whats going on, it doesnt make him jealous or anything. he just wants "to be informed". So after our talk, we went to Mervyns and I was looking for a bikini, but there were not very many left to choose from. I ended up buying ANOTHER thong lol and then he dropped me off at home so I could get ready for work. I worked from 4-8 and then picked up Lauren and Joe, we went shopping for alcohol and then went to Rachaels house. Lauren started throwing some sort of hissy fit, so her and Joe left and Rachael and I sat talking for a long time. I love that girl, we have so much in common, but we differ in our beleifs on a lot of things so its easy to get lost in conversation. We talked until 2 in the morning and then I went home cuz she was going to some after party where her boytoy was.
• Sunday 26- when I woke up I called my sister to see if she was going to see my grandparents that day. She was, so I jumped in the shower and got ready while she came over and ate our food. We left and spent the whole day with my grandma and grandpa. Gramps cant eat, so we left him home for a while and went out to lunch and to an antique mall. Grandma let Shalia drive her car (I'd driven it last time I was there) and then we went back and hung out with my grandpa some more. At 6 30 ish Shalia and I left to come home. My mom and Dan were home when I got back :(, I read the National Enquirer and talked on the phone with Kevin for a long time..then went to bed.
• Monday 27- Kelly called me and woke me up. I think we rented Dont Be a Menace and watched that at my house then played cards for a while and then in the afternoon we went to Ameers house. haha that was fun times..I went home and looked over my SAT scores with my mom for a while..we concluded that I did pretty good. In math I got better than 73% of the nation, and in Reading/Writing I got better than 85% of the nation. I was pissed when I first saw those scores, because I usually do hella good on standardized (its sad when I try to say Im smart but I cant even spell the word Im using to describe it...) tests..but whatever the test was early in the morning lol and thats my excuse. After that I went to get Kelly and him and I headed over to Rachaels house. Wow. Wasted night! haha it was sooooooo much fun!!! Kelly left me with a hicky tho :'( and we lost his cell phone sometime over the course of the night..we left to go home around 12 cuz my mom wanted me to be home by 12 AT THE LATEST. I was only 20 mins late lol. Kelly is funny, he is SO scared of doing something to piss her off so he made up this elaborate story that I could call and tell her when I got home. (she was in Anacortes seeing my grandpa) I drank water and went to bed when I got home..
• Tuesday! YESTERDAY! omg we are getting close to me shutting up! lol. I got up at 10 30 and went to Kelly's house. We laid in his bed and talked until like noon..and then went downstairs and made some bfast. we went to the bank so I could get money, and then we went to Alderwood mall. I pulled him into victorias secret for like 5 minutes but they didnt have the shirt I want, so he pulled me out just as quick lol. We ran into Kyle and then Kelly bought some sunglasses and we went to my place. I got the mail, but no report card yet.. :(. Kelly and I helped Dan rip out the carpet downstairs, and then I dropped him off at home and worked until 8 30. Oh GOD I am not even going to get into detail about last night at work. It was fucking insane and we closed at 10 so we could install a new oven. Kelly came and got me from there and we went to Rachaels house to get his cell phone..it was under the couch cushion.. Then we went to Mark Twain park in Kirkland. We swung on the swings and then started calling people to see what was goin on. NOTHING! We decided to go see Batman Begins..so we came to my house and asked my mom and everything, then went to drop of Kellys car at his house. But we were driving behind this slow ass driver, not even kidding they were going MORE than 10 mph below the speed limit..so by the time we left Kellys house we had 2 minutes to get to Redmond. Instead we went to Woodinville, and saw Twitchell! *Alex..* and we decided to see Bewitched. That movie is so funny omg, I laughed SOOO hard at one point. It ended around 12 10, so I dropped Kelly off at home and then came home and slept.
• TODAY! I am up and have been writing this thing for like an hour now..and Im about to hop in my car and get my ass to the gym. Its been WAY too long! Im gona run and run and lift weights for like 2 hours..until I have to come home and get the mail. I dont know whats going on tonight, but I think Kevins calling me around 4 with some ideas. Sweet lol..hope everybody else is having a good SUMMER!

<3 Hillary

So I got one of these survey things off of myspace, and I dont want to answer all the questions so im going to erase the ones I dont like and then leave interesting ones. Theres supposed to be 75 questions so ignore the numbers..
1. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others? teeth
4. Have you had braces? yeah
5. Do you pluck your eyebrows? Yup freaking all the time
7. When was the last time you had a hickey? Uhh not in a long time
9. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc..? AIM
10. If so, how many people are on your list(s)? 193
11. If you could live in any past time period, which would it be? I like the age I live in. But probably the 50's because the men were so gentlemanly. Even if they didnt feel that way on the inside, they respected women for the most part.
14. What is your favorite fruit? mmm, mangoes, honeydew melon, star fruit, pineapples, papaya, passion fruit, watermelon....I love them all!
16. What is your favorite place to visit? the bahamas. Oh god Im in love with tropical places!
17. What is the last movie you saw? Mr. And Mrs. Smith with Kelly and Geoff. Gooood movie!
19. Are you photogenic? not at all
26. Did you like or do you like high school? I am growing attatched. Im soo scared for next summer when Im kicked out into the world with only myself to rely on
28. When you are asleep do you like being kissed awake? Im yet to experience that. But Im sure it would be great!
30. Do you want to live to be 100? depends on how the world is working at that time. If its a depressioon and i have no loved ones left, then hell no. But if my husband is still alive and I have grandchildren to enjoy, then of course!
31. Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair? Its not up to me what society expects. But I expect myself to shave and I think its nasty when I dont..
33. Is a flat stomach important to you? its important for me to have a flat stomach..I think its hot on guys but Ive dated a few "butterballs" haha
35. Are you loyal? 100%
36. Are you tolerant of other people's beliefs? as long as they are tolerant of mine and dont try to press theirs on me
37. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? off!! Gotta set the mood you know
40. Do you like your nose? um I guess. Im not in line to get a nose job anytime soon or anything
41. Do you like abstract art? yes...
42. Do you think you can draw well? I like drawing abstract things so I guess..cuz nobody knows what its supposed to be anyways
44. Do you like to watch cartoons? oh GOD yes!
45. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real? young. My sister tried to convince me he wasnt real and then when I started crying cuz I was so frusterated that she didnt beleive, she pulled me into my moms room and showed me all the presents in my moms closet. It was one of the many horrible things my sister did to me when I was little
46. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet? umm 30+
47. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety? its all about the flip flops that match your outfit.
48. Do you write poetry? I used to write poetry a lot. like every day but now I dont have time and i dont have as much drama that I need to get out of my head. plus, when there is drama i just write about it in here!
50. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides? I think front and sides
51. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler? I think poodle cuz they are so fluffy and cute
53. Do you use an electric can opener? haha yeah right
55. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? emotional
57. Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed? oh god so many people claim to have so many problems nowadays. The only thing thats wrong with them is that they need to much attention and want to feel important.
58. Do you prefer a piano or a violin? I hate listening to both. Its like cruel and unusiual punishment.
59. Are you a sex addict? no
60. Do you know someone who has cancer? my mom and grandma have skin cancer. And my sister I think has some other kind of skin cancerish thing..and 2 of my aunts have had breast cancer. :( sad times
62. Do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants? ignoring the money part of it, I like expensive restaurants that are laid back. I like The Melting Pot. mmm my favorite restaurant lol even tho I dont eat cheese anymore
65. Are you basically a happy person? at this point in my life I am so far beyond happy its amazing! (besides the whole car situation..)
66. Are you tired? Nope! Ive slept in till noon today and yesterday!
67. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today? havent dranken or eaten anything yet today
69. How many phones do you have in your house? I THINK 3 ground lines and 3 cell phones
70. How long is your hair? umm a little bit past my shoulders
72. What color of eyes do you prefer? green or blue or hazel. Im not a brown eyes lover
73. Are you an active person?I dont think so
74. What medications do you take? none
75. What does your bedroom look like? light pink on the top half, a white border across the middle, and BRIGHT pink on the bottom half!

And my weekend has been freaking unexplainably amazing. I hope things go this way for a longggg time. Long Long Long time. :) Anyways Im off to drop my car off at the repair shop and hope it doesnt cost more than 200$ to fix.

Hillary

Yesterday was freaking CRAZY! I got up for school at 7 cuz Kevin was outside my house waiting to pick me up. (my car is a pice of shit and wont even get me to school anymore) I went to my Chem final and on problem number 2 out of 100, my calculater died. It was TERRIBLE. So I did all the math in my head which was probably not too good either since Ive started to rely on my calculator to do things a simple as multiplication tables and adding. After that, Caitlin and I went to the library to study for my Spanish test. I practiced my speech with her for the whole 50 minutes (ended up getting 27.5/30), and then went to Spanish and BOMBED the final . It was horrible. After school Kevin and I went to his house so he could get his work clothes, then we came here and hung out till 4. Then I drove my car and went in to work and hung out till 5 30 when I clocked on. I was a server so I worked till 9 30 ish and then Kelly came to get me. We went to Geoff's house and decided we wanted to go to a movie, so we looked up the times, piled into Kellys truck and drove to Woodinville. We saw Mr and Mrs Smith. It was really good, there was a lot of action in the movie which I usually get bored of, but it had a good story line so I was really into it. When the movie was over, Geoff had to go to the bathroom so Kelly and I waited downstairs and talked. He put his arm around me :) and then we dropped off Geoff, and Kelly took me to work so I could get my car. I got home around 1 20 and then at 1 50 Kelly texted me and was like "hey I had fun tonight, but next time we should go just me and you. Night beautiful!" awwwww it was so cute lol. And then I slept until NOON! Thank god for weekends!

Anyways I think that today Dans harley driving friends are going to show up and stay with us for a while. My aunt is bringing over my cousins right now so I can babysit them while her and my mom go to home depot and shop. haha. Tonight I work from 4-8 and then Kelly and I are hanging out. I dunno what we are going to do, probably go to Daniels if people are there. Tomorrow I cant go to Anacortes because my car doesnt work well enough, so instead I am driving it to Bellevue and leaving it at this car repair place. Lord knows how Im paying for THAT one!

SCHOOL IS OUT IN LESS THAN 2 DAYS!

Hillary

Today sucked ass. Sept Ameer told me that Kelly might ask me out. That and the text message I got from Kelly waking me up were pretty much the only highlights.

Tomorrow I have 2 finals which I havent studied for whatsoever. And I dont plan on it either. Fuck school.

MY LIFE IS AMAZING right now! That is, besides the fact that my car breaks down literally every time I press down on the gas OR break pedal..and Im starting to like Kelly..
Yesterday I came to school and got my math final back, I GOT A B-!! I was so happy about that. After school I worked from 4-8 CSR, then dropped Brandon off at home (and my car broke down like 5 times in front of his house so we were cracking up so hard). After that I went to Caitlins and did homework with her and Chantel until 1AM. Fucking shit I had so much to do! Chantel and I took a ritalin and we all drank some rockstars, and I ended up emailing Kelly something really embarrassing. I felt drunk half the time lol. I went home at 1, and laid in my bed until 6 this morning. I dont think I got a wink of sleep, and I was starving the whole night so that didnt help. Today I got up and ate some apple sauce then hopped in the shower. I went to Caitlins and her Chantel and I carpooled to school. Im hanging out in first period now waiting for class to end..its the last real day of school before Im a senior!! Cait Chantel and I had a huge talk about our goals for summer, and we are definately going to have a BOMB ASS TIME! omg Im excited! The rest of the week looks like:
I have a 5 hour serving shift tonight (TIPS!) and then I am going to the gym with Cait and Lauren for the member party thing.
Tomorrow I work from 3-6 and then Caitlin is coming over to spend the night so we can study for our Chemistry final.
Friday I have my Spanish and Chem final, and then I work until 9. Then Kelly and I are hanging out.
Saturday I work until 8 and then Kelly and I are hanging out again :)!
Sunday is fathers day, so Shalia and I are going up to Anacortes for lunch with my aunt, cousins and grandparents.
Monday- THE LAST DAY OF FINALS!
Tuesday- THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!
and I think Cassie is coming over on Tuesday to stay the night. parrrrrtay! lol. Oh god Im so excited for summer! well I gota run, class is ending and I gota go clean out my locker!

<3 beauty !

Second post today, just cuz this was such an amazing day that I had to write about it! So after I finished blogging, Amanda called me to see if I wanted to hang out. I told her Id call her when I was done with my personal training, and then I went and got Lauren from Daniels. We went to her house and I used this razorless shaving cream stuff that is total crap. While I was downstairs doing that and dancing to music (yes I can dance and shave my legs at the same time), I hear Lauren upstairs in her room SCREAMING bloody murder about something and calling my name. So I run up there and shes freaking out cuz there is a spider on her backpack that is on her bed. I run into the bathroom and get some deodorant spray to spray it with and then it comes running towards me so I drop the can and run out of the room screaming. Lauren didnt know what to do, but I was so scared I left her to deal with it and scrambled my booty back downstairs. I heard a bunch more screams and then she finally came down and said she put it outside. We went to the gym and got trained. It was sooo good omg I love it! And then we ran a bit and went to Laurens house. joe met up with us there and after a while I went to see Amanda. Her and I came to my house and then went to Dylans. Kelly walked by the window and Amanda was like :who are those cool kids outside?: and I go and look out the window and Im like "OMG I MADE OUT WITH THAT GUY LAST NIGHT FOR LIKE 2 hours!!" haha so I texted Kelly and told him I was at BigDs house and so he came back and I went with him Alex and this other guy to his house. It was his graduation party, so I got introduced to everybody and listened while they sang the graduation song to him. lol and then we went into the living room to watch BeCool and after a while I had to go to work. So Kelly walked me out and said I should call him, but I said he can call me if he wants.(I dont call guys).
Work was hillaryous. It was like back in the day when I loved going to work and I just laughed the whole time I was there. Now Im home and I just found this girls myspace, the girl that was with kelly last night, and she said something about how she cried all night. I feel so bad for doing that to her, I mean I WOULD feel bad..but, Every woman for themselves, right? and I dont want to let this opp. (if I even have a chance with him) pass me by.. Anyways, I need to take a shower and get some sleep, this is going to be a stressful ass week.


Hillary

:) IM BACK!! My normal happy self came back out of nowhere! School is out in less than 10 days now annnnd life is awesome!

Here was my week in a nutshell:
drama drama drama
I had half of my math final :( and an English final that I kicked in the ass.
Worked 16 hours
I did my presentation in Mr Bennetts class on Jessica Simpson being my American Hero :)
YEARBOOKS came out! they are so amazingly cool! My picture is in there like 4 or 5 times, and theres a quote by me! (but) The quote is about how I hate when people say samwiches instead of sandwiches..so I seem like a wierdo
Friday I went to Steven Parkers house with Kevin so they could do something to Kevs headlights, but all they ended up doing was breaking Stevens. And then after work Kevin and I went to his house and watched Meet the parents, funny shit!
Yesterday was a huge party at DanDans house. I went over there from 3-3:50 in between my shifts and hung out with people, and then went back from 8-12 30. Kelly and I were in the back room talking for like 3 hours tho and this girl he was with got all pissed off and stormed out of the house. We nicknamed ourselves Beauty and the Beast haha I dont even remember why. Oh wait, I REMEMBER! so all night he kept saying "outstanding!" and so I was like "Im gona call you outstanding from now on since its your favorite word" and he goes "okay, Ill call you beatiful cuz thats what you are" or something like that. and then hes said :ITS LIKE BEAUTY AND THE BEAST!.....I dont know, it was very random
At that party, people ate an entire tub of licorice, it was so crazy!..Um I dont know what else happened. Oh sarita had a hood on that made her look like an eskimo and a saudi arabian woman. It was definately a great party !!
Today I have a session at 24 hour with a personal trainer, and then Im cleaning house all day :(.

Next week is going to suck ass with finals and all my catch up work..Im seriously going to die. next weekend though is going to be awesome cuz its like the very end of school and we are having these guys over that Dan is friends with who drive Harley davidsons. They are going to park a big white school bus in our yard and stay with us for a few days. haha its gonna be great.

*Beauty*

This weekend has flown by at an amazing rate! I think I got used to low key, LONG weekends, but this weekend was insane. Friday I went to school and then afterwards I worked 6-9 serving. But even though my scheduled shift ended at 9, I stayed on the clock to help serve a party of 30 until 11 30 ish. That wasnt too bright of an idea school wise, considering that I had the SAT the next morning at 8. But financially, it was something I didnt really have a choice about doing. I made 50$ in tips that night!! It was awesome. I came home from work and went to bed around midnight.
The SATs suck, and Im not happy with how I did. I dont know what my score will be, but I know it wont be good because I forgot that we only had 25 minutes to write the essay, so I pretty much brainstormed the entire time and then wasnt finished with the final draft by the time that they said stop. Daniel and Eileen were sitting in front of and behind me so we talked during the breaks. I got out of there around 1 10 and had to go to Home Depot where my mom and aunt were buying a vanity for my aunts house. Can you beleive it? My mom influenced my aunt into a remodelling project on her own home! Anyways they had bought something that was way too big for their cars so they thought it was going to fit in mine. WRONG. We ended up having to call Dan over to pick it up in his pickup. And then this morning, after Dan and I BROKE OUR BACKS taking it out of the truck and putting it in our garage, my aunt calls and says she decided she wants to return it! So dan and I had to reload it into the truck and send it back to the store. But that is beside the point, after the home depot incident, my aunt mom and I went to Tai Ho for lunch. I got some tofu soup, mango prawns and rice. It was sooo good! Then my mom and I went to Alderwood mall. I got a new skirt and a t-shirt that is pretty slutty..but its still hella cute. After I got home from shopping I went to Daniels house. Hung out there and at Pizza Hut and at Motel 6 (lol) until midnightish and then dropped Sean and Natiel off at their houses. I slept until 7 and then had to get up and drive to Seattle to get Caitlin and Chantel. My car broke down 4 times on the way there, so after dropping Cait off at home I went to get some gas. high grade gas. That usually stops the breakdown issue, but this time as I was leaving the station, my car turned off again. Peice of shit! I went to my meeting at work and we had a scavenger hunt. haha fun times. I told Jesse about my car and he said he would look at it after we were off work. When the meeting ended at 10ish, him and Nathan came out and checked out the engine. They couldnt figure out the idle (which is what they were going to adjust) but they noticed my air filter. Apparently it was insanely dirty. There were feathers from a bird stuck in it, and it was pure black. It didnt seem that bad to me until Jesse and I went to the store to buy a new one and I saw how white they are supposed to be. haha so I got a new one and he put it in my car. I came home and took a nap from 12 20 until 3 45 when Caitlin called me. I got up and threw some clothes on and grabbed a tofu dog on my way out the door. Then I went to the gym and treadmilled it up for 45 minutes. I went tanning, and then to Chris L's house. His brother him and I went swimming until 7 and then I went to Caitlins house and got some homework from her. We ate dinner and watched Cribs, and we saw Brooke Valentines house/apt. It was soo ghetto! lol. Now Im home and Im excited cuz we got a little TV downstairs, so Im grabbing my homework and a blanket and laying down in the construction zone to watch some E!. Hope everyone had an awesome weekend!!

Hillary

---I waited all weekend until today. It was so worth it. SO worth it. My crush on him just keeps getting bigger and bigger, and I cant get him off of my mind. I wish I saw him more often, it makes me so happy inside when I get to talk to him..and then when he goes out of his way to give me a special goodbye : ) I wish he felt the same---

IT IS JUNE!!! Thank God for the month of June, no kidding. Life is seriously FLYING past me. I dont know what is happening most of the time because Im just doing so many different things and trying to concentrate on them all. But school is out in less than 20 days. LESS THAN TWENTY DAYS UNTIL IM A SENIOR!
Some things that Ive noticed recently:
-I am definately getting into the summer party mode
-me+working out are finally becoming a happy couple again
-Im really really really interested in this guy. one of the two that I wrote about in here before. He is just soo different and so cool and SO FUNNY and Cute as ALL hell. mmmm, I want him bad!
-I am a very negative person. Every person I encounter is a new one to critic. I hate that. I really HONESTLY hate it. and I know it makes me look much worse than the people I am insulting. So I am working on trying to be more accepting, inside and out. Like some people still think mean things but they stop saying them. Not me, Im scolding myself mentally every time I find myself conjuring up a joke about someone else. If you are a good friend of mine, you probably noticed how quiet Ive been the last few days. Isnt it sad that it is THAT noticeable? Soon I will be able to fill those silent moments with compliments and sincere positive observations I have.
- The guy I like is genuine. Not genuine in that he will like me back, I am lucky to get a wayward glance from him, but he has good strong morals (something my grandparents raised me to look for in a bf) and he is a true gentleman. Yesterday at work one of the delivery drivers named lucianno, who speaks mainly spanish, made a couple comments to me that were totally rude and hurtful. I didnt get very offended by them because I knew that he was just trying to joke around like Dan or Harold, but all the guys I work with got mad at him and told him never to say that stuff to me again. But the guy I like went beyond that. He waited until everyone went back to working, and then he came up to me while I was alone and told me that he was sorry I had to listen to Luciano talk that way and that those things he had said werent true at all. I thought him doing that was really sweet because he didnt have to go beyond what he had already done to make me feel better, but being the nice person he is I dont think he even thought twice about it.

Last weekend I met a bunch of new people. I had a LOT of wierd encounters. Like making out with Connor. I met some cool guys like Kelly, Ryan, Trav and Dave..and I had SO MUCH FUN!! I really cant wait until summer if it is going to work out the way last weekend did! Too bad all the seniors will be gone soon though :(.

I have 14 hours at work next week! thats like a freaking record for me!!
Kevin got a car today! I think he is coming over to show me it when he gets back from levenworth. Im excited, its an integra or something.

Hillary