Alright I dont want to talk about my weekend. Besides the fact that I brought my car home, there is nothing else to say.
Anyways, tonight I was thinking a lot, and I started wondering. Is it possible to love somebody for a while, then not like them at all; then like them and then love them until the love fades again and its just like? Honestly, I dont think it is possible. I think you can like somebody, get to know them really well and fall in love with them, but even if you fall out of love with them, I dont think you can take it down to a level of LIKING only. To me, if I ever love somebody, its not going to ever end. Ive never loved somebody before that I dont still love deep down, friends included (Eileen-I know if you are reading this you are sitting there wracking your brain to think of somebody I dont love anymore, lol, yes I am including Jessica in this statement..and Rachel sadly). I think that if you are going to give somebody your love, you should know them well enough to be able to trust them with that. I have fallen out of love with someone, but I still care deeply for them, just not in the same way. OK back to the point. I was thinking about that and I came to the conclusion that when love fades, it cant just fade halfway so that its down to likeness, but it CAN be rekindled or brought back to life. Once you have loved somebody, that person can win your love back a lot easier than anyone who hasnt because they are able to skip the 'liking' stage. This is probably a really random post to everyone, but thats basically what Im being told is happening with Kevin. It just doesnt all add up to me, maybe Im just young dumb and naive..
Tomorrow is Chris H's 22nd b-day

Happy Birthday Chris!!