OK so I can finish about my day now. Eileen and I spent the day at her house doing nothing, sept talking a LOT about everything and figuring out our lives. It was actually very helpful and really encouraged me through the conversation I just had..I came home at 5ish and Kevin and Chris came and got me. We went to DTK and walked around, then we went to Staceys. She showed me her new bikini and we talked while Kevin and Chris were downstairs watchin TV. Then we all went over to Dennys, and Stacey and I went up and I got my money for Herricks party, FINALLY! I came back home and did some chores, then walked back to Staceys.
We all went down to Waverly and swam around for a while..Chris and Stacey seemed like they were on a mission to hook Kevin and I back up..being like I DARE YOU GUYS TO KISS and saying :so when are you guys going on ur next date? you are a couple...: and stuff like that. It was kinda akward. then we went to Chris's. Around 11 Kevin dropped me off, and then a bit later he called me..

we just talked about 'the situation'. he doesnt want to be just friends, but I dont know what I want. We are going to be just friends for now tho..and I guess that makes him uncomfortable around me. I am going to be really sad if we cant be just friends..because I love him so much as a person. Anyways..its late and I gota get up tomorrow and cut Chris's hair :) IM GIVING HIM A MOHAWK! lol..

I have my first soccer practice with my new team tomorrow..SCARY! UM but yea,

12 days till LAKE CHELAN!

**Hillary!**