Damn I haven't written in soooo long! The night that I wrote last was verrrrry interesting. Jessica came and picked me up and we went and picked up Javon and Ryan. We went over to Ryan's dads house and I had like 10 shots of something..I was completely plastered...Like never before. Ryan kept tryin to get me to sit on his lap, and I remember fallin asleep on his futon, then us kissing, then him asking me to go in his dads room. all we did was make out, somehow I still had my senses about what I didn't want to do! :) that was cool..cuz he didn't make me do nethin either..But yeah then Jess drove me home..And I got caught bein a drunkard pretty much..But that's a long story. The week after the last time I wrote, was interesting. I seriously don't understand why I have all these guy options going for me..But I do. Lexi and I and my mom and Dan left for Oregon early Friday morning (the 13th?) and we got to Oregon that night. Lex and I had a lot of fun there, we met a couple groups of guys in the pool/hottub..:) fun stuff. We worked out, shopped, swam, hot tubbed, talked, LAUGHED, read.....A bunch of stuff. It was really fun and then we came home Tuesday morning. From Tuesday afternoon till Friday night, I couldn't leave the house to do anything except work out because my mom knew that I had gotten wasted a couple weekends before. People came and kicked it everyday, but it was soo boring. Saturday I went shopping with my mom and I got a cute ass new pair of underwear and a bikini top (don't try to understand) I got Lexi a thong and some white strips for her bday and it was cool :). I came home, and my mom had a 'talk' with me about my being alcoholic and all that crap and how she knew I was at Ryan's dads house ( I STILL DON'T KNOW HOW!)..So yeah but then she let me go to Lexi's bday party. That was really fun..We all just hung out and people stopped by and kicked it and we went hot tubbin and yeah, fun times! Michaela and Danielle had a huge dramatic problem..But it was OK by the end of the night, because Michaela ended up piercing Danielle's ear! LOL.. Sunday I had a soccer game and I played goalie and it was sooo cool cuz they didn't score on me!! I was happy! We won that game by a lot of points. I got home, and Lexi called and then her fam and her and Michaela came and picked me up to go to her bday dinner at Bucca Di Beppo. OMG that was so fun! On the way there we saw these hellla bomb guys drivin next to us so we rolled down the windows and we were talkin to them for a while between the cars, then when we got to the restaurant we were laughin hella hard about it...And they walked in! We were like OMG hahaha no way..So we went to our table, and after a while we went to the bathroom. On our way out, the guys were in this room and they called us in there..And so we went. They were talking about how hot we are and if they could get our numbers or something..And then they asked how old we are. We told them and they were like DAMN> and from ALL THE WAY ACROSS the room, someone yelled JAIL BAIT!! And we looked around, everyone in the room (50 people?) was looking at us..They were alll in the same group! it was soo embarrassing...But they ended up being 24 year olds. haha they go "yeah we are too old, but if I was 18 Id totally be askin for ur number!" (then this one guy was like..Actually I don't care, can I get ur number?) haha. Monday chantel and Eileen and I all wore skirts. It was sooo cold I couldn't believe it. I had on this short jean skirt, and black high heels and a black tshirt, and my bus was 40 mins late! I was so pissed and frozen. My shoes were helllla cute tho so it was cool :) Chantel came over after school and we were tap dancing in the *Teriyaki* place, omg I love her so much! We hung out at my house till 5, and we ended up cutting up my lime green curves shirt, and she wore it as a tshirt, and I wore the sleeves as leg warmers, then we put our hair in high side ponytails and went to work out. It was hillaryous! Tuesday I had to do my debate in social studies, I got 101 out of 100 !!! Im so happy! Wednesday and thurs were ... Fun? I don't really remember anything cool happening on those days. Oh, Brent called me and Eileen and Lauren and I went to see him at the ice arena for a bit..hahaha....Wow interesting dude he is. I will quote him so you can laugh..When I told him that I didn't want a relationship he said "no I don't either, I just thought why wouldn't a girl like to have a toy that she can do stuff with whenever she wants?" HAHAHA I was like UMMM NO...And then there was talking to Kode:) he's a hella bomb guy from La Conner..o man!!! He wants to take me to dinner and to his tolo and all this cool stuff! Im so excited! Friday Eileen came over after school and we were going to go tanning with Lex...But there was a big dramatic problem with Eileen and her mom, and so Eileen couldnt go..So Chantel came up to meet Lex and I at the tanning place, and she got her hair cut while lex and I tanned. It was so scary! Id never been in a tanning bed before and I seriously thought I was going to die. HOLY SHIT. But i like it, I want to go back soon! (but for 10.50 a time...I don't think so!) after tanning we went over to mikky Ds where the freshman were kickin it, and we talked to them for a bit. There was this kid there trippin on shrooms it was hella funny. Lex came over till 10ish, and that was the extent of my cool Friday night LOL. Saturday night Rachey and Daniel and I went to the mall to get their tolo fits. OMG we had so much fun I cant even describe it!! hahaha....Today Lex came over for a while and we just talked and stuff, and then I had a soccer game. What a joke..We played a hella good select team, and they whooped our asses! I came home, and changed and all that, and went over to Racheys house....LOL..We walked to 7-11 and got slurpees, then we looked at old pics and laughed and Eileen came over. We walked to my house and I changed, and we went and played soccer(haha not really..It was way too dark) at kamiakin for a while. We came back here and hung out for a while, and then Eileens mom picked em up. Now I am crackin down on the homework and getting ready for this week at school. KODE IS SUPPOSED TO COME TO JUANITA THIS WEEK!! IM SO EXCITED!! Well I better go since Ive written like a whole fuckin novel!
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Wow, I really havent written for a while. Anyways, Wow Ive been so busy!Finals week was fucking retarded. I was so tired all week and I have come to the conclusion that I have ADD..because instead of making me hyper, aderall makes me tired as fuck. I took 180mg last week and it wasnt cool. Last weekend I dont remember what I did. probably hung out with Eileen and Jason and Lex. Jason came over to my house and met my mom and dan sometime this week. I started my weight training class this week, I think its gona be really fun. yesterday was a half day because of AIDs curriculum. Eileen and Chantel and I went to Manna for lunch and then hung out at my house for a while, and then went over to Eileens. Ryan Star called me and asked if I 'was tryin to kick it', so I told him to call me at like 3 and we would figure it out. Jason was supposed to come hang out with us at Eileens but he was stuck on Finn Hill, so it was just us girls at Eileens till 4ish. Joy dropped me off at evergreen heights or something where Lex was babysitting. Lex and Michaela and I were all just hangin out at Tameras and Ryan called me. He said he wanted to come hang out and so I told him to call me at five and I would know what if he could come to Lexis. We went back to Lexis at around 5 and got ready, and then Michaela left with Patty and David Brewer, and Lex and her dad and I went to pick up a pizza and stuff. I called Jess on her cell and told her to come with the guys, and so her Javon and Ryan came over to Lexis. We all sat in her downstairs and hung out until around 10 30. Apparently Ryan likes me a lot..he was begging Jess and Javon to come hang out with him cuz he was shy to hang out with me alone. haha I think that is so hillaryous considering how he talks to me at school..he is NOT shy at school. He sent me a text message on Thurs that said "you're lookin bomb" and he was sitting behind me in class haha Jess said that he is always talking about how pretty I am and how much he likes me and that he usually never does that..Jess drove me home around 10 45 and that was that..Ryan said he is going to call me at 5 today so that I can come over to his dads house, but I dont know if Im going to because Lex and I are supposed to go to Michaelas house tonight..and then Im supposed to spend the night at Lexis. I would really like to hang out with Ryan again tho..he is really hot! lol. Eileen and I went and did a yoga class on thurs night with two other girls from her volleyball team. It was pretty interesting and fun.. Today I went and worked out with Eileen and Lauren, they got weighed and measured and they both lost inches and Eileen lost pounds! my mom found my old journals and thinks Im a drug addict and slut and all this other stuff...and i read the shit she read and I think I used to be too! lol but I wasnt..anyways..Im out
Hillary !