Im sitting in my room listening to my sister tell my mom how she is stuck on a hill that is snowy with Shane..they want us to bring them cat litter but......oh now they are moving.....sliding down.....moving up......and we hung up I duno what they are doing now, hopefully they dont die..
Anyways Cait came over today, wow I love her so much she is awesome!! She got here at like 2 50, and she brushed my hair and did her makeup and we...sorry boys this is pretty sick..lol we have a new funny quote
"WOW I need to change my tampon!" hahahaha
Anyways, then we went to Baskin and robins and saw Amber Jared and Eric prescott, I got in a little argument kinda thing with the hairdresser who was about to dye ambers hair a neutral color. I told her it would be dull looking, and she was like uhhh yeah true but we are out of other colors blahdy blah and Im like uhhhh use this it will fade to this and I felt like I was smarter than her..lol oh well Ill just never get my hair done at celebrity status.
Cait and I went back to my house and .......I dont even know what we did lol, I cleaned and she talked online I guess, then we went and played soccer for like 10 mins, I went and put away my soccer ball and we RAN like hell out of my condos because dan was pulling in and I wasnt supposed to be walking anywhere, my mom thought I was going with caits mom cuz she didnt know I was kikin it with greg and chris. So anyways the guys picked us up and we went to rubys diner. Cait and I shared a plate of lite fries that we ate less than half of lol..and then we drove around and went to target to look around. We went to the movie theatre and chris bought us tickets and we went in. I want to say something right now, but I wont because I dont have the right to say it. I was really bothered by it though but its none of my business sorry im blabbing so I can stop gettin mad about it......................alright then we left the movie and they took us home. It felt like somethin was wrong with Greg but I didnt say nething..well I did say something but I mumbled it and he either didnt hear or decided to ignore me. Its like 12 30 now and I have to get up at 7 30 to go work out. ahhh so early! OH WELL its fun! Then MAYBE we will go to the post office, if we can find it haha.. and maybe we can go shopping YAY! that would be amazing and fun...I NEED CLOTHES ! (and apparently new shoes).Hmm I have nothing to do so Im just gona keep talking maybe. Break is over soon and thats not cool..at all.OH i know what Im gona talk about hehehe the movie we saw. hahaha ok so we went to see Peter Pan, and Caitlin and I felt like child pornography watchers. first of all they are talking about this girls lips and her kiss or something and how she will know when she gets the best pleasure of all and whoever gets her kiss will slip in and out of heaven..this girl is like 10 mind you. and then peter pan kisses her(pops one) and gets this HUGE smile and then floats into the sky and fireworks go off. I mean HELLO! I dont think its just my sick mind at work because Cait was sayin it too. anyways Im talkin to Chris right now and its taking a lot of my energy so Im gona go before I say the wrong thing..
CHOCOLATE THUNDA!!!!!!!

I dont know if this bothers anyone else, but I HATE it when people change plans too much, or dont do what they say they are going to.
anyways, me and Caitlin are gona hang out at my house today and watch movies cuz Ive been so busy everyday that I havent just done nothing since before break started.
for future reference to anybody-never tell me that your gona do something and then not do it. GOD that is the best way to piss me off ..in the world

Its Tuesday morning, 915, and Im awake. fuck. My sister and I were supposed to go to the post office this morning again like we were supposed to yesterday but didnt because we got lost, and then when Shalia picked me up from lexis this morning, she told me she cant go cuz she has to work at 10. That angers me, but at least I get to go work out with everyone on time this morning. Sunday I...oh, I worked out with peeps and then Lexi came over cuz I couldnt leave since Dans fam was coming over..So we hung out here for a bit and then went SHOPPING :D I got a lot of stuff...INCLUDING two new pairs of pants. yay. Then I came home and sat around. Monday, I was supposed to get up at 9 to go to the post office with Shalia, so I did..and she called to tell me that she had court so she couldnt go till later. She said she would pick me up at 11. Then she called me like an hour later and said she wanted to go home and sleep so she would pick me up at 1 30..then at 1 15 she called me and was like Uhhhhh I just woke up and I cant get there till 2 30. THE POST OFFICE CLOSES AT 4...so Im pissed by then because she fucked up my whole days plans..and she gets here at 3 and we leave. We get to Bellevue, and at 3 45 we realize we cant find the damn place. AH~!sooo we go home. (she refused to call my mom and get directions) Then we went to starbucks and I had an egg nog latte. we were sitting on these comfy chair things and shalia lat out a HUGE burp with no fear. I was like ummmm did you just burp? she just laughed. It was so gross, embarrassing and rude of her..but funny too. God sometimes I cant stand her. We came back to my house and waited for my mom to get home and yell at us..which happened, she told us we were a couple of "retardoes".. Then I begged to go to Lexis and Lexis mom and dad and her came to pick me up..We had to go to Home Depot, but lex and I had fun. I was amazed by these fading light switches, but I got over them when I saw lexi hiding behind a shelf calling Daniel..so I chased her down the isle thing as she tried to hang up before I could see who she was talking to..and then she called everyone else to get someone to go boarding with her today..We went to the fake setup kitchen isle and lexi sat on one of the display things. This little boy/girl (I thought it was a girl, Lex thought it was a boy..he/she had long curly blonde hair..but yea lol) was looking at Lexi soo funny wow. She was turning her head and stuff like someone looking at an abstract painting, or a dog thats confuckled..so I did it back to the kid and it was funny cuz IT got scared. ha. Lex tried to murder me with the FLOURESCENT LAMPS that her dad was buying cuz they were on the cart and like 20 feet long, so she swung the cart around and made me run away haha. Lexis mom lectured us for acting like two year olds, but then she couldnt say anything when her husband grabbed the lights and chased us to the car pushing us with them...hahahaha. we spent the night trying to find out how we were going to get the hell out of her house to kick it with Beck, Danny, Nick and Jason, that didnt happen. So we planned what we are going to wear tomarrow night (NEW YEARS EVE!)....and tried to plan what we are gona do..lol that didnt work. Oh yeah, and we planned how we are gona do our hairs :D...Im excited! I made Lex fill out this thing about all the damn guys she likes cuz its insane, and then being the math nerds that we are, we tried to percentage them out hahaha...that didnt work either..then we just sat around and talked about guys and such.I was online talkin to Greg and Russel and Lex was tryin to sleep at like 12 30 but her keyboard is sooooo clickety that I had to get off before I woke up the whole fam.. so yeah that was gay since Im not used to going to bed until like 2 now. So..that was the end of the night. Then Shalia came this morning, and we are back to the beginning of this post. and Im tired and rubbing my eyes.oh yeah, I lost another 3 pounds I think! well Today I am working out and I dont know if Im going somewhere with Greg and Chris, Greg is callin me at like 12 or something..yup
Hillary/chocolatethundaaaaaaaa ;)

I havent written in here since Christmas, wow. I always loose track of things when lots of important things happen at once..so Christmas eve everyone came over and we hung out and opened presents. I got almost all the sims games, a green interchangeable adidas coat :), a new pair of pants (returned), 100 dollars YAY!, a jambajuice card YAY!, a book thing of bus passes (ruined my idea of getting a car :(), a shirt, and other stuff...my dad sent me a portable CD player and 2 pairs of headphones. Christmas Shalia and I went to anacortes, we spent the night and came home at 6 on friday. Greg picked me up at 6 30 and we went ....'to see a movie'hehe....and I think thats about all I can say without saying too much. ;) anyways...then I got home around 10 ish..went to bed.. I woke up in the middle of the night and I was really hot and felt sick, so I opened a window, turned off the heat and went back to bed without my blankets..bad idea..I froze my ass off lol.. GREG! member we were talking about our reoccurring dreams? I remembered the one I always have thats wierd....I am standing in a room and I cant get enough water so I just drink and drink and drink ...lol. anyways I got up this morning when lauren called to tell me we were going to work out, so I got up and ready and they picked me up..and off we went. We had to go to the Curves in Houton (dont know how to spell that) since the one like .1 seconds away from my house was closed..we worked out(Eileen did her routine tripping over a machine..lol) and GOD i swear some people have too much time/money/love for animals. This lady came in to work out, and she had her dog with her, so instead of chaining it by its leash to a post or something, she had one of those really long ones and she tied it up, layed down a cheeta print fur blanket and left it outside..jeese. talk about a spoiled dog! It was cute tho so I pet it, and its name was Reina!(my name in Spanish class) Lauren Eileen and I were waiting for Eileens dad, and this mexican guy walked by..and he was lookin at me wierd..then he stopped, and waved..so I turned around away from him lol and I asked lauren if he was really waving at me..and he was..him and a couple other guys stood there and waved at us a few times like we were their old friends or something..haha. I came home and cleaned and did chores, then Eileen and Lauren picked me up to go to the mall, we picked up this guy named Jonathan that likes lauren and I think he thought I was some sort of rapist when he first saw me...heres why..we pulled up to him at the park and ride in a black car..he couldnt see lauren and he didnt know any of the rest of us, so Lauren was like 'just tell him to come over here' so I rolled down the window and yelled "GET IN THE CAR" hehe (not realizing that would sound pretty scary..) so he turned the other way..he wouldnt get into the car so we ended up having to call him on his cell phone for him to understand lauren was with us. lol. we got on the bus to alderwood, and this guy was sleeping on the chairs..we got off the bus at the mall and eileen stepped out of the bus, I turned towards the mall (big mistake, it made me miss the action) and I hear "'AHH' thump!" I turn around, and (of course) Eileen slipped off the bus and slid down a muddy hill on her ass..hehe..so we had to go buy her new pants. I was standing with Eileen and Jonathan at this booth lookin at something, and these two guys walked by and were staring, then they stopped, turned around and walked by again and kept staring...and when I looked up they did that thing with the head..like 'wsup'.. u know?...and I started bustin up laughin..oh sad, but it was so funny. They were little arabian boys. Laurens dad picked us up and drove me home, I got home at 6 ish and Greg came and picked me up at 7 35 (fashionably late..) (actually last night he was early and I told him never do that again, so he told me he would be late tonight lol) We drove to Chris' work, where apparently people think Greg and I are a couple.. thanks to Chris..lol. So then we went to their house so Chris could change, and Greg told me that he has a HUGE fight dog, and all this..so I was really scared to go into his house...and he was like "dont worry Ill have to fight him off with a stick or something, but Ill save you no matter what"....so he opens the door, and this LITTLE ASS dog is jumping around, for anyone who has been to my gmas house and would like a comparison, think Chili..lol. It weighs like 10 ounces hehe, so that was cute. We went to Taco Time for dinner :D and then to the theatre..we saw cheaper by the dozen. good movie. Greg and Chris brought me home and thats that. LEXI IS HOME!!!!!!!!!! I called her at like 12 30AM and we talked and talked and I told her everything that I wish I could write in here, but 'people' read it and 'people' cant know..so..what I can tell everyone is that .......I have too much stuff running through my mind...Im so worried and I dont think I even have any control over the stuff that Im stressed about..:( I wish I did..but like 'people' said, "we're at such different points in our lives that it would be rough" well Im really tired...so Im gona get ready for bed, and go see Lexinatoration first thing in the morning YAY! lol. Nite
Hillary

Its Christmas eve. Today I got up at 10 and got ready for shopping at noon. Shalia and I went to Davids house, and the had me stand in the middle of the room while they discussed the size of my boobs...hmm, that was an interestingly embarrassing conversation, especially when David tried to poke one of them..anyways, then we went shopping at Fred Myers, OMG it was so packed in there it took us two hours to buy one bottle of clear nail polish, a bag of reeses, 2 2 liter bottles of pepsi, a lip gloss, a pair of slippers, 2 bags of gummy bears and an ice scraper. seriously what the hell ..Kevin came over and I gave him his gummies and CD gift card, and he gave me a CZ necklace shaped like a horseshoepeople are coming over at 7 30 for christmas presents and stuff. We are having xmas here tonight and then Shalia and I are leavin for anacortes tomarrow morning for christmas with the family. Ill write more later but IM so exhausted wow.

I think my plans are hosed for Friday and Saturday (hanging out with Greg Friday and Chris and Greg Saturday) because my sister decided TODAY (after Ive already made plans) that she wants to spend the night in Anacortes Thursday and Friday night. AH Im not happy. Today I shopped and wrapped presents and fed Lexis cats. :)

LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: ok did you know that we didnt catch osama?
deu: ..yeah
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: ???
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: they told everyone like a week ago that they caught him, i just found out today that they didnt
deu: HAHAHAHA LOL
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: ...
deu: hillary you're awesome
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: why
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: im serious I was telling my friends about him,and they were like uhhhhhhhhhhhhh they didnt catch him, but i saw them catch him on the news.. stupid gov lies a lot
*** You have been disconnected. Mon Dec 22 23:54:22 2003.
*** deu signed on at Mon Dec 22 23:54:43 2003.
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: sorry i got disconnected did u get what I sent
deu: hmmm...i have:
deu: deu: hillary you're awesome
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: why
deu: ....that was Saddam Hussein
deu: in Iraq...
deu: Osama Bin Laden is the Afghanistan guy:-P
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: sorry i got disconnected
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: oh
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: ok maybe I shouldnt tell u what I sent then..hehe now I feel really stupid
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: wait, osama bin laden is the one who did 9/11 so why do we care about the other guy
deu: nooo tell me
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: :( ur gona laugh
deu: but yeah osama was the 9/11 guy and hussein is teh Iraq guy with the Weapons of Mass Destruction
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: oh
deu: i won't laugh
deu: maybe giggle...
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: deu: hillary you're awesome
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: why
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: im serious I was telling my friends about him.. and they were like uhhhhhhhhhhhhh they didnt catch him, but i saw them catch him on the news, stupid gov lies a lot
deu: but i won't laugh
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: ok
deu: hehehe ok i'm giggling not laughing :-P
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: lol ok good
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: wow Im so out on the current events
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: my god i feel soo stupid
deu: haha no worries
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: i thought since last weekend or the one befor ethat it was osama
deu: haha
deu: alrighty think i'm heading to bed
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: wait can I show u something so stupid
deu: yup
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/pages/frontline/shows/binladen/etc/cron.html
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: look down at February 26, 1993 fuckin thing is stupid
deu: what??
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: did u go to the link
deu: yeah...
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: and scroll down to feb 26th 1993........read what the thing says happened on that day
deu: world trade center bombing...
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: that happened in 2001 or 2000 not 1993
deu: :-D ok check this out:Here
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: wtf i never heard of that
deu: hahahaha
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: they did it TWICE
deu: the first one was a bomb in a truck
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: wow...im TOTALLY gona shut up
deu: and they parked it in a parking garage under the buildings
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: oh no
deu: lol
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: stupid man..stupid me :)
deu: I PROMISE you i'm not laughing.... just giggling really really hard:-D
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: maybe when I go back to being brunette then i wont be so dumb
deu: hahaha good call

As you read this, keep in mind that we will definately be using a more secure collection area than a shoe box. We will most likely start a bank account and send out the donated money weekly or bi-weekly to the Angel Network foundation
G-Jessie
L-Me

My friend and I are trying to raise money for an important cause. If you want to support us, talk to me about it! (lectricbullrider) [AIM s/n]

http://www.oprah.com/tows/pastshows/200312/tows_past_20031222.jhtml
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G: hillary, i know this is a really weird question but it's very important for me to ask
L: ok dont worry i dont care
L: ive heard it all ;)
G: there is a horrible aids epidemic in africa and thousands, growing onto become millions of people are dying from it, and most of the nation has no clue this is going on. our own government is reluctant to provide them with medication or help them in any way even though we are an economic drain on their peoples. would you maybe want to donate a small amount of money to a foundation who's goal is to ease this epedemic, aid the children and parents affected, and help set up aids educational programs?
G: literally, like five or ten dollars
L: yeah
L: but I have a question
G: i'm trying to get as much money to donate as i can because at this point there are only very young people and very old people in south africa because everyone else has been wiped out by the disease
G: yah go ahead
L: how will they aid people
L: because there is no cure
L: I would rather give money to them if it was as an educational effort
LEctRIcbuLLRIdER: because it will teach the uninfected people about how the disease is acquired
G: in africa, they have absolutely no medication to help those with aids. there are meds available that can prolong peoples lives or at least dull their suffering, and the african people don't have those at all, they are forced to sit and suffer through it all. they don't even know what aids is, or how they can get it, and their children remain uneducated
L: or if it was going to be going towards birth control methods being available to people
G: that would be fine, the foundation is through oprah, lol i know incredibly cheesy, but it's extremely legitimate and will supply money directly to those who need it
G: i'm just taking a collection, it will supply them with proper medications, educational tools, and all sorts of aids protection
L: oh yeah definately
L: Ill ask people to donate too
G: and it supplies money to poor orphanges for those children who have aids and were orphaned by it
G: thank you so much!
L: yeah anytime
G: i swear this really means a lot to me, i had no idea this was going on
L: ;) i kinda did
L: but yeah Ill start asking people about donating
G: thank you SO MUCH
G: i swear it really means a lot to me!!!!
L: should I just collect the money and give it to youor something?
G: yah i was thinking of getting you me katrina and sam involved and we can sort of do it through reb time, collect the money in a shoe box and ask everyone to ask through donations. the reb-time thing is just convenient since we will see each other and it can sort of be organized
G: we can ask everyone we know and put all the money together during rebtime
L: yea good idea
L: lets do that
L: we need to make flyers or something tho
G: yah i was thinking about that
G: i was thinking at this point we should just sort of talk to people about it and research informaion about aids over the break and then talk to mr. delligan about it monday. that week we can make flyers and talk to the kids in reb-time about it and then collect from there
L: yeah
G: yay!! i'm talking to a lot of people and they are all willing to donate
L: cool
L: im asking my friend
L: he is quizzing me
L: should I have him talk to u
L: since i didnt see the show
G: yah sure
L: nvm I talked him into it
L: ;)
G: yay!!
G: lol!
G: whatever money you get keep really safe and we'll put it in a box when we get back to school
L: ok
G: yay!!
G: aww hillary i'm so happy!
L: well, should I start collecting now? cuz I dont even understand the cause really
L: and I wont see people until school starts up again probably
G: alright here's what i'm going to do
G: i'm going to write up little informational things and then we can pass them out at school
G: they'll explain the cause and everything
L: ok cool
L: lol
G: i have to do a little more research but we'll get it done at school lol
L: ok fun
L: something to do in rebtime!
G: lol!
G: yes and it's helpful!
L: yep

And I thought today wouldnt be productive at all!

wow I just came up with a good theory. Ok, so I know a good way to tell if someone is Bisexual..or gay or lesbian. No I dont know why it matters, but it just came to me. so..when youre a kid, little boys are shy around little girls...but not little boys. and little girls are shy around little boys and not little girls...soooooo the little boys and girls that are shy around other little boys/girls, are the gay ones. and the little boys and girls that are scared of all other little kids are bisexual. :)

Today was awesome!! I woke up at 10 30, when Eileen called to tell me we were goin to work out at 11..so I got up and ready. We went to work out, Lauren Rhys Eileen and I, and then Eileen and I went by Lexis to feed Lexis cats since she is in West Virginia. Oh yeah, I fed the turtle too ;). Then Eileen and I walked to the bank across the street from my house, and I cashed my checks from babysitting. 59$ we went and bought the ingredients for my xmas presents I was gona make for four of my friends, (HAHA you poor people are going to have to eat this stuff..) we got up to the checkstand, and I was like OH NO we cant have alll one flavor! so we had to go back and buy different flavors..then we went to subway and the guy serving us had only been working for five days, so he made me the wrong sandwich hehe. but I was nice and just asked him 'Isnt the italian sub suppost to have salami and pastrami/pepperoni on it..?' so he took off the roast beef, chicken and ham..hahaha. Eileen and I came to my house and she was about to die of laughter at my ghetto christmas tree...then we busted out the SECRET ingredients and started cookin. That was the beginning of a long, funny, bouncy disaster..haha. Lauren came over and we made her try our cooking..she thought it was a joke but it wasnt. I cant say what we were making considering that the people we made it for are going to be getting it as a present..AND THEY READ THIS..but you guys have to remember..its the thought that counts!!!! it really REALLY is. Its pretty sad how it turned out but yeah.....pretty hillaryous at the same time. Anyways, Lauren and Eileen left and now Im tired as hell..after cleaning all that mess up. Im also wondering when the next "simple life" is on and I think Im going to go check. So my dad emailed me yesterday, and he isnt even going to visit me for Christmas! he is SHIPPING me my presents. What the fuck. that makes me so mad..Well yeah, unless anything great happens in the rest of the day, I dont know if Ill be posting. PS I am gona cry of laughter when u poor four eat ur presents ;) I wont say any names...but your guys' initials are:
GH
CH
JH
KL
hehehehehehehehehe

hmm friday...i went to Jessie's house after school and at 7 came home to pick up clothes, and went to Eileens house with Caitlin, Amber, Rhys, Lauren and Eileen and we went to XBOWL. THAT WAS SO FUN haha we were playing this thing where the winner of the game got to Dare the loser to do something ...so when I won I made Rhys go ask this hot guy for his number..and he didnt give it to her. hehe..we went back to Eileens house at like midnight, and I almost flashed her brother..because I forgot he was in the computer room and they have glass doors in between the room I was in and the comp room...so I took off my shirt and was like shirtless for a while..then someone asked me if I realized Evan was in the comp room...so I ran to put a shirt on haha. We watched orange county and went to bed..and then in the morning lexi came to pick me up so I could go to her house and hang out with her before she left for West Virginia..We went shopping at rite aid and they sold her the wrong kind of film, and it expired 6 months ago. That wasnt cool. Russel and I made plans to go see LOR Return of the King sometime next week, :) thats going to be fun! I came home from Lexis after saying bye soo many times and hugging and all that jazz..and got picked up to go babysitting. I babysat from like 6-12..and got 24 bucks..they dropped me off at Rhys' house after I got off, and Rhys Caitlin Eileen and I ....had fun ;) hehe. actually just me and rhys..but Im sure cait and eileen had fun too..just not as much hahaha....We got up this morning and had a cup of egg nog..then Mason was like WE HAVE TO GO, so being my stupid self, I cancelled toasting my eggos, and only took one of them out of the toaster..so yeah theres still an eggo in Rhys' toaster..Anyways, then we went to our soccer game. Rhys, Eileen, Stephanie and I were the only people that showed up! haha. So we played with one player from the other team (still a man down) and we got 4 goals! We like the other team and need new players, so I guess we are joining together and making a new team. Now Im home and getting ready to go babysitting again. Im gona be gone allll day..maybe Ill do some homework there or something. also last night Greg and I made our plans to watch movies and 'have fun' (the fun like me and Rhys had..not like horny fun hehe...well actually...JK) Hey Chris..I know your reading this and I just want you to know that Im fucking Greg hardcore EVERYDAY! ;) just kidding OK I gota go get ready.. buybuy
!*Chocolate Thunda*!

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Ill write more later but I am babysitting at the moment!

I had a good time today! I got up and went to school like always..and Eileen and Rhys were right at the door when I walked in so it was cool. We went to the cafeteria and hung out till school started and then I went to first period. We got our tests back from whenever we had a test. I got 35/52 or something like that..anyways whatever grade it was, was not cool. Karan helped me with my math homework and then I went to math..we had a quiz :'( and I dont even know about that. I think I bombed it, but sometimes when I think that I totally pass..like last time we took a quiz I thought the same thing, but I got 9.25 out of 10..so who knows. Third period we had our UNIT TEST for Biology. I got a 78/80 on the notebook so that was REALLY good! But I dont know about the test. I know for sure that I did bad on one of the written questions because I left it completely blank..:( but the rest I think I did pretty good on, which is amazing because this whole unit was pretty much over my head IN PHOTO!! I LOST MY BOOKPRINTS OMG THEY ARE WORTH LIKE MY WHOLE GRADE AND IM SUPPOSED TO BE GETTING GRADED ON THEM TOMARROW! AND I DONT HAVE ANY OF THEM. IM SO SCREWED SHIT. :'( I hate that class and there is no way in hell Im taking it again. Have you ever had the feeling where everything you do is wrong, and your sooo frusterated that you just want to start crying or kill someone? Yes..thats me everyday in her class..there should be a law against teachers openly hating their students. Fifth period Mrs Britsova passed out progress reports. I have 100% every single assignment except for two. Those two are worth 100 points each, and she says that I have NO POINTS on either of them. Im going to talk to her about it because I should have an A in there, and I did the 100 point assignments and right now I have a B from them and thats just not cool. :) After school at 4 me and Stacey met up and went for a run..if you want to call it that haha. We were talking to much to actually run. We went to Kamiakin and watched some basketball and then ran (yes we ran...but thats cuz it was a hill that was too steep to just walk down ) to safeway and bartells..we looked around and then tried to get home...but it took us like 20 minutes just to cross the street haha, then I finally just ran in front of a car..I came home at 5 05 and at 5 15 I left to go work out with Lauren and Eileen at Curves. that was hella funny, Eileen has this problem with the machines..we cant do a whole workout without her running into, tripping over, or falling onto a machine. its so funny. I got home from working out and pretty much passed out. I was so exhuasted so I slept till 8 30 and then I got up to watch Simple Life :) I love that show! and now Im procrastinating about homework..I guess I better go do it. G'Nite!
Hillary

Today was one of those days where everything just happened. There really was not any time for me to stop and think..Wow I'm having a great time today, and no time for me to stop and think...Today is boring! So I got up..Went to school...My Spanish teacher told me that I looked sick or tired or sleep deprived....I don't see how she could think that that would be un-offensive in any way. Second period we had the damn bitch woman teacher that's old and tells really bad stories and laughs at herself. She has a really chunky ass and she rubbed it on Bryn's hand when she was walking by, that was funny. Biology..hm Mr Crowder has started to hate me and there's not much to say about him except that. Photo was prolly the funnest class today..Victor,Matt and I just sat around cutting out things for our book project. I was looking through a magazine and there was a picture of bare naked boobies. So I was like hey Matt! Look. And he looked, and goes, WE GET CAKE IN REB TIME! Totally out of nowhere..And he threw his fist in the air like he was a hero. It was great funniness but I think you had to be there..He wasn't even interested in the boobs because he wanted the cake so bad. Some boys.. During reb time I finished writing my letter to Old Man Jones(?)(OMG I forgot his last name hahahaha) and we got to see the pic they took of us yesterday. Wow I looked uglier than I had imagined. I hate days like yesterday LOL. I have a SHITLOAD of homework tonight. Actually I don't have that much but there's a lot that I could do to prepare for my huge biology paper that's due on Friday..But I probably wont do it until tomorrow night. Ok well, I need to go eat something spicy as hell because I have a craving for tobasco sauce but I live with a bunch of wimps so we don't have it...They will only buy me jalepenos..And those are barely hot man. Maybe Ill write more later if something interesting happens, but I doubt that anything will...Gooood Nite! *~Hillary~*

Today Was Absolutely Shitty

I'm supposed to get up at 6 30 every morning but this morning...I didn't get up until 9 10, school starts at 7 50 and I live like 4 miles from school-actually like 1 and a half
or 2. Anyways so I had NO way of getting to school so I called Lexi but she had to go because her French teacher had caught her and Guy cheating on their test or something..So that left me 2 options..Walking, which would take me like an hour since the school is so far away..Or taking the bus, so...I look up bus schedules...An hour long bus ride was the best they could do for me to get 2 miles down the fucking street so i go and wait for the bus and get on the 236, it goes past the park and ride which is about halfway to my school and I was thinking I should get off and walk but the site said it would take me right to school so I just waited..We got on the freeway and I go to go on a tour on the 236 through downtown Kirkland, totem lake, ...Past lake Washington high school and all around the world except past my school. Then the bus stops on this road and the driver turned off the engine...I'm thinking 'what the fuck'
he calls his wife and is talking to her about their headset and who she is going to marysville with for lunch then we leave wherever we were (I'm leaving out all the freaky people talking to me in an effort to shorten the story..cuz I talk a lot :) )we drive for like 20 more minutes
and the bus goes BACK to the park and ride and turns off
and i was like HELL no, i did not pass this place already and think that i was gona get to the school if i kept riding and really i coulda been at school an hour ago!
so I get off the bus and start walking down the street towards school like 4 minutes later, the fucking bus drives past me towards my school-it was just having another pit stop and prolly he was calling his wife again to see how her food was! AHH!! Anyways, I walk to school (on the way there I almost stepped on a mangled dead rat) and REB time was starting so i sit down in class, start writing my essay thing and the councilor comes in...my teacher forgot to tell us that today was picture day for reb times!!!!!!! I was wearing ugly black pants and a huge ass white sweatshirt and I have no makeup on or anything and my hair looked all afro'd outkinda like i look when i wake up in chelan(sorry anyone who was unfortunate enough to witness me on those days..But hey its camping) so they took our pictures and then i go to lunch..All year I haven't seen the guy that I think is hot in the halls, and lucky me this was my day to run RIGHT into him .. We were both walking fast in opposite directions at each other and didn't notice..So, i pretended i didn't see him even though id almost killed him and he was lookin at me.. But being my retarded half asleep self I looked behind him and was like "JESSIE!" and ran (Jessie wasn't behind him i just needed to get away haha)...That was bad and i didn't even say hi with my ONE chance i had.

I'm not stressing though. People have days right..? This is one of mine. I'm gona go work out later tonight with Lauren and Eileen and get the stress relieved...Right now I'm just making plans with my friend Gregaleg (hehe) for what we are doing over break..And petting my pretty kitty who is sitting on my lap.
Also I found out today that I have to buy cassie a new phone because the one I left in Armondos car disappeared..
Somebody please give me another chance to talk to that guy.....I wont ruin it next time (I hope!)!!!
I'm gona dye my hair soon..I'm excited for that! Anyways I'm out, Greg's about to call.
**Chocolate Thunda!**
(Lexi gave me that nickname when we went to see the Cat In The Hat..I love it even though it should be like whitechocolate thunda..LOL)

I just had to create a new blog since I forgot about my old one. Shows how much I used that.. This weekend was so awesome wow. On Friday after school, Lex and I went to babysit, I went home at 5:15 ish, and then cleaned and got packed for Cassie's house. My mom and Dan found out me and Kevin broke up on the way there and it wasn't even bad, my mom didn't make a deal about it like I thought she would. That night with Cassie was pretty fun, I brought over the OEHG and we split it..hehe it did us good..We were trying to chug it but neither of us are beer girls so we were like sipping and gagging and sipping and gagging..We almost got a pop to chase it with haha. Then her friend/ex/boyfriend/stalker came over (her parents weren't home) and we all went up to Crossroads mall and Blockbuster. I switched him shirts because he liked the one I had, so now I don't have my cute tuxedo shirt anymore :'(..Anyways we wandered around the mall and I got to meet some of her guy friends, and see then ones I already knew again...Bellevue is a nice place to meet guys ;) Kevin came over with Kylie and Armondo for a bit, and I ended up leaving Cassie's home phone in Armondo's car...uh oh, we still don't have it back. Saturday we were supposed to go sledding but the pass was closed..So we stayed home and we went to the mall with Kit and Kaleil. I just met Kit that day, but I had known Kaleil since last time I went there, so it was cool. Kit stayed and hung out allll day. The three of us went to the gym and I ran a mile on the running machine and I got to drive Kit home in Cassie's bug at midnight. Fun times. Today Cassie's dad drove me home and I didn't really do anything sept homework and stuff.

There are so many guys that I'm thinkin about right now its insane. I'm going through an 'older guy' stage..Or maybe it isn't a stage..But its fun! The one guy that I'm most interested in right now has a girlfriend though and that really sucks :'( but he did say that I'm beautiful :) that's great!

Nite~
Hillary